Final nail in the coffin. I am leaving my home with no money.

[Doesitmatter?]

the way my narcissist father plays the victim card to third party is insane. Today, he came to my room, idk why and as a response i went outside as i learned that staying the same roof as him is just recipe for more hatred. as i went out for a walk (my uncle suggested this that whenever he becomes angry, just walk out). he just looked my room when i came back. so i sat outside in a table and he came and flipped it over. so as an angry response, i went out to streets for the entire night(in cold), when i came back in the dawn(just now), he called my ONLY real best friend and humiliated me infront of him and so many bad words, and the guy kept agreeing and believing his victim card.


i came home and now at pc because it was so cold outside, i couldnt sleep, i was shaking.


i am done with these people, they stripped away anything that i could become and not a abused dog because of the beatings, he assaulted me just before too after coming back, i am thinking of leaving this shithole behind and go somewhere

any tips if you brocels could give me? i feel like just hanging myself instead? idk, it feels easier than leaving my comfy room.

 

[bibisilover41]

call social services or go build a cabin in a woods and learn how to talk to animals

 

[cjc]

Where yo momma at
Tell her whoop his ass

 

[ConfusedBolivian]

the way my narcissist father plays the victim card to third party is insane. Today, he came to my room, idk why and as a response i went outside as i learned that staying the same roof as him is just recipe for more hatred. as i went out for a walk (my uncle suggested this that whenever he becomes angry, just walk out). he just looked my room when i came back. so i sat outside in a table and he came and flipped it over. so as an angry response, i went out to streets for the entire night(in cold), when i came back in the dawn(just now), he called my ONLY real best friend and humiliated me infront of him and so many bad words, and the guy kept agreeing and believing his victim card.


i came home and now at pc because it was so cold outside, i couldnt sleep, i was shaking.


i am done with these people, they stripped away anything that i could become and not a abused dog because of the beatings, he assaulted me just before too after coming back, i am thinking of leaving this shithole behind and go somewhere

any tips if you brocels could give me? i feel like just hanging myself instead? idk, it feels easier than leaving my comfy room.

Good, i Will leave also soon with like 300 dollars

 

[Doesitmatter?]

Where yo momma at
Tell her whoop his ass

my mom is victim of the abuse too, my dads a full fledged narcissist

 

[Sceptical]

any tips if you brocels could give me? i feel like just hanging myself instead? idk, it feels easier than leaving my comfy room.

if your bitch of a father is giving you so much trouble why take your own life? when you can take his

 

[cjc]

my mom is victim of the abuse too, my dads a full fledged narcissist

Get him arrested

 

[g-money]

Tell someone you trust, like a therapist or a teacher. This guy sounds like a short fuse and needs to be dealt with before he hurts you again.

 

[Doesitmatter?]

Tell someone you trust, like a therapist or a teacher. This guy sounds like a short fuse and needs to be dealt with before he hurts you again.

everything has been done that could be done, this exact thing been happening since i was a teenager, he plays victim card to the relatives and shows everythings alright. at 22 i am just left as a husk of a man because of this. you know its not normal when you would fantasize about leaving your house at fuking 13

 

[g-money]

everything has been done that could be done, this exact thing been happening since i was a teenager, he plays victim card to the relatives and shows everythings alright. at 22 i am just left as a husk of a man because of this. you know its not normal when you would fantasize about leaving your house at fuking 13

File a restraining order bro, you don’t deserve to put up with this abuse.

 

[Doesitmatter?]

File a restraining order bro, you don’t deserve to put up with this abuse.

the thing is i am dependent on him, i dont have friends either. only friend i wrote about just lost my trust