Fucking brutal X.X (My acne is returning)

[Deleted member 5927]

Well, I suppose this was really just fate.

Ever since I was 14 I've had acne. At times it got really fucking bad, it's part of the reason my life was so tough in highschool, why I never got a girlfriend, why I'm still insecure as fuck to this day.

It's why I have almost zero positive highschool experiences. Life was a LIVING HELL for me at age 17. My entire face was COVERED in cystic, disgusting acne that oozed out of my face.

I have scarring to this day but the acne is fucking relentless. I've blasted accutane 2 fucking times now and it still, still keeps returning.

You can see my old threads if you remember them from 3-4 months ago of how my face was absolutely destroying itself randomly and I had to use accutane to cure it.

Here is my skin quality up close after years of cystic acne and now pustules.

This shit is fucking soul crushing.

I have like 3 boxes of 20mg accutane and 1 box of 30mg accutane that I'm taking right now, I just ordered 4 more boxes currently of the smaller boxes from ExpressPCT.

When will my face clear up? I'm taking like 40mg a day so far. This shit is so fucking soul crushing, I hardly want to go out in public or do anything now. Even worse I'm in college, imagine the feeling of being around foids with this shit. Absolutely devastating.

 

[Deleted member 4430]

over if you use acutane for “this“

 

[hiT]

Damn man that's tough, what does your dermatologist have to say about this? If I were to have a say on this I'd suggest that you should go do some bloodwork, I guess blasting Accutane 2 times and still having acne is suicide fuel.

 

[Hozay]

I'm so sorry homie. You never deserved this.

 

[Deleted member 5927]

over if you use acutane for “this“

It will only get worse, I've gone through this many times before, it will end up covering my entire face like it has in the past and I pray, I pray it doesn't get to that point with the accutane stopping it.

 

[Hozay]

It will only get worse, I've gone through this many times before, it will end up covering my entire face like it has in the past and I pray, I pray it doesn't get to that point with the accutane stopping it.

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Dude, I wouldn't even want to go outside if I had acne like that, I admire your strength a lot. I will pray for you.

 

[Deleted member 5927]

Damn man that's tough, what does your dermatologist have to say about this? If I were to have a say on this I'd suggest that you should go do some bloodwork, I guess blasting Accutane 2 times and still having acne is suicide fuel.

I'm not going to a dermatologist, I'm just buying it off the internet myself. I went to the dermatologist the first time. It's extremely expensive, a lot of fucking work, you have to do blood tests 1 week before, set up visits, go to the fucking pharmacy, pay doctor bills, pharmacy bills, and blood work bills, I would rather just risk killing my liver and buy it for $50 off Express PCT and just not do all that bullshit.

It is what it is. Also this medication I'm taking in secret, I'm in the military and I'm not allowed to take medication without permission, it's a literal law.

 

[hiT]

I'm not going to a dermatologist, I'm just buying it off the internet myself. I went to the dermatologist the first time. It's extremely expensive, a lot of fucking work, you have to do blood tests 1 week before, set up visits, go to the fucking pharmacy, pay doctor bills, pharmacy bills, and blood work bills, I would rather just risk killing my liver and buy it for $50 off Express PCT and just not do all that bullshit.

It is what it is. Also this medication I'm taking in secret, I'm in the military and I'm not allowed to take medication without permission, it's a literal law.

I respect that choice but I highly suggest that you rethink that, you either looksmax or looksmedium.

 

[EverythingMattersCel]

I'm not going to a dermatologist, I'm just buying it off the internet myself. I went to the dermatologist the first time. It's extremely expensive, a lot of fucking work, you have to do blood tests 1 week before, set up visits, go to the fucking pharmacy, pay doctor bills, pharmacy bills, and blood work bills, I would rather just risk killing my liver and buy it for $50 off Express PCT and just not do all that bullshit.

It is what it is. Also this medication I'm taking in secret, I'm in the military and I'm not allowed to take medication without permission, it's a literal law.

Have you ever got iods from your acne? To foids give you repulsed looks because of your skin?

 

[Deleted member 10185]

Pretty great skin. I had acne since 24.. Its fucking sucks. I can hide it with beard.

 

[EverythingMattersCel]

I've had some form of acne every single day for the past 10 years. No woman will ever love you if you have acne...

It got really bad between 15 - 17. 10x worse than in your pics. It's over.

 

[Deleted member 6573]

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[alligatordude]

yeah acne pisses me off so much man i feel ur pain


when i get new acne it mentally fucks me

 

[Deleted member 5891]

@Native i feel you brah
good luck