fuck i’m so depressed

[Deleted member 86840]

i’m so fucking depressed , i’m miserable

i hate being hyperaware, i hate being self aware, i hate being aware of other people, i hate being aware

 

[Deleted member 86840]

i hate this shit man

 

[Deleted member 152014]

I’m guna rope

 

[mcmentalonthemic]

whenever someone makes a post like this i add it to a list of users i have on my computer so if they ever insult me on this forum i can refer back to it and think to myself "well this user is depressed and a loser" then laugh and ignore them

hope you get better soon though

 

[xzylecrey]

Is it purely looks which determined your life or is it something else ?

 

[mcmentalonthemic]

Is it purely looks which determined your life or is it something else ?

judging from the self aware stuff i think he suffers from autism unironically

 

[Deleted member 86840]

Is it purely looks which determined your life or is it something else ?

i’m a neurodivergent with BPD, i’m hyperaware and i probably have many other issues that are undiagnosed

it’s everything BUT looks

 

[xzylecrey]

Are you an extreme overthinker too? Maybe you needa block out the noise with audios made specifically for that

 

[BlondeVoid]

i’m so fucking depressed , i’m miserable

i hate being hyperaware, i hate being self aware, i hate being aware of other people, i hate being aware

Real, I just wanna be like them stupid kids who doesn’t even be aware who they even are and don’t care about anything

 

[Acquiescence]

Try replacing it with endless rage and anxiety. It’s highly effective!

 

[yesimog420]

 

[Sacrimoon]

Is it purely looks which determined your life or is it something else ?

Not at all. Where you live, parents, brain chemistry, genes and so much more.
A lucky Ltn can have a better life than a unlucky Htn

 

[Sacrimoon]

Sometimes i lowkey wish i was born retarded.
Like they genuinely look like they’re enjoying life not having to think about shit

 

[xzylecrey]

Not at all. Where you live, parents, brain chemistry, genes and so much more.
A lucky Ltn can have a better life than a unlucky Htn

Could you fill me in what he means by hyperaware and how does bpd look in ones everyday life

 

[lookingforadvicecel]

i’m so fucking depressed , i’m miserable

i hate being hyperaware, i hate being self aware, i hate being aware of other people, i hate being aware

I was more depressed when I didn’t understand why girls were treating me like shit why people would give me dirty looks

one I figured out i understood and I stopped being a annoying jester

 

[Deleted member 86840]

“just drank 4 cans of redbull to cope with the nicotine cravings”​

- yesimog420

 

[Sacrimoon]

Could you fill me in what he means by hyperaware and how does bpd look in ones everyday life

Hyperaware i guess just overthinking everything going on around you and inside you.

I mean you can look up bpd, but as far as i know just shit like extreme emotions/mood swings, extreme attachment to people/fear of abandonment, self harm/suicidal ideation and a lot of other shit.

 

[xzylecrey]

Hyperaware i guess just overthinking everything going on around you and inside you.

I mean you can look up bpd, but as far as i know just shit like extreme emotions/mood swings, extreme attachment to people/fear of abandonment, self harm/suicidal ideation and a lot of other shit.

Holy shit i think i have bpd i didnt know there was a name for it cause i thought it was normal. Wouldnt wanna larp it if i dont have it tho. Thanks for the info. Ig hyperaware was self explanatory