Explaining my life story.

[fr0st]

this is going to sound really faggy so if you wanna dnr please do.

I was born a rape baby. i have been told i was almost aborted but talked out of it by my grandmother. pretty much my whole I've been a loser ever since i was a kid mostly due to my autism but also my adhd. my parents were both divorced so i was born into a single mom and without a lot of male influence i was kind of lost on who to be. the only male influence i had were the guys my mom used to bring home on weekends but those weren't exactly the best male influence. many nights i stayed up to the sound of them fucking my mom one time this guy came in and literally said (drunk albeit) that he was going to fuck my mom and was quickly ushered out by my mom who was giggling about it for some reason. my school life wasn't much better either i was ruthlessly bullied for being a spergy loser and was in special education due to my adhd and autism. the teacher initially stuck me into a corner while everyone else did schoolwork but that got tedious for her so she sent me to special education. as you can tell this only worsened the teasing. this complimented with the fact that i was poor and had to get free government meals and milk led me to being essentially the punching bag where people would walk by me punch my shoulder ect. all of this accumulated to me spending most of my time crying in the corner of the school and reading books and manga alone in the classroom i usually kept my head down and only responded with "yes" and "no" exclusively. i didn't have much ability to have hobbies because my mother would keep me in A plus which was an after school program. i say after school program but all i did was stay in the cafeteria where at usually 7pm my mom would pick me up and drive me home. sometimes she would forget me though so i had to call my grandparents to pick me up. eventually i graduated and moved on to middle school though it was at this time i was adopted by my grandparents after cps came. middle school was no better in all honesty it was at this time i got really bad anxiety when i over stimulated and spent most of my time crying in the bathroom stalls. i was of course picked on but not by men but a group of girls who would call me ugly a faggot stupid weird retarded ect. this coupled with my mother made me have a distaste with women that i somewhat keep today. eventually however i begged and begged and i was eventually homeschooled and due to everything prior i shut in and became a full fledged Hikkikomori. i haven't talked to women in ages nor have i talked to anyone for that matter. my grandparents are not hiding their disappointment in me and call me a loser regularly. my father recently has killed himself as well which only made me feel even worse im not sure on what to do i have no skills or anything everything about me is a blank slate and im not sure on how to do anything on my own. as i mentioned in previous threads i cant talk to people without giving up mid sentence due to not being able to speak in sentences and everything i do is wrong. i just wish i was normal in all honesty. the greatest lasting impact i had in middle school was probably when i tried to defend a girl against a bully thats right i actually stood up for someone! but it only led to me getting laughed at and bullied had my head put into a toiled (yes im serious actual fucking 90s bully method) and spit on. and guess what? the girl started dating the guy who bullied her the next month.

i just wish i was normal.

 

[fr0st]

this is going to sound really faggy so if you wanna dnr please do.

I was born a rape baby. i have been told i was almost aborted but talked out of it by my grandmother. pretty much my whole I've been a loser ever since i was a kid mostly due to my autism but also my adhd. my parents were both divorced so i was born into a single mom and without a lot of male influence i was kind of lost on who to be. the only male influence i had were the guys my mom used to bring home on weekends but those weren't exactly the best male influence. many nights i stayed up to the sound of them fucking my mom one time this guy came in and literally said (drunk albeit) that he was going to fuck my mom and was quickly ushered out by my mom who was giggling about it for some reason. my school life wasn't much better either i was ruthlessly bullied for being a spergy loser and was in special education due to my adhd and autism. the teacher initially stuck me into a corner while everyone else did schoolwork but that got tedious for her so she sent me to special education. as you can tell this only worsened the teasing. this complimented with the fact that i was poor and had to get free government meals and milk led me to being essentially the punching bag where people would walk by me punch my shoulder ect. all of this accumulated to me spending most of my time crying in the corner of the school and reading books and manga alone in the classroom i usually kept my head down and only responded with "yes" and "no" exclusively. i didn't have much ability to have hobbies because my mother would keep me in A plus which was an after school program. i say after school program but all i did was stay in the cafeteria where at usually 7pm my mom would pick me up and drive me home. sometimes she would forget me though so i had to call my grandparents to pick me up. eventually i graduated and moved on to middle school though it was at this time i was adopted by my grandparents after cps came. middle school was no better in all honesty it was at this time i got really bad anxiety when i over stimulated and spent most of my time crying in the bathroom stalls. i was of course picked on but not by men but a group of girls who would call me ugly a faggot stupid weird retarded ect. this coupled with my mother made me have a distaste with women that i somewhat keep today. eventually however i begged and begged and i was eventually homeschooled and due to everything prior i shut in and became a full fledged Hikkikomori. i haven't talked to women in ages nor have i talked to anyone for that matter. my grandparents are not hiding their disappointment in me and call me a loser regularly. my father recently has killed himself as well which only made me feel even worse im not sure on what to do i have no skills or anything everything about me is a blank slate and im not sure on how to do anything on my own. as i mentioned in previous threads i cant talk to people without giving up mid sentence due to not being able to speak in sentences and everything i do is wrong. i just wish i was normal in all honesty. the greatest lasting impact i had in middle school was probably when i tried to defend a girl against a bully thats right i actually stood up for someone! but it only led to me getting laughed at and bullied had my head put into a toiled (yes im serious actual fucking 90s bully method) and spit on. and guess what? the girl started dating the guy who bullied her the next month.

