Rayryan
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I see guys like Chad just living, like actually living, and it hits me every time how not fair it is. He doesn’t think about his face or his height or how he stands, he just exists and people want him. I wake up already tired, already thinking what I need to fix today, what I need to push harder, what I need to pin myself even i pin 5 types of substance ,just to feel like I’m not completely losing. And yeah I know life isn’t fair, everyone says that, but this feels unfair unfair unfair on a different level. I didn’t choose this body this face this starting line, but I’m the one paying for it every single day. He gets confidence for free I have to build mine out of pain and routine and hoping it’s enough. And the worst part is knowing no matter how hard I try, it still might never catch up. That’s what messes with me. It’s not fair, unfair it’s never been fair, and some days that thought just sits there and doesn’t leave.
Regard
Ryan
Regard
Ryan
yall talkin bout me
