For all of you considering trying psychedelics.

[sp3ll]

I see this as a looksmax because becoming victim of this trap can take months of your looksmaxxing gains away.

I'm definitely not against psychedelics, I'm making this post to prevent anyone on this forum from ruining their mental health further.

From my own experience when I did LSD, my body reacted horribly to it.
My pupils we're extremely dilated compared to my friends who I was doing it with.
this is a detailed storytime video of my trip for anyone interested https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LZJYU7CnDuE&t

So pretty much I went into 10/10 panic anxiety mode throughout the trip for absolutely no reason other than brain chemistry i guess which didn't stop after the LSD wore off.
I had pretty solid anxiety for a couple weeks and then without the anxiety and jsut a depressed and derealized mood for several months.
I must add how I have an obsessive behaviour at times usually overthinking stuff.


A theory is that possibly HPPD(changed perception of the senses from psychedelic use) for example my fov literally became higher and patterns sometimes morph when I look at them(yes, still today after 14 months but nothing that affects me)

Also take into account that if you have the schizo genes, you can trigger a lifelong psychotic episode from hard drugs.


If you're depressed and have tried everything and you're still doomer boy, I guess(btw this is probably horrible advice) but start experimenting with psychedelics, ketamine and ecstasy before you rope so you've at least tried everything, ketamine and ecstasy seems extra promising btw.


when trying hard drugs for the first time, you coin flip your mood either negatively long term or get an intense rush of short term happiness to simply put it.
Yes, I know there are studies that show how psychedelics increase neuroplasticity, heals the brain and stuff but it certainly wasn't for me.

And I guess my environment wasn't that good for the trip either if we take into account that it was smelly like Josef Fritzls basement but no, even when I went out on a walk and everything looked beautiful and I got into a good environment I was still experiencing anxiety so I doubt it had to do with my environment.

My headspace which many experienced psychedelics users talk about was good before the trip and then it just turned bad for no reason because I was getting unexplained anxiety.


It's been 14 months since this incident and I actually finally feel like I'm back at the mood baseline I was before this horrifying trip.

Take care looksmax community.

- SP3LL

 

[mortis]

this is what subhuman genetics does to a mf

 

[sp3ll]

this is what subhuman genetics does to a mf

I'm a productive slut, nice try.

 

[sp3ll]

this is what subhuman genetics does to a mf

but really though I guess I don't recommend psychedelics for you motherfuckers with (anxiety of some sort, tics, OCD, overthinking)

 

[Deleted member 20399]

@TsarTsar444
@fukmylyf

 

[Solar]

I did LSD once and it did nothing for me

just an annoying 12 hour trip, the duration is terrible way too long

Will not do LSD again but I will try shrooms as I have heard they are better

 

[sp3ll]

I did LSD once and it did nothing for me

just an annoying 12 hour trip, the duration is terrible way too long

Will not do LSD again but I will try shrooms as I have heard they are better

 

[Deleted member 27066]

Will LSD help me overcome my fear of death?

 

[Deleted member 15854]

lucid dreaming mogs

 

[sp3ll]

Will LSD help me overcome my fear of death?

I've heard it doing that so, there's a possibility.

 

[sp3ll]

lucid dreaming mogs

I've never lucid dreamt but yeah, I can imagine.

 

[Deleted member 27836]

Depends on the product/company tbh

 

[Deleted member 15854]

I've never lucid dreamt but yeah, I can imagine.

dream journal and reality checks to learn it

 

[sp3ll]

dream journal and reality checks to learn it

I've tried that before with no success, only short term though, thanks for reminding me might become interested in that again soon.

 

[sp3ll]

Depends on the product/company tbh

good one, it was some legal Research Chemical which synthesized into LSD in the body

 

[sp3ll]

Depends on the product/company tbh

but even if this was the case (that the product was bad)

you do realize that the suffering it caused for me is enough for me to never touch drugs again other than ones my body has reacted positively to which only are depressants and stimulants.

 

[0hMan]

I did acid and had a pretty bad after trip and some other shit - won't go into details, but for some reason I genuinely looked better afterwards, permenantly. Literally took pics couple days before & after and I looked so much better after. Maybe just a coincidence, tho

 

[0hMan]

good one, it was some legal Research Chemical which synthesized into LSD in the body

what RC? peaked my interest

 

[sp3ll]

what RC? peaked my interest

1v-lsd
there are hundreds of these substances similar to the original drug, as soon as they release it takes months for any country to illegalize them.

 

[sp3ll]

I did acid and had a pretty bad after trip and some other shit - won't go into details, but for some reason I genuinely looked better afterwards, permenantly. Literally took pics couple days before & after and I looked so much better after. Maybe just a coincidence, tho

looked better? did your perception of attractiveness change because of the supposed neuroplasticity effects psychedelics possess?
or could it have been a change in hormones and structure in your face caused by the acid?
I guess we'll never know.

 

[0hMan]

1v-lsd
there are hundreds of these substances similar to the original drug, as soon as they release it takes months for any country to illegalize them.