i just wish i was normal.

Thread song

 

[fr0st]

this is going to sound really faggy so if you wanna dnr please do.

I was born a rape baby. i have been told i was almost aborted but talked out of it by my grandmother. pretty much my whole I've been a loser ever since i was a kid mostly due to my autism but also my adhd. my parents were both divorced so i was born into a single mom and without a lot of male influence i was kind of lost on who to be. the only male influence i had were the guys my mom used to bring home on weekends but those weren't exactly the best male influence. many nights i stayed up to the sound of them fucking my mom one time this guy came in and literally said (drunk albeit) that he was going to fuck my mom and was quickly ushered out by my mom who was giggling about it for some reason. my school life wasn't much better either i was ruthlessly bullied for being a spergy loser and was in special education due to my adhd and autism. the teacher initially stuck me into a corner while everyone else did schoolwork but that got tedious for her so she sent me to special education. as you can tell this only worsened the teasing. this complimented with the fact that i was poor and had to get free government meals and milk led me to being essentially the punching bag where people would walk by me punch my shoulder ect. all of this accumulated to me spending most of my time crying in the corner of the school and reading books and manga alone in the classroom i usually kept my head down and only responded with "yes" and "no" exclusively. i didn't have much ability to have hobbies because my mother would keep me in A plus which was an after school program. i say after school program but all i did was stay in the cafeteria where at usually 7pm my mom would pick me up and drive me home. sometimes she would forget me though so i had to call my grandparents to pick me up. eventually i graduated and moved on to middle school though it was at this time i was adopted by my grandparents after cps came. middle school was no better in all honesty it was at this time i got really bad anxiety when i over stimulated and spent most of my time crying in the bathroom stalls. i was of course picked on but not by men but a group of girls who would call me ugly a faggot stupid weird retarded ect. this coupled with my mother made me have a distaste with women that i somewhat keep today. eventually however i begged and begged and i was eventually homeschooled and due to everything prior i shut in and became a full fledged Hikkikomori. i haven't talked to women in ages nor have i talked to anyone for that matter. my grandparents are not hiding their disappointment in me and call me a loser regularly. my father recently has killed himself as well which only made me feel even worse im not sure on what to do i have no skills or anything everything about me is a blank slate and im not sure on how to do anything on my own. as i mentioned in previous threads i cant talk to people without giving up mid sentence due to not being able to speak in sentences and everything i do is wrong. i just wish i was normal in all honesty. the greatest lasting impact i had in middle school was probably when i tried to defend a girl against a bully thats right i actually stood up for someone! but it only led to me getting laughed at and bullied had my head put into a toiled (yes im serious actual fucking 90s bully method) and spit on. and guess what? the girl started dating the guy who bullied her the next month.

i just wish i was normal.

@davidlaidisme67 @otal_duu @Snicket @R1PPer

 

[ltn_looksminner]

how would we know that ur not lying

 

[ShowerCelling]

this is going to sound really faggy so if you wanna dnr please do.

