Fuck I was on a date but didn’t escalate

[whotthehell]

Wtf im such a pussy, we were walking around talking for like 2 hours then sit on a bench and I should’ve kissed her but because she avoided eye contact and wasn’t that energetic I think she’s an introvert and melancholic in soul but still I wanted that confirmation to move forward so some prolonged eye contact or some higher interest sign but I’m a pussy should’ve just went for it and shit, I’m fucking pussy idiot

 

[whotthehell]

Im low t subhuman actually I thought she doesn’t find me good looking enough so I wont go for a kiss but why would I even care after so much time spent together it was really nice talking to her, it was a long time and it ends up like this, didn’t even shoot my shot

 

[whotthehell]

Nah if I was better looking she would have acted different, more fucking enthusiasm, but why I didn’t go for a kiss anyways, high inhibition overthinking pussy

 

[BigJimsWornOutTires]

Or she's patient and wants to see how impatient you are. Understand, you're not her first rodeo. Probably, she learned what happens after long-locked eyes. Maybe you just want a booty call, she might not. A guy that rushes in usually just wants the sex. She can get that anytime she would like.

 

[whotthehell]

Or she's patient and wants to see how impatient you are. Understand, you're not her first rodeo. Probably, she learned what happens after long-locked eyes. Maybe you just want a booty call, she might not. A guy that rushes in usually just wants the sex. She can get that anytime she would like.

Yes she suspected I wanted a kiss for sure, and didn’t give me green light for it, i could’ve felt that but why wouldn’t she want it idk ofc I want sex I was thinking this would be 1st base and then maybe go further but I didn’t find a good entry Idk

 

[BigJimsWornOutTires]

Yes she suspected I wanted a kiss for sure, and didn’t give me green light for it, i could’ve felt that but why wouldn’t she want it idk ofc I want sex I was thinking this would be 1st base and then maybe go further but I didn’t find a good entry Idk

she'll let you know in the text messages that follow

 

[whotthehell]

she'll let you know in the text messages that follow

She prob won’t text me

 

[whotthehell]

I think it’s just that I’m not good looking enough. But walking around for 2 hours and talking about random shit even thought it might’ve been boring because it’s just trivial shit but it made me feel more NT and human, yeah that’s a plus