PM'd you, I got a question

 

[0hMan]

looked better? did your perception of attractiveness change because of the supposed neuroplasticity effects psychedelics possess?

Nah, like I looked worse in the before pics even looking at it now.

 

[Deleted member 21044]

Drugs are cope.

 

[sp3ll]

Drugs are cope.

absolutely right sir, sadly some peoples biochemistry is so bad that they need drugs to enjoy life if it's even the slightest. melancholy that is.

 

[StrangerDanger]

your channel is a brain fuck

 

[sp3ll]

your channel is a brain fuck

yeah I know it's not the Weekend's music videos or Stranger Things on Netflix

 

[StrangerDanger]

yeah I know it's not the Weekend's music videos or Stranger Things on Netflix

how do you know my Youtube recommendations and watched series??

 

[sp3ll]

how do you know my Youtube recommendations and watched series??

this is random but if you like nostalgic childhood cartoons voice dubbed to fit this forum look up the youtuber "Amerikaner"
that's quality content

 

[sp3ll]

how do you know my Youtube recommendations and watched series??

I am Pewdiepie, lord of YouTube

 

[StrangerDanger]

this is random but if you like nostalgic childhood cartoons voice dubbed to fit this forum look up the youtuber "Amerikaner"
that's quality content

how many channels do you have and btw where did you get your crack, please tell me where i can find the black market in sweden. you mustve got your LSD somewhere so where is it like in stockholm or what

 

[sp3ll]

how many channels do you have and btw where did you get your crack, please tell me where i can find the black market in sweden. you mustve got your LSD somewhere so where is it like in stockholm or what

it was legal but I think it's illegal now, Research Chemicals
got it from a friend

 

[StrangerDanger]

got it from a friend

does he have an account here

 

[sp3ll]

does he have an account here

nah, the fuck is it with you so interested in research chemicals? lol

 

[StrangerDanger]

nah, the fuck is it with you so interested in research chemicals? lol

my brain is completly fried i kid you not, i am in search of the magic cure, the holy grail so to speak so thats where my interest stems from and im dumbfounded by you who is also a local joining and being a research expert about this kind of chemical stuff

 

[sp3ll]

my brain is completly fried i kid you not, i am in search of the magic cure, the holy grail so to speak so thats where my interest stems from and im dumbfounded by you who is also a local joining and being a research expert about this kind of chemical stuff

you might even mess up your brain chemistry even more, are you willing to take that risk?

if so- start looking at underground research chemicals websites delivering to your local country(yes, they can be found on the clear web), easy legal drugs xd

 

[StrangerDanger]

you might even mess up your brain chemistry even more, are you willing to take that risk?

if so- start looking at underground research chemicals websites delivering to your local country(yes, they can be found on the clear web), easy legal drugs xd

what if you have a great baseline? lets theoretically imagine you are chad thundercock standing 6'5 feet tall with a perfectly chiseled jawline and 130 degree gonga with hollow cheeks, light blue hunter eyes with prominient dark eyelashes and dark positively tilted eyebrows, a squared off perfect hairline with no signs of recession, prominent high set cheekbones, pink wide lips, perfect facial ratios, a percfect warrior skull, insane shredded physique with low bodyfat, enormously huge cock, 25 inch shoulder breath, hip to shilder ratio of 2.0 with 25 inch arms, billionaire, supermodel, mr olympia and millions of followers and you trip in your godly 50 million dollar mansion surrounded by 8 naked chickens with the perfect conditions, weather, smell etc and you have kfc, pizza and all food you wish for.
if so would there still be the risk for the acid trip to trigger the schizo genes making you end up in a spiral of negativity, maybe your bad personal experience is because of bad circumstances in your life or bad environment like the pedophile basement smell you mentioned. i can imagine on the other hand that it could possibly yield an insane experience making you feel like god knowing that you have everything you could wish for and is the ultimate genetic specimen like imagine being thunder cock and tripping and realizing youre basically god then returning and being surrounded by naked chicks in your million dollar mansion

 

[TsarTsar444]

Will LSD help me overcome my fear of death?

Yes 100%, this is one of the only non cope benefits of lsd, you don't fear being dead anymore, as in like non existence. Fear of dying doesn't disappear tho, like having health anxiety, but the thought of being dead one day greatly diminishes.

Other thing that lsd is quite good at is reseting brain for addiction, like for cigarettes, after tripping it feels like i lost the craving for cigarettes and no longer smoke.

When it comes to depression and anxiety, its mixed. Imo it definitely had some perma change on my consciousness like being lower inhib about future consequences, but not short term ones.

