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after 5 months of not talking to my oneitis because she ghosted me and treated me like shit, i tried talking to her on Instagram telling her how she treated me was extremely rude. she seemed supportive at first and like she wanted to talk about it. she said it once and i told her i wasn't sure if she was being genuine and there was no reason to lie if she wasn't. after that i guess she knew i wouldn't fall for any more BS and then now im ghosted again. after all the courage i did to talk to her, after thinking maybe there was a chance she was sorry and we could fix things, i fall back into the same fucking trap all over again. now i wanna kill myself. going off all my social medias, left all my friend groups on snap, discord, etc, either wanna die or ascend greater than anyone else ever has but thats impossible, just wanna fucking suicide cause i keep letting foids ruin my fucking happiness