Fapped to oneitis now feel extreme guilt and sadness

[HurtfulVanity]

Feel extremely sad about how I took my high school years for granted being high inhibitions and autistic I wish I could just start over. I will never get those times back. Even after watching zyzz the legacy YouTube video over 300 times in the 8th grade and trying to live in the moment my mental health just would not allow it. I wish to go back before entering middle school so I could take my life seriously and my grades and not take the opportunities I had for granted. Now I have shit 3.1 gpa who will miss fun college years I am still gonna go to community college first but I will never get those chances back ever in my life to be like the other kids and enjoy life not worrying about shit and only stressing about the stacy not texting you back or homework.
All I want for the rest of my life is to make a shit ton of money and have a good wife and a couple kids that is my dream with a successful business living in a nice high value city that is my american dream.













Inb4 dnrd

If you're still just starting high school or young take your grades seriously and dont throw away opportunities to better your life in the futurr

 

[BrettyBoy]

Sad shit, man.

 

[Deleted member 245]

Stopped reading at "oneitis"

Inject T

 

[PenileFacialSurgery]

Experienced the same, lost out on the only girl who loved me my Oneitis after being to insecure and aspie, i got so depressed, I got so sick I had to stop going to school in the 10th grade and missed all of high school...
Never saw her again...

Listen to this song... you will feel it in your soul

 

[HurtfulVanity]

Most of it was post ejact exact writing but the things about regretting my high school years and grades Is true. And just wanting to make alot of money and have a good wife and couple kids in good area is foreal tho I want to give my future kids a good young happy life I didnt have

This is the post ejaculation cortisol and prolactin spike writing the message for you. You are not in your right mind

 

[ZyzzReincarnate]

dnrd

 

[HurtfulVanity]

Experienced the same, lost out on the only girl who loved me my Oneitis after being to insecure and aspie, i got so depressed, I got so sick I had to stop going to school in the 10th grade and missed all of high school...
Never saw her again...

Listen to this song... you will feel it in your soul

She has been my oneitis for 6 years she had a crush on me a well for 2 but I was to insecure to talk to her at the time. Shes never had a boyfriend so I'm hoping with my self improvement eventually I will feel ready to ask her out once I'm older and have my life together for now I'm focusing on just improving my aspieness and willing to fuck any girl that comes my way long as she's somewhat cute she will always live rent free in my head tho

 

[autistic_tendencies]

Wait 5 min and jack off again you’ll be ok

 

[HurtfulVanity]

It happens. Life = tons of regrets

Now pin T in your glute

I will when I'm 18 gonna go on average dose of like 250 mg of test I lift already but my genetics are so shit I struggle to gain any weight my muscle insertions and chest are good tho just wish I could gain weight

 

[PenileFacialSurgery]

She has been my oneitis for 6 years she had a crush on me a well for 2 but I was to insecure to talk to her at the time. Shes never had a boyfriend so I'm hoping with my self improvement eventually I will feel ready to ask her out once I'm older and have my life together for now I'm focusing on just improving my aspieness and willing to fuck any girl that comes my way long as she's somewhat cute she will always live rent free in my head tho

Yeah it’s brutal, my Oneitis been my Oneitis for 5 years...

Listen to the song and get back to me

 

[Nrrr15]

Wait 5 min and jack off again you’ll be ok

That's the trick

 

[PenileFacialSurgery]

That's the trick

Doesn’t work with Oneitis

 

[Ritalincel]

Sad shit, man.

 

[PenileFacialSurgery]

Listen to the first song then listen to this

 

[HurtfulVanity]

Doesn’t work with Oneitis

I listened to it it's not usually my type of music but it's good. I like band music more when it comes to songs catered to those emotions. Yah I cant just fap and my oneitis goes away I can forget about her for weeks at a time but she will always come back into my head. I like her to much to fap to her as well. One day

 

[PenileFacialSurgery]

I listened to it it's not usually my type of music but it's good. I like band music more when it comes to songs catered to those emotions. Yah I cant just fap and my oneitis goes away I can forget about her for weeks at a time but she will always come back into my head. I like her to much to fap to her as well. One day

Yo deserve to suffer

Just fucking lol @ you not preferring the best artist who ever lived, Bladee, fucking lol @ you it’s over. You will have Oneitis for +5 years.

 

[HurtfulVanity]

Listen to the first song then listen to this

I like the first one much better honestly it relates more to my feels

Yo deserve to suffer

Just fucking lol @ you not preferring the best artist who ever lived, Bladee, fucking lol @ you it’s over. You will have Oneitis for +5 years.

He is good bro not a fan of the auto tune tho

 

[Deleted member 3299]

would of hadat least 8 slays if not for being aspie in grade 8 and 9

 

[PenileFacialSurgery]

I like the first one much better honestly it relates more to my feels

He is good bro not a fan of the auto tune tho

NOT A FAN OF AUTOTUNE????

KYS