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this genuienly haunted me so bad sometimes i randomly remmber this sometimes
a few years back then i was obsesseing with over this girl which she was one big freakk we were talking and stuff until i was noticing
stuff about her like talking to other guys and stuff like that and one day she told
SHE taught me alot of stuff about this kinks and she was the one made me a saddist and very fucking much one big hornball
me herself how she is and how she views her future she said "yk i had a very bad childhood how she was touched and was watching pornography at a very young age
she said she was watching porn and one specific one was " injection kink porn" at the ripe age of 7 and how she was touched by her i dont know who
which lead her to become super hypersexual
she also told me how she cant stick to one person and shell be bored she views her future basically being a whore
and i really couldnt blame her
she told me how i wish so much to change myself and become normal
and i knew all of this i still loved her very much knew she had a whore mindset
first foid ever to make me feel loved thought i could change her
and we did agree from the start we dont want relationships had the same goals but i dont know why i changed my feelings about not wanting a rls i mean i was
talking to other girls too but i loved her and kinda changed my views about being a whore myself like fucking around with people and not settling
and i felt really bad fad for her its really sad because she couldnt control how she feels and it was because of how she was sexually assaulted as a kid and how she was like watching porn at a very young age
which lead to what she is now
she was watching porn at 6 years old
and her first kink was her injection kink seeing hes dad injecting somebody
and she told me you should free urself from me like when she told me how she was and how she views her future
and she was at her senior year at that time one year older than me so she was graduating one year earlier than me she said ill go to college and i dont want to hurt you
and i couldnt really even get mad at her because she did tell me how we are just friends with benifts from the start
and it was just really sad how she was wishing to be normal but cant change herself thats just how she is and she cant help it
thats the worst thing it was not like she played me or anything like that
very ropefuel i still love her
i remmber her sometimes randomly coming to my head
and being a whore is the saddest thing ever cuz u cant control that and it wasnt her fault
because u cant change ur whore body
which wasnt her fault being sa,ed and was discovered porn at a really young age like 5 which was why she had this mindset and a body of a whore
and talk sometimes
i was really heart broken but i told her that id be fine we were never more than a freinds with beniefts


and i became a slut like her fucking around with girls
and that was my worst first ever whore cannon event
this genuienly fucking haunted me so bad
i was obessed but it was too late to change back my feelings abt her but it was not like i was her bf

my fault from the start cuz she told me we dont want rls and we had the same goals
never get attached to somebody whos hypersexual if u arent the same as them
a few years back then i was obsesseing with over this girl which she was one big freakk we were talking and stuff until i was noticing
stuff about her like talking to other guys and stuff like that and one day she told
SHE taught me alot of stuff about this kinks and she was the one made me a saddist and very fucking much one big hornball
me herself how she is and how she views her future she said "yk i had a very bad childhood how she was touched and was watching pornography at a very young age
she said she was watching porn and one specific one was " injection kink porn" at the ripe age of 7 and how she was touched by her i dont know who
which lead her to become super hypersexual
she also told me how she cant stick to one person and shell be bored she views her future basically being a whore
and i really couldnt blame her
she told me how i wish so much to change myself and become normal
and i knew all of this i still loved her very much knew she had a whore mindset
first foid ever to make me feel loved thought i could change her
and we did agree from the start we dont want relationships had the same goals but i dont know why i changed my feelings about not wanting a rls i mean i was
talking to other girls too but i loved her and kinda changed my views about being a whore myself like fucking around with people and not settling
and i felt really bad fad for her its really sad because she couldnt control how she feels and it was because of how she was sexually assaulted as a kid and how she was like watching porn at a very young age
which lead to what she is now
she was watching porn at 6 years old
and her first kink was her injection kink seeing hes dad injecting somebody
and she told me you should free urself from me like when she told me how she was and how she views her future
and she was at her senior year at that time one year older than me so she was graduating one year earlier than me she said ill go to college and i dont want to hurt you
and i couldnt really even get mad at her because she did tell me how we are just friends with benifts from the start
and it was just really sad how she was wishing to be normal but cant change herself thats just how she is and she cant help it
thats the worst thing it was not like she played me or anything like that
very ropefuel i still love her
i remmber her sometimes randomly coming to my head
and being a whore is the saddest thing ever cuz u cant control that and it wasnt her fault
because u cant change ur whore body
which wasnt her fault being sa,ed and was discovered porn at a really young age like 5 which was why she had this mindset and a body of a whore
and talk sometimes
i was really heart broken but i told her that id be fine we were never more than a freinds with beniefts
and i became a slut like her fucking around with girls
and that was my worst first ever whore cannon event
this genuienly fucking haunted me so bad
i was obessed but it was too late to change back my feelings abt her but it was not like i was her bf
my fault from the start cuz she told me we dont want rls and we had the same goals
never get attached to somebody whos hypersexual if u arent the same as them
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