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My libido changed.
I mean I could have sex, it's more like I choose not to have it.
Maybe I would enjoy some casual sex with some Stacy on some random exciting Friday night.
My looksmatch on the other hand, it would be such a chore, I would not even be disgusted anymore.
Anyways I would rather intentionally withhold sex just for some power and drama.
I'm not interested in any meaning or depth in life anymore.
I feel no shame anymore. I used to react when my friends would keep me accountable, but now it's just a game.
I want to get free things without putting any work.
I know I'm not getting it, so at this point I would rather just pretend that I work in some corporate job and just cause constant drama to keep myself from boredom.
Might just be a nocebo tbh.
I mean I could have sex, it's more like I choose not to have it.
Maybe I would enjoy some casual sex with some Stacy on some random exciting Friday night.
My looksmatch on the other hand, it would be such a chore, I would not even be disgusted anymore.
Anyways I would rather intentionally withhold sex just for some power and drama.
I'm not interested in any meaning or depth in life anymore.
I feel no shame anymore. I used to react when my friends would keep me accountable, but now it's just a game.
I want to get free things without putting any work.
I know I'm not getting it, so at this point I would rather just pretend that I work in some corporate job and just cause constant drama to keep myself from boredom.
Might just be a nocebo tbh.