Everything I say at the ward always gets interpreted in the most negative/hostile way.

[MoggerGaston]

Just because I am an ugly deformed low-trust creature.

Last ward session on tuesday, we were talking about self-expression and what comes to your mind. At some point I said:

'the freedom in being allowed to give offense to people.'

Immediately the psycho-therapists attacked me and said that by saying something like that 'I scare people away.'

Ofcourse that's not what I meant, it's fucking logical and impossible to misinterpret. How can you ever fully express yourself, if you can never give offense to other people, aren't allowed to reject other people, aren't allowed to have your own opinions and desires which may give offense to other people?

makes 0 fucking sense that I was attacked by my therapists, and it's point towards a combination of sexism, racism and lookist discrimination because I look like an angry untrustworthy orc who likes to hurt people.

Then on thursday a member of my group therapy group ended up casually mentioning that: 'Gaston like to hurt people so give him the abuser role.' This was during a roleplay where I was designated to play the role of an abusive father.

Just fucking cagefuel how I am literally a physics nerd who has never harmed anyone, yet I am seen as this evil abuser due to my lowtrust orc looks.


its fucking man

if even seasoned psycho-therapists with decades of experience still judge me based on my deformed orc looks, what chance do I honestly have?

Only good thing was that 2 other group-members ended up approaching me after the session to tell me it was absurd how I was treated and they both didn't at all feel as if I like to hurt people or had any bad intentions.
Just brutal tbh, but at least these 2 group-members didn't judge me so harshly for my orc looks.

 

[RealNinja]

I’m guessing that it’s a regular occurrence for you to say retarded shit that hurts or upsets others. You’ve posted face on here before and you look normal. Some of the shit you post on this forum is severely mentally ill, so some of that is bound to transfer over to real life.

 

[standardcel]

You must go ER

 

[MoggerGaston]

You’ve posted face on here before and you look normal.

i literally look deformed you dumb retarded fuck. See latest topic where my looks are discussed:

MoggerGaston isn’t a chad or chadlite

He isn’t larping about his day to day experiences. I also don’t believe he is born with mental health disorders. Years of trauma, bad childhood experiences and bullying led to his current state. His appeal IRL is very low due to his very low trust looks. He is maybe a normie on the PSL...

looksmax.org

everyone agrees that I look like a deformed lowTrust nonNT orc you spastic bastard

 

[standardcel]

i literally look deformed you dumb retarded fuck. See latest topic where my looks are discussed:

MoggerGaston isn’t a chad or chadlite

He isn’t larping about his day to day experiences. I also don’t believe he is born with mental health disorders. Years of trauma, bad childhood experiences and bullying led to his current state. His appeal IRL is very low due to his very low trust looks. He is maybe a normie on the PSL...

looksmax.org

everyone agrees that I look like a deformed lowTrust nonNT orc you spastic bastard

You looked Slavic in 2013 then wasp 2018

 

[Primalsplit]

i literally look deformed you dumb retarded fuck. See latest topic where my looks are discussed:

MoggerGaston isn’t a chad or chadlite

He isn’t larping about his day to day experiences. I also don’t believe he is born with mental health disorders. Years of trauma, bad childhood experiences and bullying led to his current state. His appeal IRL is very low due to his very low trust looks. He is maybe a normie on the PSL...

looksmax.org

everyone agrees that I look like a deformed lowTrust nonNT orc you spastic bastard

You look like extremely jaded. Ohhh. If only people knew what a softie you are on the inside...

 

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[MoggerGaston]

You looked Slavic in 2013 then wasp 2018

i literally look like a serial rapist, serial killer in 2018

people here have no clue how bad life is when you look like a fucking rapist.

 

[Poopless One]

I’m guessing that it’s a regular occurrence for you to say retarded shit that hurts or upsets others. You’ve posted face on here before and you look normal. Some of the shit you post on this forum is severely mentally ill, so some of that is bound to transfer over to real life.

Never forget

 

[Entschuldigung]

Ok?

 

[MoggerGaston]

why ignored members barking in my topic?

maybe go tie that rope around you neck and kill yourself

 

[Poopless One]

why ignored members barking in my topic?

maybe go tie that rope around you neck and kill yourself

How negative and hostile.

 

[RealNinja]

i literally look deformed you dumb retarded fuck. See latest topic where my looks are discussed:

MoggerGaston isn’t a chad or chadlite

He isn’t larping about his day to day experiences. I also don’t believe he is born with mental health disorders. Years of trauma, bad childhood experiences and bullying led to his current state. His appeal IRL is very low due to his very low trust looks. He is maybe a normie on the PSL...

looksmax.org

everyone agrees that I look like a deformed lowTrust nonNT orc you spastic bastard

Dude, you are unironically good looking. But you come on here and post about rape and beating women. You have bigger problems than your looks

 

[Clown Show]

Orc looks mog

 

[MoggerGaston]

Dude, you are unironically good looking. But you come on here and post about rape and beating women. You have bigger problems than your looks

I don't post about that shit at all?

I have like 33k posts on this forum and you see me as 'the poster who posts about rape and beating women all the time'.

jfl at how low your IQ and reading comprehension is.

 

[MoggerGaston]

Orc looks mog
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I mean, my life-quality kinda signals hard to the contrary.

I can see advantages in my looks, like not being confronted as much, being respected more easily.

But it is a very lonely life, people seem distant and don't trust me. Girls don't like it. Teachers, mentors, supervisors, etc. seem to be very unfriendly towards me. And more.

if orc looks mogged, my life wouldn't be like this.
Or you reckon it would've been worse if I had high-trust looks?