 

[TsarTsar444]

Sucks this happened to you, but its strange how your friends didn't have dilated pupils, thats the norm, there is no way LSD won't dilate them to a crazy degree

 

[sp3ll]

what if you have a great baseline? lets theoretically imagine you are chad thundercock standing 6'5 feet tall with a perfectly chiseled jawline and 130 degree gonga with hollow cheeks, light blue hunter eyes with prominient dark eyelashes and dark positively tilted eyebrows, a squared off perfect hairline with no signs of recession, prominent high set cheekbones, pink wide lips, perfect facial ratios, a percfect warrior skull, insane shredded physique with low bodyfat, enormously huge cock, 25 inch shoulder breath, hip to shilder ratio of 2.0 with 25 inch arms, billionaire, supermodel, mr olympia and millions of followers and you trip in your godly 50 million dollar mansion surrounded by 8 naked chickens with the perfect conditions, weather, smell etc and you have kfc, pizza and all food you wish for.
if so would there still be the risk for the acid trip to trigger the schizo genes making you end up in a spiral of negativity, maybe your bad personal experience is because of bad circumstances in your life or bad environment like the pedophile basement smell you mentioned. i can imagine on the other hand that it could possibly yield an insane experience making you feel like god knowing that you have everything you could wish for and is the ultimate genetic specimen like imagine being thunder cock and tripping and realizing youre basically god then returning and being surrounded by naked chicks in your million dollar mansion

damn- do I wish I could have been in that environment and headspace before trying LSD.
Too bad I'll never do it again. It is what it is.

You have potential on wattpad btw

 

[Deleted member 27066]

Yes 100%, this is one of the only non cope benefits of lsd, you don't fear being dead anymore, as in like non existence. Fear of dying doesn't disappear tho, like having health anxiety, but the thought of being dead one day greatly diminishes.

Other thing that lsd is quite good at is reseting brain for addiction, like for cigarettes, after tripping it feels like i lost the craving for cigarettes and no longer smoke.

When it comes to depression and anxiety, its mixed. Imo it definitely had some perma change on my consciousness like being lower inhib about future consequences, but not short term ones.

really??? wo thank you so much. Last night I couldnt sleep cos fear of death. I will try LSD for sure then.

 

[sp3ll]

Yes 100%, this is one of the only non cope benefits of lsd, you don't fear being dead anymore, as in like non existence. Fear of dying doesn't disappear tho, like having health anxiety, but the thought of being dead one day greatly diminishes.

Other thing that lsd is quite good at is reseting brain for addiction, like for cigarettes, after tripping it feels like i lost the craving for cigarettes and no longer smoke.

When it comes to depression and anxiety, its mixed. Imo it definitely had some perma change on my consciousness like being lower inhib about future consequences, but not short term ones.

my state of consciousness has changed and my friend also told me the same, you can't explain how it's just changed without a positive or negative change.

you seem to know a lot about this, I've never been afraid of dying though what I can remember, of course my fight or flight will activate if I'm about to die though, if what you mean is casually thinking about dying and that it doesn't scare you that is.

 

[TsarTsar444]

really??? wo thank you so much. Last night I couldnt sleep cos fear of death. I will try LSD for sure then.

It doesn't remove health anxiety tho, like if you have irrational fear of getting cancer and stuff like that.

 

[sp3ll]

really??? wo thank you so much. Last night I couldnt sleep cos fear of death. I will try LSD for sure then.

come back and tell me if you got long term mental health issues following or had a great experience lol

 

[Deleted member 27066]

It doesn't remove health anxiety tho, like if you have irrational fear of getting cancer and stuff like that.

No i dont have that. I have fear of being dead. lose my conciousness.

 

[sp3ll]

It doesn't remove health anxiety tho, like if you have irrational fear of getting cancer and stuff like that.

shit, nah, I don't really care about that either, or at least that I don't know, I'm unsure how I would react if I got cancer. Probably become Mr. White yo

 

[TsarTsar444]

my state of consciousness has changed and my friend also told me the same,

you seem to know a lot about this, I've never been afraid of dying though what I can remember, of course my fight or flight will activate if I'm about to die though, if what you mean is casually thinking about dying and that it doesn't scare you that is.

"you can't explain how it's just changed without a positive or negative change."

Yeah this exactly, lsd doesn't have any immediate giga change post trip like redditors claim all the time, its wierd like it happens unnoticed over longer periods kinda, you can't really pinpoint what changed and how exactly, but you know you aren't the same as before

 

[sp3ll]

Sucks this happened to you, but its strange how your friends didn't have dilated pupils, thats the norm, there is no way LSD won't dilate them to a crazy degree

mine we're like with only 2% sclera and 98% pupil while theirs were like 75% pupil and 25% sclera

 

[TsarTsar444]

No i dont have that. I have fear of being dead. lose my conciousness.

Yeah that's removed basically, i absolutely don't care about that, while i had constant crisis about it

 

[sp3ll]

"you can't explain how it's just changed without a positive or negative change."

Yeah this exactly, lsd doesn't have any immediate giga change post trip like redditors claim all the time, its wierd like it happens unnoticed over longer periods kinda, you can't really pinpoint what changed and how exactly, but you know you aren't the same as before

my personality has improved (so useful for slaying lel)

 

[Deleted member 27066]

Yeah that's removed basically, i absolutely don't care about that, while i had constant crisis about it

bless you man, for real. i you´ve experienced it you know how bad it is.