Feeling angry and sad rn because of TikTok edits

[soapbubble]

I'm almost halfway through with highschool. What a waste. I wish I'd found this forum years ago, back when I was in middle school and used to cry on the toilet because of how I looked and not realizing there were things that could be done, because my teenage years and chances are teenage love are literally withering away while other people are basically living romance dramas at school.

I spent a lot of time today watching TikTok edits of attractive men and women (not those shitty bp edits, just edits of movie actors and actresses). Then I went back to the mirror and was faced with my narrow lips, wide bulbous nose, shit ESR, nonexistent eyebrows, overbite, narrow jaw, and overgrown bowl cut. I'm working on fixing or at least improving all of the flaws that I can, but it's all still making me angry and upset af. There's some other stuff I've been seeing on TikTok that makes me feel lonely and ugly every second of the day. I've been doing this for the past week, watching the edits is surprisingly addictive even though it hurts to watch so much and made me cry a few times.

Might be counterproductive but I think I'm going to stop socializing at school as well until I look good enough, like I originally thought about back in January in a thread I made in the first few days of this account. (JFL time passes so fast...) I don't have the confidence or looks to want to socialize or engage with anyone, even though the majority of my grade are ugly as fuck. Tbf my face isn't suicide-tier levels of recession or disproportion, but it's still very saddening to see when I look in the mirror. Anyways ama if you want, i don't really care if the questions are particularly invasive or anything even though this thread's probably dead

 

[UrFavSub5]

DNR

 

[uglyman86594]

I'm almost halfway through with highschool. What a waste. I wish I'd found this forum years ago, back when I was in middle school and used to cry on the toilet because of how I looked and not realizing there were things that could be done, because my teenage years and chances are teenage love are literally withering away while other people are basically living romance dramas at school.

I spent a lot of time today watching TikTok edits of attractive men and women (not those shitty bp edits, just edits of movie actors and actresses). Then I went back to the mirror and was faced with my narrow lips, wide bulbous nose, shit ESR, nonexistent eyebrows, overbite, narrow jaw, and overgrown bowl cut. I'm working on fixing or at least improving all of the flaws that I can, but it's all still making me angry and upset af. There's some other stuff I've been seeing on TikTok that makes me feel lonely and ugly every second of the day. I've been doing this for the past week, watching the edits is surprisingly addictive even though it hurts to watch so much and made me cry a few times.

Might be counterintuitive but I think I'm going to stop socializing at school as well until I look good enough, like I originally thought about back in January in a thread I made in the first few days of this account. (JFL time passes so fast...) I don't have the confidence or looks to want to socialize or engage with anyone, even though the majority of my grade are ugly as fuck. Tbf my face isn't suicide-tier levels of recession or disproportion, but it's still very saddening to see when I look in the mirror. Anyways ama if you want, i don't really care if the questions are particularly invasive or anything even though this thread's probably dead

I feel your pain me too but the difference thank god I found it in middle school and I'm trying to fix it

 

[incelincel]

tl;dr

 

[soapbubble]

tl;dr

im ugly and sad

 

[theblueprints]

I'm almost halfway through with highschool. What a waste. I wish I'd found this forum years ago, back when I was in middle school and used to cry on the toilet because of how I looked and not realizing there were things that could be done, because my teenage years and chances are teenage love are literally withering away while other people are basically living romance dramas at school.

I spent a lot of time today watching TikTok edits of attractive men and women (not those shitty bp edits, just edits of movie actors and actresses). Then I went back to the mirror and was faced with my narrow lips, wide bulbous nose, shit ESR, nonexistent eyebrows, overbite, narrow jaw, and overgrown bowl cut. I'm working on fixing or at least improving all of the flaws that I can, but it's all still making me angry and upset af. There's some other stuff I've been seeing on TikTok that makes me feel lonely and ugly every second of the day. I've been doing this for the past week, watching the edits is surprisingly addictive even though it hurts to watch so much and made me cry a few times.