I was born a rape baby. i have been told i was almost aborted but talked out of it by my grandmother. pretty much my whole I've been a loser ever since i was a kid mostly due to my autism but also my adhd. my parents were both divorced so i was born into a single mom and without a lot of male influence i was kind of lost on who to be. the only male influence i had were the guys my mom used to bring home on weekends but those weren't exactly the best male influence. many nights i stayed up to the sound of them fucking my mom one time this guy came in and literally said (drunk albeit) that he was going to fuck my mom and was quickly ushered out by my mom who was giggling about it for some reason. my school life wasn't much better either i was ruthlessly bullied for being a spergy loser and was in special education due to my adhd and autism. the teacher initially stuck me into a corner while everyone else did schoolwork but that got tedious for her so she sent me to special education. as you can tell this only worsened the teasing. this complimented with the fact that i was poor and had to get free government meals and milk led me to being essentially the punching bag where people would walk by me punch my shoulder ect. all of this accumulated to me spending most of my time crying in the corner of the school and reading books and manga alone in the classroom i usually kept my head down and only responded with "yes" and "no" exclusively. i didn't have much ability to have hobbies because my mother would keep me in A plus which was an after school program. i say after school program but all i did was stay in the cafeteria where at usually 7pm my mom would pick me up and drive me home. sometimes she would forget me though so i had to call my grandparents to pick me up. eventually i graduated and moved on to middle school though it was at this time i was adopted by my grandparents after cps came. middle school was no better in all honesty it was at this time i got really bad anxiety when i over stimulated and spent most of my time crying in the bathroom stalls. i was of course picked on but not by men but a group of girls who would call me ugly a faggot stupid weird retarded ect. this coupled with my mother made me have a distaste with women that i somewhat keep today. eventually however i begged and begged and i was eventually homeschooled and due to everything prior i shut in and became a full fledged Hikkikomori. i haven't talked to women in ages nor have i talked to anyone for that matter. my grandparents are not hiding their disappointment in me and call me a loser regularly. my father recently has killed himself as well which only made me feel even worse im not sure on what to do i have no skills or anything everything about me is a blank slate and im not sure on how to do anything on my own. as i mentioned in previous threads i cant talk to people without giving up mid sentence due to not being able to speak in sentences and everything i do is wrong. i just wish i was normal in all honesty. the greatest lasting impact i had in middle school was probably when i tried to defend a girl against a bully thats right i actually stood up for someone! but it only led to me getting laughed at and bullied had my head put into a toiled (yes im serious actual fucking 90s bully method) and spit on. and guess what? the girl started dating the guy who bullied her the next month.

i just wish i was normal.

dnr fat nigger

 

[fr0st]

how would we know that ur not lying

why would i ever lie about this this is the most embarrassing shit ever

 

[ShowerCelling]

+this shitskin mogs you+its over dalit+it never began dalit

 

[ShowerCelling]

this is going to sound really faggy so if you wanna dnr please do.

I was born a rape baby. i have been told i was almost aborted but talked out of it by my grandmother. pretty much my whole I've been a loser ever since i was a kid mostly due to my autism but also my adhd. my parents were both divorced so i was born into a single mom and without a lot of male influence i was kind of lost on who to be. the only male influence i had were the guys my mom used to bring home on weekends but those weren't exactly the best male influence. many nights i stayed up to the sound of them fucking my mom one time this guy came in and literally said (drunk albeit) that he was going to fuck my mom and was quickly ushered out by my mom who was giggling about it for some reason. my school life wasn't much better either i was ruthlessly bullied for being a spergy loser and was in special education due to my adhd and autism. the teacher initially stuck me into a corner while everyone else did schoolwork but that got tedious for her so she sent me to special education. as you can tell this only worsened the teasing. this complimented with the fact that i was poor and had to get free government meals and milk led me to being essentially the punching bag where people would walk by me punch my shoulder ect. all of this accumulated to me spending most of my time crying in the corner of the school and reading books and manga alone in the classroom i usually kept my head down and only responded with "yes" and "no" exclusively. i didn't have much ability to have hobbies because my mother would keep me in A plus which was an after school program. i say after school program but all i did was stay in the cafeteria where at usually 7pm my mom would pick me up and drive me home. sometimes she would forget me though so i had to call my grandparents to pick me up. eventually i graduated and moved on to middle school though it was at this time i was adopted by my grandparents after cps came. middle school was no better in all honesty it was at this time i got really bad anxiety when i over stimulated and spent most of my time crying in the bathroom stalls. i was of course picked on but not by men but a group of girls who would call me ugly a faggot stupid weird retarded ect. this coupled with my mother made me have a distaste with women that i somewhat keep today. eventually however i begged and begged and i was eventually homeschooled and due to everything prior i shut in and became a full fledged Hikkikomori. i haven't talked to women in ages nor have i talked to anyone for that matter. my grandparents are not hiding their disappointment in me and call me a loser regularly. my father recently has killed himself as well which only made me feel even worse im not sure on what to do i have no skills or anything everything about me is a blank slate and im not sure on how to do anything on my own. as i mentioned in previous threads i cant talk to people without giving up mid sentence due to not being able to speak in sentences and everything i do is wrong. i just wish i was normal in all honesty. the greatest lasting impact i had in middle school was probably when i tried to defend a girl against a bully thats right i actually stood up for someone! but it only led to me getting laughed at and bullied had my head put into a toiled (yes im serious actual fucking 90s bully method) and spit on. and guess what? the girl started dating the guy who bullied her the next month.

