Fuck life feels so bland

[PSLbbc]

It is boring nothing gives me dopamine anymore even jerking off doesn't feel special ( i do get erect my dick works normally) what am I even doing or what am I even supposed to do. I am fully softmaxed the only thing left is hardmaxing but for that I have to wait another 2 years. Im planning to pin the next month but logically that doesn't have much ROI when it comes to increasing my life quality. I tried watching movies and watched American pie which made me even more depressed. I don't know what to do...

 

[btb]

What softmaxes have you done?

 

[ICL]

It is boring nothing gives me dopamine anymore even jerking off doesn't feel special ( i do get erect my dick works normally) what am I even doing or what am I even supposed to do. I am fully softmaxed the only thing left is hardmaxing but for that I have to wait another 2 years. Im planning to pin the next month but logically that doesn't have much ROI when it comes to increasing my life quality. I tried watching movies and watched American pie which made me even more depressed. I don't know what to do...

Roid

 

[therealdeal877]

idk get a job

 

[xzylecrey]

Same situation tbh js not fully softmaxxed. Am not sure

 

[ICL]

What softmaxes have you done?

thumbpulling zygo tape blasting ghkcu

 

[PSLbbc]

What softmaxes have you done?

Lean maxed, clear skin, gym maxed, frauding (bb cream, height insoles,) , hair max if that counts

 

[PSLbbc]

Lean maxed, clear skin, gym maxed, frauding (bb cream, height insoles,) , hair max if that counts

Eye brows and lashes

 

[Deleted member 280441]

It is boring nothing gives me dopamine

hobbymax

draw/read/train a sport/or even get pro at a game

 

[PSLbbc]

idk get a job

Nah

 

[PSLbbc]

hobbymax

draw/read/train a sport/or even get pro at a game

I used to draw alot when I was a kid
looking at my old drawings I was genuinely suprised cuz of how good they were

 

[Deleted member 280441]

I used to draw alot when I was a kid
looking at my old drawings I was genuinely suprised cuz of how good they were

Give it another try then

 

[PSLbbc]

Give it another try then

But I have to complete these fuckass assignments

 

[Deleted member 280441]

But I have to complete these fuckass assignments

Drop out of school to play fortnite

 

[PSLbbc]

Drop out of school to play fortnite

My parents will me if I do

 

[fazehamster]

hobbymax

draw/read/train a sport/or even get pro at a game

im planning on learning archery i am very excited i will become evil like ezra miller

 

[shkypot]

It is boring nothing gives me dopamine anymore even jerking off doesn't feel special ( i do get erect my dick works normally) what am I even doing or what am I even supposed to do. I am fully softmaxed the only thing left is hardmaxing but for that I have to wait another 2 years. Im planning to pin the next month but logically that doesn't have much ROI when it comes to increasing my life quality. I tried watching movies and watched American pie which made me even more depressed. I don't know what to do...

Pick up a few hobbies, I like music production and join social circles or clubs

Should do
music production
Reading
Chess (high t game)
athletics
Or focus on school

 

[PSLbbc]

im planning on learning archery i am very excited i will become evil like ezra miller

My favourite young man

 

[PSLbbc]

Pick up a few hobbies, I like music production and join social circles or clubs

Should do
music production
Reading
Chess (high t game)
athletics
Or focus on school

I used to play chess and got to a rating of 1500 i think
I even participated in a few rl tournament and got 3rd place in one of them

 

[shkypot]

I used to play chess and got to a rating of 1500 i think
I even participated in a few rl tournament and got 3rd place in one of them

Mirin

I was around 1000 elo and did a few tournaments aswell, I should really get back into it and you should too bhai, 1500 elo is insanely good

 

[xzylecrey]

Mirin

I was around 1000 elo and did a few tournaments aswell, I should really get back into it and you should too bhai, 1500 elo is insanely good

Yah guys WE should get back into chess

 

[PSLbbc]

Mirin

I was around 1000 elo and did a few tournaments aswell, I should really get back into it and you should too bhai, 1500 elo is insanely good

