Foids have made me a psychopath (kind of)

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Obviously i still have emotions but i purposely ignore them and purposely make foids fall in love then break their hearts, legitimately euphoric
 
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My ex made me like this jfl
 
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I'm gonna be like this in uni
 
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Obviously i still have emotions but i purposely ignore them and purposely make foids fall in love then break their hearts, legitimately euphoric
death note GIF
 
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Obviously i still have emotions but i purposely ignore them and purposely make foids fall in love then break their hearts, legitimately euphoric
Long live sadism
 
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Blackpill has made me genuinely a disgusting human being it's actually over
 
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Blackpill has made me genuinely a disgusting human being it's actually over
Then be a disgusting human being. Live what it means to be one. Embrace the shadow. Embrace the darkness. Laught at the deaths of foids if you want. But so it! You have to experience consciously.
 
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Do as you want. Live your passions consciously!
I want to but at the same time it feels good to treat them how they treat guys who are just average
 
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I want to but at the same time it feels good to treat them how they treat guys who are just average
In my case, I like to treat everyone the same. Believing you are inferior or superior is egocentric. I only like to treat bad if they have treated me that way.
 
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Then be a disgusting human being. Live what it means to be one. Embrace the shadow. Embrace the darkness. Laught at the deaths of foids if you want. But so it! You have to experience consciously.
Bro setting me up ☠️
 
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Don't repress your emotions.

If you haven't read it

What if i raped someone dawg ☠️ can't express everything.

I agree though otherwise
 
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What if i raped someone dawg ☠️ can't express everything.

I agree though otherwise
It is all about what you feel is right. You apply consciousness to it, is it right for you?

If you think too much about it, then that might be a dark part of you. But you have recognized it, being a rapist, and that's the first step.

Consciousness and feelings is all you need in this life.
 
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In my case, I like to treat everyone the same. Believing you are inferior or superior is egocentric. I only like to treat bad if they have treated me that way.
Foids are programmed to pick the best option so if she was better looking she wouldnt care for me since im not chad, thats how i see it
 
Foids are programmed to pick the best option so if she was better looking she wouldnt care for me since im not chad, thats how i see it
So it is pointless to hate them. But it is a pleasure to pay with the same coin JFL.:feelskek:
 
It is all about what you feel is right. You apply consciousness to it, is it right for you?
Wouldn't definitely be right, but that's the point, what if i was so sick mentally and did something that wouldn't be right imo
 
Wouldn't definitely be right, but that's the point, what if i was so sick mentally and did something that wouldn't be right imo
Risk benefit analysis.

If you are sick mentally, it is all pointless.

You know? I don't think it is cruel to laugh at human tragedy because well, that's the best thing we can do :feelskek:. What else can we do is the question? Hardly anything.
 
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Humans are a disgusting species anyway
If you want to understand the why we are disgusting, you have to become disgusting. Try doing it and you'll understand the pleasure that lies within being evil.
 
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If you want to understand the why we are disgusting, you have to become disgusting. Try doing it and you'll understand the pleasure that lies within being evil.
U cant if ur brain cant process it jfl i think im fucked tbh
 
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If you want to understand the why we are disgusting, you have to become disgusting. Try doing it and you'll understand the pleasure that lies within being evil.
What about guilt?
 
U cant if ur brain cant process it jfl i think im fucked tbh
I discovered I was a killer, sadist, rapist, cannibal, and a manipulator.

I have not done any of these things. Highly empath empathetic human being doesn't allow me for evil, only to defense what I love.
 
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What about guilt?
It went away. I never felt it. In fact, I gained pleasure in seeing other suffer. The same pleasure in seeing other happy.

It shows pleasure and pain, as two sides of the same coin.
 
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In fact, I gained pleasure in seeing other suffer. The same pleasure in seeing other happy.
How does that mix though?? I can't imagine enjoying both sides of the coin at the same time, sounds bipolar asf
 
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How does that mix though?? I can't imagine enjoying both sides of the coin at the same time, sounds bipolar asf
Mental illnesses are power in some sense. That's what people do not understand.

I used my schizophrenia and personality disorder to experience a lot of crazy shit. But it never controlled me because I developed awareness through meditation. I still lack a lot of it. But it was nice to become so many things.
 
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I discovered I was a killer, sadist, rapist, cannibal, and a manipulator.

I have not done any of these things. Highly empath empathetic human being doesn't allow me for evil, only to defense what I love.
U cant be any of those things if uve never done them jfl
 
U cant be any of those things if uve never done them jfl
Just entertaining the fantasy is enough.

That's what you have to recognize.

Fantasy is the precursor of action.
 
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Mental illnesses are power in some sense. That's what people do not understand.

I used my schizophrenia and personality disorder to experience a lot of crazy shit. But it never controlled me because I developed awareness through meditation. I still lack a lot of it. But it was nice to become so many things.
I think schizophrenics feel more wider range of emotions. My dad said the same thing and he's schizophrenic too
 
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Just entertaining the fantasy is enough.

That's what you have to recognize.

Fantasy is the precursor of action.
Sure man but u cant classify urself as something if uve never done it
 
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I think schizophrenics feel more wider range of emotions. My dad said the same thing and he's schizophrenic too
So you might be it too. Just know that if it ever appears there is nothing to fear. You know what's crazy? Recognizing the fact I could go crazy no matter how painful it sounded, made me stay sane.
 
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So you might be it too. Just know that if it ever appears there is nothing to fear. You know what's crazy? Recognizing the fact I could go crazy no matter how painful it sounded, made me stay sane.
I'm not lol, and never will be most likely, really slim chance. But it develops mostly in 20s so who knows
 
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Sure man but u cant classify urself as something if uve never done it
Yeah, it makes sense. :ogre:

What I mean is that being aware of our fantasies is highly important. For they are the precursor to becoming those exact things.

A delicate line between the abism and you.
 
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Yeah, it makes sense. :ogre:

What I mean is that being aware of our fantasies is highly important. For they are the precursor to becoming those exact things.

A delicate line between the abism and you.
I see where ur coming from but most people it’s simply mental masturbation
 
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I see where ur coming from but most people it’s simply mental masturbation
Yeah. The thing is that when you are in danger you can access your shadow and not allow yourself to be controlled by that but you allow yourself to use it anyways.
 
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