Fucked a guy off tinder after leaving my husbands funeral

[Vermilioncore]

Apparently, this is a subject in grief that people rarely talk about. I am finding that I am needing that human contact. I am actually ashamed to admit that it's only been 2 days since my husband passed. He died on 3/11/22 but I hadn't seen him since December of 2021 (long story). Please don't judge me, but I do have an appetite that needs to be fed. Is it too soon to find a casual lover or even one night stand? I really don't know how to be a widow; I've still got a lot to learn. But every day that goes by without him, I keep daydreaming of our sexual relationship and I long for a man's touch. I feel guilty and like I am betraying him, but I didn't die. I am not by any means looking for a replacement, just sex.

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

Apparently, this is a subject in grief that people rarely talk about. I am finding that I am needing that human contact. I am actually ashamed to admit that it's only been 2 days since my husband passed. He died on 3/11/22 but I hadn't seen him since December of 2021 (long story). Please don't judge me, but I do have an appetite that needs to be fed. Is it too soon to find a casual lover or even one night stand? I really don't know how to be a widow; I've still got a lot to learn. But every day that goes by without him, I keep daydreaming of our sexual relationship and I long for a man's touch. I feel guilty and like I am betraying him, but I didn't die. I am not by any means looking for a replacement, just sex.

Vermy I was eating!

 

[Vermilioncore]

Vermy I was eating!

OP, it’s been 2 months since I lost my husband, and, like you, I was getting so lonely and just wanted contact. Not only contact, but sex. I was an emotional wreck. I was numb. I just wanted to feel something. And, I did the stupidest thing ever. I thought it would be alright if I had sex with a very dear friend. We’ve known each other since childhood. I mean we know each and love each other….what could go wrong? I’m embarrassed to write this, but, what went wrong was “it” wasn’t like I had imagined it would be. My dear friend is actually a self centered asshole (I knew this, but my brain is in a fog). The whole thing start to finish (for him) lasted less than 15 minutes and he jumped up and left. I was devastated. It was like at that moment my eyes opened and the fog cleared. I cried. I felt HORRIBLE. I felt no one would ever see me, love me or touch me as my husband did. I’m still self loathing. This was a few weeks ago. So, please make sure you are ready. You may think you are, but make very sure you are. And find a partner that isn’t a dick.

*I don’t know what I just vented the way I did. I’m struggling today.

 

[ElySioNs]

Apparently, this is a subject in grief that people rarely talk about. I am finding that I am needing that human contact. I am actually ashamed to admit that it's only been 2 days since my husband passed. He died on 3/11/22 but I hadn't seen him since December of 2021 (long story). Please don't judge me, but I do have an appetite that needs to be fed. Is it too soon to find a casual lover or even one night stand? I really don't know how to be a widow; I've still got a lot to learn. But every day that goes by without him, I keep daydreaming of our sexual relationship and I long for a man's touch. I feel guilty and like I am betraying him, but I didn't die. I am not by any means looking for a replacement, just sex.

bet she had orgasms that she never had with her husband

 

[Vermilioncore]

bet she had orgasms that she never had with her husband

Fucked her like the dirty raunchy fishy pussy animal she is. Gave her a night to remember

 

[ElySioNs]

Fucked her like the dirty raunchy fishy pussy animal she is. Gave her a night to remember

A night she will never forget and masturbate daily to instead of the hubbys memories

 

[Vermilioncore]

A night she will never forget and masturbate daily to instead of the hubbys memories

True. Probably got fucked raw and hard while telling the fuck boy to shit talk her dead husband to make her even wetter. That’s a a WAP

 

[Giggling Elmo]

it could be worse. have u ever heard about Droz story ? the one from wwe who got paralyzed during his wrestling match

after he lost his contract and his legs, his wife divorce fucked him, took his property and took custody over kids and few weeks after he died finally she sneaked and had sex with a chad on his graveyard

 

[Vermilioncore]

it could be worse. have u ever heard about Droz story ? the one from wwe who got paralyzed during his wrestling match

after he lost his contract and his legs, his wife divorce fucked him, took his property and took custody over kids and few weeks after he died finally she sneaked and had sex with a chad on his graveyard

dayumm, that fat crippled faggot got destroyed big time innit

 

[ElySioNs]

it could be worse. have u ever heard about Droz story ? the one from wwe who got paralyzed during his wrestling match

after he lost his contract and his legs, his wife divorce fucked him, took his property and took custody over kids and few weeks after he died finally she sneaked and had sex with a chad on his graveyard

Women want to deceive, manipulate and destroy men