i just wish i was normal.

i tried to make chatgpt resume this, but it just said it had content not allowed by the TOS

 

[ltn_looksminner]

why would i lie about this this is the most embarrassing shit ever

well i read half of it , if that's actually real i feel sorry for you , life goes on though . at least when u grow up ur on ur own u can become a new person leave the past behind

 

[fr0st]

i tried to make chatgpt resume this, but it just said it had content not allowed by the TOS

whatever man im just telling you guys why im an incel if you think im a fag what do i care ive already been told that my whole life

 

[fr0st]

well i read half of it , if that's actually real i feel sorry for you , life goes on though . at least when u grow up ur on ur own u can become a new person leave the past behind

Thanks man

 

[iblamemandible7]

Holy this is the saddest shit ive ever read I want to cry for you bro

 

[CD34]

father recently has killed himself

Brutal if real, feel real sorry for you g i wish u the best

 

[trvearyan]

your life sounds like the plot to a fucking ntr doujinshi

 

[eternalcoper]

dnr fat nigger

 

[R1PPer]

Damn brah, childhood even more brutal than mine. You probably dont need to hear all that im sorry that happened to you shit, so im just gonna say i understand you better now that i read it

 

[fr0st]

your life sounds like the plot to a fucking ntr doujinshi

I get sort of sick when I see cuckoldry because of my childhood in all honesty

 

[fr0st]

Holy this is the saddest shit ive ever read I want to cry for you bro

I didn't want to make anyone sad I'm just writing this so I can reference it when people ask me why I act so spergy on here. Thank you very much though.

 

[fr0st]

Brutal if real, feel real sorry for you g i wish u the best

He was only 48

 

[parkergleas00]

 

[uksucks]

Pur paragraphs and I'll read

 

[ToryToad]

Ultra brutal,sorry that you had to go through all this

 

[iblamemandible7]

I didn't want to make anyone sad I'm just writing this so I can reference it when people ask me why I act so spergy on here. Thank you very much though.

No I feel you bro thats actually such a brutal life tho, I thought my childhood was bad but bro you really hit rock bottom at a time you were supposed to be nurtured thats so fucked

 

[fr0st]

No I feel you bro thats actually such a brutal life tho, I thought my childhood was bad but bro you really hit rock bottom at a time you were supposed to be nurtured thats so fucked

Oh well nothing I can do about it I just have to thug it out I guess

 

[ShowerCelling]

this is going to sound really faggy so if you wanna dnr please do.

I was born a rape baby. i have been told i was almost aborted but talked out of it by my grandmother. pretty much my whole I've been a loser ever since i was a kid mostly due to my autism but also my adhd. my parents were both divorced so i was born into a single mom and without a lot of male influence i was kind of lost on who to be. the only male influence i had were the guys my mom used to bring home on weekends but those weren't exactly the best male influence. many nights i stayed up to the sound of them fucking my mom one time this guy came in and literally said (drunk albeit) that he was going to fuck my mom and was quickly ushered out by my mom who was giggling about it for some reason. my school life wasn't much better either i was ruthlessly bullied for being a spergy loser and was in special education due to my adhd and autism. the teacher initially stuck me into a corner while everyone else did schoolwork but that got tedious for her so she sent me to special education. as you can tell this only worsened the teasing. this complimented with the fact that i was poor and had to get free government meals and milk led me to being essentially the punching bag where people would walk by me punch my shoulder ect. all of this accumulated to me spending most of my time crying in the corner of the school and reading books and manga alone in the classroom i usually kept my head down and only responded with "yes" and "no" exclusively. i didn't have much ability to have hobbies because my mother would keep me in A plus which was an after school program. i say after school program but all i did was stay in the cafeteria where at usually 7pm my mom would pick me up and drive me home. sometimes she would forget me though so i had to call my grandparents to pick me up. eventually i graduated and moved on to middle school though it was at this time i was adopted by my grandparents after cps came. middle school was no better in all honesty it was at this time i got really bad anxiety when i over stimulated and spent most of my time crying in the bathroom stalls. i was of course picked on but not by men but a group of girls who would call me ugly a faggot stupid weird retarded ect. this coupled with my mother made me have a distaste with women that i somewhat keep today. eventually however i begged and begged and i was eventually homeschooled and due to everything prior i shut in and became a full fledged Hikkikomori. i haven't talked to women in ages nor have i talked to anyone for that matter. my grandparents are not hiding their disappointment in me and call me a loser regularly. my father recently has killed himself as well which only made me feel even worse im not sure on what to do i have no skills or anything everything about me is a blank slate and im not sure on how to do anything on my own. as i mentioned in previous threads i cant talk to people without giving up mid sentence due to not being able to speak in sentences and everything i do is wrong. i just wish i was normal in all honesty. the greatest lasting impact i had in middle school was probably when i tried to defend a girl against a bully thats right i actually stood up for someone! but it only led to me getting laughed at and bullied had my head put into a toiled (yes im serious actual fucking 90s bully method) and spit on. and guess what? the girl started dating the guy who bullied her the next month.