Not that good
I was planning to get back into it but then I realised i have to learn all the openings and everything I knew back again (except how to move the pieces). I don't mind spending time on it maybe after i finish all the 23 assignments

 

[xzylecrey]

Not that good
I was planning to get back into it but then I realised i have to learn all the openings and everything I knew back again (except how to move the pieces). I don't mind spending time on it maybe after i finish all the 23 assignments

Js play for fun

 

[xzylecrey]

im planning on learning archery i am very excited i will become evil like ezra miller

Wow thats pretty cool I will go to you during the zombie apocalypse

 

[PSLbbc]

Js play for fun

I would rather chat with some ltb to get nudes
But fine I will play again whats your @? I will use my new acc cuz the 1st id has my real name in it

 

[xzylecrey]

I would rather chat with some ltb to get nudes
But fine I will play again whats your @? I will use my new acc cuz the 1st id has my real name in it

Same as here i think i will be listening to esdeekid when we play js lmk when your available

 

[fazehamster]

Wow thats pretty cool I will go to you during the zombie apocalypse

i will protect u

 

[PSLbbc]

@rraymond

 

[ihateevb]

Same situation tbh js not fully softmaxxed. Am not sure

Roiddddd

 

[ihateevb]

Roiddddd

@xzylecrey why angry

 

[xzylecrey]

@xzylecrey why angry

Roids ≠ goals

 

[PSLbbc]

@xzylecrey why angry

 

[ihateevb]

Roids ≠ goals

What are your goals master? True femboy?

 

[BR32]

Your dopamine is prolly fried

I know mine is

drugs+social media+AI+ADHD is a horrific combo

 

[PSLbbc]

Your dopamine is prolly fried

I know mine is

drugs+social media+AI+ADHD is a horrific combo

How do I fix it

 

[xzylecrey]

What are your goals master? True femboy?

 

[BR32]

How do I fix it

Detoxing from easy dopamine sources.

Sadly that is the only way

 

[PSLbbc]

Detoxing from easy dopamine sources.

Sadly that is the only way

Will try

 

[jaaba]

Im now in a very solid position aesthetically but my life still feels quite bland, I don’t really make an effort to change that though so I suppose I can’t complain

 

[PSLbbc]

Im now in a very solid position aesthetically but my life still feels quite bland, I don’t really make an effort to change that though so I suppose I can’t complain

Me too

 

[rraymond]

It is boring nothing gives me dopamine anymore even jerking off doesn't feel special ( i do get erect my dick works normally) what am I even doing or what am I even supposed to do. I am fully softmaxed the only thing left is hardmaxing but for that I have to wait another 2 years. Im planning to pin the next month but logically that doesn't have much ROI when it comes to increasing my life quality. I tried watching movies and watched American pie which made me even more depressed. I don't know what to do...

I'm the exact same ngl. I've lost interest motivation passion for everything and I've gone numb. I dont even know what my life is about at this point

 

[PSLbbc]

I'm the exact same ngl. I've lost interest motivation passion for everything and I've gone numb. I dont even know what my life is about at this point

Idk what to do man

 

[ihateevb]

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Blast e2 and test blockers

 

[ihateevb]

Idk what to do man

Buy a motocross, blast gear

 

[xzylecrey]

Blast e2 and test blockers

I gotta look into that shit i dont wanna be a girl or trans

 

[PSLbbc]

Buy a motocross, blast gear

I have already mentioned it in the thread

 

[rraymond]

I gotta look into that shit i dont wanna be a girl or trans

you should so i can crack you

 

[BR32]

Buy a motocross, blast gear

My plan to get out of my funk is buying a cheap VW van and making it into a 60 psychedelics van and then blasting gear and go to raves and do K and psychedelics with rave baddies.

 

[ihateevb]

My plan to get out of my funk is buying a cheap VW van and making it into a 60 psychedelic van and then blasting gear and go to raves and do K and psychedelics with rave baddies.

Blast gear first

 

[ihateevb]

I have already mentioned it in the thread

I dnr it im sorry