failing at life

[Deleted member 21628]

failed my exam second time yesterday.. (one that i had to resit.. one that i failed last year)

gotta redo it next year as well..


i dont even know how.. i knew more than most.. and some of those cunts still passed.. i felt so great as i went trhu the questions. i had studied. everything was making sense.. yes.. there were shit that i still didnt know.. but regardless..

i fucking thought i was passing.. the result was more than underwhelming

have one tomorrow as well.. so traumatized by the last experience that i dont even know anymore..

i got one coming up next week too..


i dont even know wtf to do..


been rotting for 3+ years HARDCORE.. not a single positive moment htis whole time.

been rotting my whole young adulthood basically


im soul and brain rotted..

and now this...



there are niggas who study, pass and still live better lives than me overall

 

[Bashan]

You're dumb as fuck tbh I'm not surprised

 

[Deleted member 21628]

What year are you in?

4th technicallly

doing 3rd year shit cuz i failed shit and made me fall behind.. now this shit.. fuckkkk

med school

 

[Mastermind]

med school

Over even if you succeed jfl

 

[Deleted member 21628]

Over even if you succeed jfl

not ideal..

but its the best out of all options..

going to US and shit.. thats the best thing i can do with my life..


if i manage to do something else in the mean time then it will be great

 

[Deleted member 21628]

Damn how many years have you got altogether? Don't you gotta study 24/7 for almost your entire 20s?

fuckkk i know

my course is 6 years.. (but im gonna have extra FUCKKC)

then if everything goes ideally (pass those soul fucking brain rotting uslme step exams) i go to us for residency.. and there you study too.. for four years i think..

but also you gotta work as well at the same time.. you will have money. to live comfortably but no luxuries and shit really


but its the whole no life aspect of it..

i dont even have it rn.. it will be over tier in the future..

 

[Deleted member 14392]

Isn't med school just about memorising stuff? Just use flashcards (anki or zorbi) for it

 

[Deleted member 23558]

You’re not a human being.

 

[Deleted member 19174]