Suimaxxer
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This is going to be a LONG thread, mostly dumping thoughts
2 years ago i started having some more serious thoughts about my life and existence, and i started questioning some things that, to this day, i havent found the answers to, like: why is my consciousness inside this body? Why this body? Why even have a consciousness in the first place? Why was i born in the place and at the time i was born, and not in a different place, at a different time? How am i able to think? Why can i see ONLY thru my own eyes, but not from anyone elses? Why am i unable to experience literally anything as another human being? Why do i even have to be in a body? It doesnt rly make sense, consciousness should be something free, something without boundaries like bones and skin, it should be something like a spirit, floating in the air, existing forever, watching everyone else as a third person, but being able to experience anything as anyone, because why not? But we cant be Gods, we are humans.
Which brings me back to the question: why can i see and experience anything only with this body? Its because everyone else has also a consciousness, which "takes up all the space" if u will, in someones body. However, i cant value other peoples lives the same way i value mine, simply because i think they are not "alive" like i am. I literally feel like the center of the entire world, even tho i am a nobody. Im definitely the center of my own world and my own mind tho, just like everyone else.
Many times i feel so much smarter than everyone else on a spiritual and mental level, i feel like others around me dont even know they exist, they dont know anything about their actual selves, their purpose, or anything at all. I bet they have never even thought of sitting down and just trying to get in their own minds and see whats there. At the same time tho, i feel pretty dumb, because, for example, i dont rly like art, which is considered to be something only high iq people can understand and value. I do appreciate music tho, and i think poetry sometimes can be cool. But still, everyone around me feels like a fake, like a literal robot, and as i said before, they dont even know they exist.
Also some more things kind of unrelated to this whole thing: humans are not created to work a 9-5 job in able to survive. They are not meant to live in apartments, or learn how to drive. This is why, i believe, there were so many philosophers thousands of years ago, because they had so much free time that allowed them to "investigate" their minds on a deeper level, and even to this day, they are still being quoted and people know their names, so they definitely were not some crazy old men. All of these mentioned above are results of evolution, which is of course a human thing, since humans are the smartest animals on this planet, but at the same time, they have many flaws, and they decide to use the gift that has been given to them to satisfy these flaws, like greed and laziness. We have become prisoners of our own creations and our own systems, but at the same time, we are more free than ever.
I might update this thread in the future, or create a new one with new questions and concerns i might have. Also thank u to anyone who read this, but even if u didnt, i hope u all have a good day/night
2 years ago i started having some more serious thoughts about my life and existence, and i started questioning some things that, to this day, i havent found the answers to, like: why is my consciousness inside this body? Why this body? Why even have a consciousness in the first place? Why was i born in the place and at the time i was born, and not in a different place, at a different time? How am i able to think? Why can i see ONLY thru my own eyes, but not from anyone elses? Why am i unable to experience literally anything as another human being? Why do i even have to be in a body? It doesnt rly make sense, consciousness should be something free, something without boundaries like bones and skin, it should be something like a spirit, floating in the air, existing forever, watching everyone else as a third person, but being able to experience anything as anyone, because why not? But we cant be Gods, we are humans.
Which brings me back to the question: why can i see and experience anything only with this body? Its because everyone else has also a consciousness, which "takes up all the space" if u will, in someones body. However, i cant value other peoples lives the same way i value mine, simply because i think they are not "alive" like i am. I literally feel like the center of the entire world, even tho i am a nobody. Im definitely the center of my own world and my own mind tho, just like everyone else.
Many times i feel so much smarter than everyone else on a spiritual and mental level, i feel like others around me dont even know they exist, they dont know anything about their actual selves, their purpose, or anything at all. I bet they have never even thought of sitting down and just trying to get in their own minds and see whats there. At the same time tho, i feel pretty dumb, because, for example, i dont rly like art, which is considered to be something only high iq people can understand and value. I do appreciate music tho, and i think poetry sometimes can be cool. But still, everyone around me feels like a fake, like a literal robot, and as i said before, they dont even know they exist.
Also some more things kind of unrelated to this whole thing: humans are not created to work a 9-5 job in able to survive. They are not meant to live in apartments, or learn how to drive. This is why, i believe, there were so many philosophers thousands of years ago, because they had so much free time that allowed them to "investigate" their minds on a deeper level, and even to this day, they are still being quoted and people know their names, so they definitely were not some crazy old men. All of these mentioned above are results of evolution, which is of course a human thing, since humans are the smartest animals on this planet, but at the same time, they have many flaws, and they decide to use the gift that has been given to them to satisfy these flaws, like greed and laziness. We have become prisoners of our own creations and our own systems, but at the same time, we are more free than ever.
I might update this thread in the future, or create a new one with new questions and concerns i might have. Also thank u to anyone who read this, but even if u didnt, i hope u all have a good day/night
