its_so_over2
Nosepilled freak
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I’ll start this off by saying that everything I’m about to complain about I 100% did to myself.
With that aside Around a year ago I was really big into powerlifting and if you know anything about that sport it’s strength over aesthetics. I took this to the extreme. I had “bulked” to 205 lbs but in actuality 90% of that weight was fat.
I was absolutely and undeniably horrendous visually. I had acne covering up almost every inc of my body and a face with virtually no angularity.
(Around a year ago)
Around this time it got so bad to the point I bumped into this ltb that was staring at her phone. And when she looked up she had this look of horror on her face and scream “Ewwww” and then proceeds to run away with her friends laughing at me. This was the point I realized something had to change.
I started softmaxxing by things I learned on TikTok of all places before making account on org. Nothing really special just fixing eye area, getting a haircut, masseter training and debloating. It seemed to help a lot but it was really only the start I had more weight to lose and more gains to make.
Fast forward to now and I look almost completely different and I have started to pick the first fruits from the crop. I feel much more confident in my looks and find myself getting treated better. There is no more name calling, no more getting called ugly, no more getting called fat, and no more weird looks from foids.
Today was the first time I had gotten female
Attention other than my miserable girlfriend in over a year. I was going around looking for jobs at various places so I could afford gear when I see my mtb classmate who had originally left me on seen when I dmd her. When she was me she smiled and couldn’t stop looking at me. Even when I was just sitting down she kept staring at me. It was a surreal experience and I felt amazing.
Literally the smallest thing and it still felt like a massive win. I wonder what changed? Maybe I just got a bit funnier?
With that aside Around a year ago I was really big into powerlifting and if you know anything about that sport it’s strength over aesthetics. I took this to the extreme. I had “bulked” to 205 lbs but in actuality 90% of that weight was fat.
I was absolutely and undeniably horrendous visually. I had acne covering up almost every inc of my body and a face with virtually no angularity.
(Around a year ago)
Around this time it got so bad to the point I bumped into this ltb that was staring at her phone. And when she looked up she had this look of horror on her face and scream “Ewwww” and then proceeds to run away with her friends laughing at me. This was the point I realized something had to change.
I started softmaxxing by things I learned on TikTok of all places before making account on org. Nothing really special just fixing eye area, getting a haircut, masseter training and debloating. It seemed to help a lot but it was really only the start I had more weight to lose and more gains to make.
Fast forward to now and I look almost completely different and I have started to pick the first fruits from the crop. I feel much more confident in my looks and find myself getting treated better. There is no more name calling, no more getting called ugly, no more getting called fat, and no more weird looks from foids.
Today was the first time I had gotten female
Attention other than my miserable girlfriend in over a year. I was going around looking for jobs at various places so I could afford gear when I see my mtb classmate who had originally left me on seen when I dmd her. When she was me she smiled and couldn’t stop looking at me. Even when I was just sitting down she kept staring at me. It was a surreal experience and I felt amazing.
Literally the smallest thing and it still felt like a massive win. I wonder what changed? Maybe I just got a bit funnier?
