gulden
stacyslyr
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idk what’s wrong with me i keep saying i don’t care about her but every time i see her it feels like something cracks open inside my chest she laughs and it’s like the whole world decides to remind me what i’ll never be she doesn’t even do anything wrong she just exists too easily like she was built right and i wasn’t and i hate myself for noticing it every single time i try not to look but my eyes find her anyway and then i start thinking about how i must look next to her and it makes me sick i can feel my face burn and my throat tighten and i just want to disappear before anyone sees how pathetic i am i don’t even think she knows my name but somehow she still ruins me without trying
	
		
			
		
		
	
				
			
						