MoggerGaston
Nobody mogs like Gaston
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I took 3 pills of MDMA at a rave last night, had a decent time but ended up severely flashbacking my parental child-abuse trauma towards the end when coming down.
I started remembering all the times where my parents brutally abused me and tormented me, the exact moments as it happened like I was there, I felt a combination of anger and hopelessness knowing that these experiences have destroyed my mind and have marked me forever and I can't do anything about that.
Only thing I have is drugs/alcohol tbh. Only way to make me feel/seem like a normal human-being for short amounts of time, not feeling the trauma of parental child abuse.
I will fight this.
I took 3 pills of MDMA at a rave last night, had a decent time but ended up severely flashbacking my parental child-abuse trauma towards the end when coming down.
I started remembering all the times where my parents brutally abused me and tormented me, the exact moments as it happened like I was there, I felt a combination of anger and hopelessness knowing that these experiences have destroyed my mind and have marked me forever and I can't do anything about that.
Only thing I have is drugs/alcohol tbh. Only way to make me feel/seem like a normal human-being for short amounts of time, not feeling the trauma of parental child abuse.
I will fight this.