audimax
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It was a private house party and me and my 2 oldcel buddies just got lucky we were let in after we heard music down the street we were going. We talked a little bit with one of the girls that lived there and she invited us in to drink a beer.
So I sperged out at 2 moments.
At first, I was playing beerpong with some girls and guys. It was fun, everybody was nice to me, girls talked to me. I had a muscle fit T-shirt on and noticed some girls stared a little bit. Well one girl got up to me and introduced herself and wanted to play with me. I told her my name and right in this moment, I noticed 3 of her female friends were standing next to us and watching us. This somehow activated my social anxiety PTSD from teenage years and I didnt know what to say. I just asked her, if her name was German (it obviously was, I live in Germany). She said yes. I said cool cool and just continued playing. Was awkward as fuck and I didnt see her again after that.
However, after her I had some conversations with girls and got their IG. Some of the girls knew each other but I didnt give af.
However, the girl I wanted didn't seem that interested. Here comes the second situation. In the end, when some people already went home, I started talking about stuff that I would talk about with my buddies. Ended up talking to her about renting prices, how much she pays, what the typical price is there, how much sq feet she had, and so on. Only to realize my stupid oldcel ass was discussing boring topics with a much younger girl. Another guy and his girl even looked at me weird after I came up with the rent topic lmao. Well my buddy intervened and got the conversation nicely flowing again. I didnt ask for her number or IG though, was too awkward.
Conclusion: Most of the time I come across NT, probably because the guys there were mostly LTN and I mogged them and the alcohol just made me laugh more and be more NT. Still no matter how much I socialize, I will probably never become fully NT, probably because of 9 years of rotting on PSL sites.
So I sperged out at 2 moments.
At first, I was playing beerpong with some girls and guys. It was fun, everybody was nice to me, girls talked to me. I had a muscle fit T-shirt on and noticed some girls stared a little bit. Well one girl got up to me and introduced herself and wanted to play with me. I told her my name and right in this moment, I noticed 3 of her female friends were standing next to us and watching us. This somehow activated my social anxiety PTSD from teenage years and I didnt know what to say. I just asked her, if her name was German (it obviously was, I live in Germany). She said yes. I said cool cool and just continued playing. Was awkward as fuck and I didnt see her again after that.
However, after her I had some conversations with girls and got their IG. Some of the girls knew each other but I didnt give af.
However, the girl I wanted didn't seem that interested. Here comes the second situation. In the end, when some people already went home, I started talking about stuff that I would talk about with my buddies. Ended up talking to her about renting prices, how much she pays, what the typical price is there, how much sq feet she had, and so on. Only to realize my stupid oldcel ass was discussing boring topics with a much younger girl. Another guy and his girl even looked at me weird after I came up with the rent topic lmao. Well my buddy intervened and got the conversation nicely flowing again. I didnt ask for her number or IG though, was too awkward.
Conclusion: Most of the time I come across NT, probably because the guys there were mostly LTN and I mogged them and the alcohol just made me laugh more and be more NT. Still no matter how much I socialize, I will probably never become fully NT, probably because of 9 years of rotting on PSL sites.
