Apparition
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i thought that im not weird, but that im better than others and that its my looks that are holding me back.
And that is because i believed that my oneitis liked me as a person but my looks just didnt do it for her so she got disappointed.
But when i saw her again, i realized how trashy and basic she is and that she never gave a shit about my personality or looks to begin with.
She was probably laughing behind the screen when i told her i have studied physics or that i play bass. Probably thought "He isn't just subhuman, he is also autistic too, what a catch hahaha". She was laughing the whole time with my autistic responses and behavior (if you are an incel and match with a hot girl, she just wants entertainment)
And in person, she would validate me by telling me im talented only to feel empowered herself kinda like how redditors gaslight incels by telling that they can take matters into their own hands.
It was all a scam, i clinged on this for so long but now its over. My last cope was destroyed.
And that is because i believed that my oneitis liked me as a person but my looks just didnt do it for her so she got disappointed.
But when i saw her again, i realized how trashy and basic she is and that she never gave a shit about my personality or looks to begin with.
She was probably laughing behind the screen when i told her i have studied physics or that i play bass. Probably thought "He isn't just subhuman, he is also autistic too, what a catch hahaha". She was laughing the whole time with my autistic responses and behavior (if you are an incel and match with a hot girl, she just wants entertainment)
And in person, she would validate me by telling me im talented only to feel empowered herself kinda like how redditors gaslight incels by telling that they can take matters into their own hands.
It was all a scam, i clinged on this for so long but now its over. My last cope was destroyed.
