For the past week or so ive been having early 2024 suicidal thoughts

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Im not going to actually kill myself but i keep randomly getting depressed.
Nothing happened it just ive stwrted to feel worthless again and just want it to end.
This is not really like my other posts which are shitposts but idk just wanted to make this

 

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Shut up retard no one cares
You dont even have 2:1 rep ratio

 

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Looksmax 2-3 years and forget.

 

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I think the excitement of getting a job has worn off and now i just think about how much of social outcast i am at work. They arent rude about and they always try to include me in stuff but still i need to be more sociable
Theres only like 10 people who work there so its not like you can just blend in and people forget about you