Might be counterintuitive but I think I'm going to stop socializing at school as well until I look good enough, like I originally thought about back in January in a thread I made in the first few days of this account. (JFL time passes so fast...) I don't have the confidence or looks to want to socialize or engage with anyone, even though the majority of my grade are ugly as fuck. Tbf my face isn't suicide-tier levels of recession or disproportion, but it's still very saddening to see when I look in the mirror. Anyways ama if you want, i don't really care if the questions are particularly invasive or anything even though this thread's probably dead

Much love

 

[soapbubble]

bruh im fr gonna cry i hate my life

 

[v8zen]

Lwk feel the same junior year is almost over, all my friends left school and I suck at talking to people so I just avoid it.

 

[xzylecrey]

bruh im fr gonna cry i hate my life

Same bro wishing you the best also relate to the post. are saving rn for surgeries?

 

[soapbubble]

Same bro wishing you the best, are saving rn for surgeries?

yeah, still figuring out which ones i need though

rhino seems like the most obvious one so far

 

[xzylecrey]

yeah, still figuring out which ones i need though

rhino seems like the most obvious one so far

Fair, at least youve started though

 

[7zyzz7]

snca sahur dnr

 

[trueadam1]

I'm almost halfway through with highschool. What a waste. I wish I'd found this forum years ago, back when I was in middle school and used to cry on the toilet because of how I looked and not realizing there were things that could be done, because my teenage years and chances are teenage love are literally withering away while other people are basically living romance dramas at school.

I spent a lot of time today watching TikTok edits of attractive men and women (not those shitty bp edits, just edits of movie actors and actresses). Then I went back to the mirror and was faced with my narrow lips, wide bulbous nose, shit ESR, nonexistent eyebrows, overbite, narrow jaw, and overgrown bowl cut. I'm working on fixing or at least improving all of the flaws that I can, but it's all still making me angry and upset af. There's some other stuff I've been seeing on TikTok that makes me feel lonely and ugly every second of the day. I've been doing this for the past week, watching the edits is surprisingly addictive even though it hurts to watch so much and made me cry a few times.

Might be counterproductive but I think I'm going to stop socializing at school as well until I look good enough, like I originally thought about back in January in a thread I made in the first few days of this account. (JFL time passes so fast...) I don't have the confidence or looks to want to socialize or engage with anyone, even though the majority of my grade are ugly as fuck. Tbf my face isn't suicide-tier levels of recession or disproportion, but it's still very saddening to see when I look in the mirror. Anyways ama if you want, i don't really care if the questions are particularly invasive or anything even though this thread's probably dead

3 of the things u mentioned are fixable

 

[soapbubble]

3 of the things u mentioned are fixable

i'm working on fixing them which feels better than doing nothing, there are almost definitely flaws I haven't identified yet though and i still feel like genuine shit regardless

 

[trueadam1]

i'm working on fixing them which feels better than doing nothing but i still feel like genuine shit regardless, there are almost definitely flaws I haven't identified yet though and i still feel like shit

alright well youve gotta fix everything that is fixable
then go to hardmaxxes when ur fully softmaxxed
well at least thats my plan

 

[tansel]

is ur overbite dental or skeletal? or both

 

[PrettyLights]

Anyways ama if you want

How soon after high school do you plan on killing yourself ? will you leave a note ? will it contain all those that wronged you in your time spent on this earth ?

 

[soapbubble]

is ur overbite dental or skeletal? or both

neglected to ask my ortho that ngl but chatgpt said dental last i checked so even ifthe braces don't fix it i'll get jaw surgery after

 

[tansel]

How soon after high school do you plan on killing yourself ? will you leave a note ? will it contain all those that wronged you in your time spent on this earth ?

jesus dude you are a fucking psycopath

 

[tansel]

neglected to ask my ortho that ngl but chatgpt said dental last i checked so even ifthe braces don't fix it i'll get jaw surgery after

dude if ur overbite is only dental then ur fine lol, its only a really bad flaw if you have a skeletal overbite. but make sure to ask ur ortho next time cause chatgpt might be wrong yk

 

[soapbubble]

dude if ur overbite is only dental then ur fine lol, its only a really bad flaw if you have a skeletal overbite. but make sure to ask ur ortho next time cause chatgpt might be wrong yk

asked my ortho cuz of you, it’s dental let’s fucking go

 

[tansel]

asked my ortho cuz of you, it’s dental let’s fucking go

great dude a dental overbite is barely a flaw lmao ur chilling