i just wish i was normal.

did read

 

[fr0st]

did read

mogs

 

[khalIid]

based pigskin heil to fr0st

 

[ItsyBitsyJayhawk]

You should meddle in philosophy. It helped me see how the world for how it is and why it is the way it is. However, the jury is still up on the part where I do something about it (or don't, and let go of it).

 

[widehipcel]

this is an insane lore drop.

most seinen protags have less depressing backstories

 

[fazehamster]

this is going to sound really faggy so if you wanna dnr please do.

I was born a rape baby. i have been told i was almost aborted but talked out of it by my grandmother. pretty much my whole I've been a loser ever since i was a kid mostly due to my autism but also my adhd. my parents were both divorced so i was born into a single mom and without a lot of male influence i was kind of lost on who to be. the only male influence i had were the guys my mom used to bring home on weekends but those weren't exactly the best male influence. many nights i stayed up to the sound of them fucking my mom one time this guy came in and literally said (drunk albeit) that he was going to fuck my mom and was quickly ushered out by my mom who was giggling about it for some reason. my school life wasn't much better either i was ruthlessly bullied for being a spergy loser and was in special education due to my adhd and autism. the teacher initially stuck me into a corner while everyone else did schoolwork but that got tedious for her so she sent me to special education. as you can tell this only worsened the teasing. this complimented with the fact that i was poor and had to get free government meals and milk led me to being essentially the punching bag where people would walk by me punch my shoulder ect. all of this accumulated to me spending most of my time crying in the corner of the school and reading books and manga alone in the classroom i usually kept my head down and only responded with "yes" and "no" exclusively. i didn't have much ability to have hobbies because my mother would keep me in A plus which was an after school program. i say after school program but all i did was stay in the cafeteria where at usually 7pm my mom would pick me up and drive me home. sometimes she would forget me though so i had to call my grandparents to pick me up. eventually i graduated and moved on to middle school though it was at this time i was adopted by my grandparents after cps came. middle school was no better in all honesty it was at this time i got really bad anxiety when i over stimulated and spent most of my time crying in the bathroom stalls. i was of course picked on but not by men but a group of girls who would call me ugly a faggot stupid weird retarded ect. this coupled with my mother made me have a distaste with women that i somewhat keep today. eventually however i begged and begged and i was eventually homeschooled and due to everything prior i shut in and became a full fledged Hikkikomori. i haven't talked to women in ages nor have i talked to anyone for that matter. my grandparents are not hiding their disappointment in me and call me a loser regularly. my father recently has killed himself as well which only made me feel even worse im not sure on what to do i have no skills or anything everything about me is a blank slate and im not sure on how to do anything on my own. as i mentioned in previous threads i cant talk to people without giving up mid sentence due to not being able to speak in sentences and everything i do is wrong. i just wish i was normal in all honesty. the greatest lasting impact i had in middle school was probably when i tried to defend a girl against a bully thats right i actually stood up for someone! but it only led to me getting laughed at and bullied had my head put into a toiled (yes im serious actual fucking 90s bully method) and spit on. and guess what? the girl started dating the guy who bullied her the next month.

i just wish i was normal.

Dnr

 

[Azer]

i tried to make chatgpt resume this, but it just said it had content not allowed by the TOS

Use deepseek it's way less strict and if u ask it abt smth not allowed by the tos it types it then replaces it with sorry I can't help with that, u can abuse it by taking a screenshot while it's still typing

 

[ShowerCelling]

Use deepseek it's way less strict and if u ask it abt smth not allowed by the tos it types it then replaces it with sorry I can't help with that, u can abuse it by taking a screenshot while it's still typing

thanks

 

[SubhumanEyes]

the girl started dating the guy who bullied her the next month.

damn man thats fuckin brutal

 

[160cmcurry]

I was born a rape baby

 

[iblamenarrowface]

I’m so sorry for you bro I thought my childhood was shit but nothing compared to this you have all my sympathy and I hope one day you find peace bhai