
hopecel
The Kalergi Plan representative for the W. Balkans
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Today before lectures I was horny af because I was searching plus-plus sized black queens on Pinterest. My dick was so hard tbh. Then I went to uni and I was waiting for my lecture to start - my oneitis had her lecture in the same amphitheatre I have my lectures on today and that's pretty much how often do I see her on a weekly basis. 
Either way I was sitting near the entrance of the amphitheatre and I saw her leaving with 2 of her female friends (honestly, her bff fogs her brutally). Why tf can't she be alone one time? I never had a real chance to approach her! Fuck it!
Anyway, what's the point of this thread? Well today when I saw her I wasn't shivering, I was pretty much indifferent towards her, looked her like any other female tbh. High T = high sex drive = low patheticness = indifference towards oneitis.
But either way I fucking WANT her. She's just too special, so unique. However, she looks way more 'magic' from the distance: that's why I idealised her. Today she looked great to me for that reason but few weeks ago I saw her face from the near distance and honestly I overrated her.
Well why am I still obsessed with her? Well I escaped patheticness but I can't escape loneliness and free space in my heart. She was, is and will forever be my type DESPITE not being 'special' looks-wise (in sense that y'all would rate her a LTB).
She still seems to be your ordinary girl, she's not a female version of me...
My oneitis has friends while I don't. She has career while I don't. She has status/base while I don't.
And I'm still thinking about how to impress her... is it even possible? Maybe I'm just nothing special to her, that's why she will never notice me?

Is there any real way to grab her attention except for explicit cold approach which would be kinda odd considering she and I 'know' each other for almost 3 years?
@TheVoidInside @Primalsplit @edodalic29 @jed9 @Lefty Rankin @Lonenely sigma @CMD
Either way I was sitting near the entrance of the amphitheatre and I saw her leaving with 2 of her female friends (honestly, her bff fogs her brutally). Why tf can't she be alone one time? I never had a real chance to approach her! Fuck it!
Anyway, what's the point of this thread? Well today when I saw her I wasn't shivering, I was pretty much indifferent towards her, looked her like any other female tbh. High T = high sex drive = low patheticness = indifference towards oneitis.
But either way I fucking WANT her. She's just too special, so unique. However, she looks way more 'magic' from the distance: that's why I idealised her. Today she looked great to me for that reason but few weeks ago I saw her face from the near distance and honestly I overrated her.
Well why am I still obsessed with her? Well I escaped patheticness but I can't escape loneliness and free space in my heart. She was, is and will forever be my type DESPITE not being 'special' looks-wise (in sense that y'all would rate her a LTB).
She still seems to be your ordinary girl, she's not a female version of me...
My oneitis has friends while I don't. She has career while I don't. She has status/base while I don't.
And I'm still thinking about how to impress her... is it even possible? Maybe I'm just nothing special to her, that's why she will never notice me?
@TheVoidInside @Primalsplit @edodalic29 @jed9 @Lefty Rankin @Lonenely sigma @CMD