Fuck its so lonely being Ltn

[Tealovingfool]

I fucking swear to god im so lonely it never goes away unless I drink enough booze till I cant feel much otherwise im stuck with this overwhelming hollow feeling I look in the mirror negative I go out with my friends the only thing that happen are negative due to my coping with anything I can get my hands on I sometimes imagine what life would be like if I was attractive and not a pussy but then when reality hits me I am hit with a sinking feeling in my stomach