FastBananaCEO
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It’s fucking 3:43 am and I can’t sleep thinking of how badly I fucked up my social life in high school. The fact that so many people just walked over me and that I can’t even do anything due to the fact that I’m online schooled because my dumbass parents are libtards who are afraid of corona.
I just wish I acted NT during highschool instead of being a weird creepy faggot that everyone was afraid of. I kept fucking bullying people who actually wanted to be my friend and girls who I might’ve had a chance with and then getting bullied by everyone else. I won’t even have time to fix it because if I’m a senior next year everyone will remember me as that cuck who nobody liked. I just want them to all forget, but even then one year isn’t enough time to make good memories.
fuckkkkk why am I so antisocial? I regret it so much. I wish I had normal fucking relationships instead of acting like a fucking mentally ill psychopath, just yelling at people who were nice to me. People literally wanted be my friend, and this girl who I liked is apparently slowly turning into a slut in my absence. I can’t even insert myself in. I’ll just be the add-on while other people have deep and long relationships. College is too late. Everyone is already a whore and has had a good childhood, while my antisocial brain has just fucking killed my chances of a happy life.
I’ll probably get memed to death in the replies but holy fuck I just need this off my chest. This has been in my head for years and I want someone to just fucking understand.
I just wish I acted NT during highschool instead of being a weird creepy faggot that everyone was afraid of. I kept fucking bullying people who actually wanted to be my friend and girls who I might’ve had a chance with and then getting bullied by everyone else. I won’t even have time to fix it because if I’m a senior next year everyone will remember me as that cuck who nobody liked. I just want them to all forget, but even then one year isn’t enough time to make good memories.
fuckkkkk why am I so antisocial? I regret it so much. I wish I had normal fucking relationships instead of acting like a fucking mentally ill psychopath, just yelling at people who were nice to me. People literally wanted be my friend, and this girl who I liked is apparently slowly turning into a slut in my absence. I can’t even insert myself in. I’ll just be the add-on while other people have deep and long relationships. College is too late. Everyone is already a whore and has had a good childhood, while my antisocial brain has just fucking killed my chances of a happy life.
I’ll probably get memed to death in the replies but holy fuck I just need this off my chest. This has been in my head for years and I want someone to just fucking understand.
