Everytime i think my life is less worthy than others

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I think about the consequence of it.Will my less worthy life result in me being punished? Like a nonreligious men as an example?Do i have to be worthy?Do you get a prize when you have a worthy life in after life?Do you get a punishment in afterlife for having a bad life?Whats the worth of life,the purpose?I have my own answer whats yours?Is the prize and the punishment as small as pleasure happiness and sadness?All i can handle,All i can overcome,All i can control.