Fear of getting judged by apperance

[TerminatorGenisys9]

Will the fear of potentially or being judged ever go away. I am mostly scared of getting judged due to my appearance and I swear my heart beats like crazy any time I’m in a packed elevator or see someone looking at me guy or girl, not cause I’m gay I just don’t want to be bullied by either gender.

I never get nervous around girls as like I’m shy due to having a crush it’s more I’m scared they’re gonna call me ugly randomly. Alcohol has been my only friend on this journey and I have had to abuse it to get rid of my fear.

I guess the only solution is to just stop caring.

 

[g4rlic]

Will the fear of potentially or being judged ever go away. I am mostly scared of getting judged due to my appearance and I swear my heart beats like crazy any time I’m in a packed elevator or see someone looking at me guy or girl, not cause I’m gay I just don’t want to be bullied by either gender.

I never get nervous around girls as like I’m shy due to having a crush it’s more I’m scared they’re gonna call me ugly randomly. Alcohol has been my only friend on this journey and I have had to abuse it to get rid of my fear.

I guess the only solution is to just stop caring.

it doesnt

 

[quan1]

no

 

[fazehamster]

Will the fear of potentially or being judged ever go away. I am mostly scared of getting judged due to my appearance and I swear my heart beats like crazy any time I’m in a packed elevator or see someone looking at me guy or girl, not cause I’m gay I just don’t want to be bullied by either gender.

I never get nervous around girls as like I’m shy due to having a crush it’s more I’m scared they’re gonna call me ugly randomly. Alcohol has been my only friend on this journey and I have had to abuse it to get rid of my fear.

I guess the only solution is to just stop caring.

Not caring is impossible unless you take a lot of drugs even then you can still sometimes slightly remember.

 

[TerminatorGenisys9]

Not caring is impossible unless you take a lot of drugs even then you can still sometimes slightly remember.

Yeah i mean my fear is so bad that I genuinely just shut up because I truly don’t want to harass anyone or creep them out.

I’ve been snapping some people recently after redownloading and every time I do send a snap I’m scared I think it all comes from past experiences but that just never goes away I think