Extreme stress sensitivity

[slavicpsycho]

If I'm forced to do something and it's anything that I don't want to do I will literally never do it. Not even if my life depends on it. This is why I had to drop out of school, if I had to do more than 10 minutes of homework I would start raging breaking objects all over my room and broke school computers because of it. Getting out of bed too, I've literally never woken up to an alarm or anything unnatural. If a family member tries to wake me up I start beating and fighting them instinctively because my body simply will not tolerate the stress of waking up early. Whenever a user on here insults me and induces cortisol, I get intense violent thoughts like murdering them. The effect of stress on me is like 100x more than on regular people, I fucking hate the feeling of it, theres literally nothing worse on earth for me. It's genetic too, my entire mom's side of the family is very irritable and are NEETs because of it, I don't think I'll ever be able to work in my life.