@gengar how is your day

[not__cel]

@Gengar you seem a bit sad are you ok?

 

[Gengar]

I was definitely sad earlier today, mirin your EQ. It's 7:17 AM here and I wonder if I should sleep or not... I may pull another all-nighter, because I need to fix my sleeping schedule. It's really bad. Anyway, thanks for asking and checking up on me, bless you. How are you, friend?

 

[Methylphenidate]

I was definitely sad earlier today, mirin your EQ. It's 7:17 AM here and I wonder if I should sleep or not... I may pull another all-nighter, because I need to fix my sleeping schedule. It's really bad. Anyway, thanks for asking and checking up on me, bless you. How are you, friend?

Sleep please

 

[not__cel]

I was definitely sad earlier today, mirin your EQ. It's 7:17 AM here and I wonder if I should sleep or not... I may pull another all-nighter, because I need to fix my sleeping schedule. It's really bad. Anyway, thanks for asking and checking up on me, bless you. How are you, friend?

Damn, you should sleep for the day and take NyQuil or a sleeping pill at a specific time to sleep it helps your mental health to have sleep when you need it, and no problem man I hope you do well I’m just relaxing for awhile before I go to bed. There are some late night thoughts but that’s about it, keep your head up

 

[Methylphenidate]

I was definitely sad earlier today, mirin your EQ. It's 7:17 AM here and I wonder if I should sleep or not... I may pull another all-nighter, because I need to fix my sleeping schedule. It's really bad. Anyway, thanks for asking and checking up on me, bless you. How are you, friend?

Catching up on sleep is real. Pulling an all nighter won't fix anything. But tbh if I was 30 and khhv id stay up all day and rot. Would be kinda fun.

 

[Gengar]

Sleep please

I don't think I'll be able to fall asleep, I am not even feeling sleepy in the slightest. I did wake up late, around 8 PM, so perhaps that's why. That's why I'm thinking, a reset on my sleeping schedule would fix it (but since I'm stupid, I always manage to screw that up, and repeat the same old cycle. I lost count as to how many times I've done this, but the figure would likely not be any lower than 100).

 

[Gengar]

Damn, you should sleep for the day and take NyQuil or a sleeping pill at a specific time to sleep it helps your mental health to have sleep when you need it, and no problem man I hope you do well I’m just relaxing for awhile before I go to bed. There are some late night thoughts but that’s about it, keep your head up

I don't take anything, even when I have a headache I don't take paracetamol. And thank you for the nice words brother, I wish the same for you. Make sure not to dwell on those thoughts too long, especially if they have the power to make you sad, because then you'll end up where I was a few hours earlier and you don't want that, trust me. Thank you once again.

 

[not__cel]

Catching up on sleep is real. Pulling an all nighter won't fix anything. But tbh if I was 30 and khhv id stay up all day and rot. Would be kinda fun.

Once you rot all the time it becomes less fun, it’s fun when your life isn’t ruined and there was a cash flow but otherwise it’s fucked (-15 hours a day rotter)

 

[Gengar]

Catching up on sleep is real. Pulling an all nighter won't fix anything. But tbh if I was 30 and khhv id stay up all day and rot. Would be kinda fun.

I'm not 30 yet haha, ten more months to go, but yeah I've been NEETmaxxing since I was 19 or 20, and let me tell you something, I don't think people can stand being this bored. I can handle it very well but I know that most people cannot. It's not something I would recommend. I actually would like to have a job, rather than rotting at home all day. Which is what I normally do. Today, however, is a special day and I'm going to carry on a tradition that I stopped doing for a while so I have to ensure I don't accidentally miss that since if I wake up too late, which will probably be the case if I do fall asleep, then I won't be able to do what I wanted to do.

 

[Methylphenidate]

Once you rot all the time it becomes less fun, it’s fun when your life isn’t ruined and there was a cash flow but otherwise it’s fucked (-15 hours a day rotter)

you can't rot and have a cash flow as an adult at the same time, unless you became a sigma entrepreneur millionare at 21 and you suddenly decided to ldar at 30

 

[Gengar]

Once you rot all the time it becomes less fun, it’s fun when your life isn’t ruined and there was a cash flow but otherwise it’s fucked (-15 hours a day rotter)

Precisely, I just said this to him. It's fun the first few weeks but after that, it's definitely no fun. Especially if it's going on for months. And then imagine that for a decade. That's where I'm at.

 

[not__cel]

I'm not 30 yet haha, ten more months to go, but yeah I've been NEETmaxxing since I was 19 or 20, and let me tell you something, I don't think people can stand being this bored. I can handle it very well but I know that most people cannot. It's not something I would recommend. I actually would like to have a job, rather than rotting at home all day. Which is what I normally do. Today, however, is a special day and I'm going to carry on a tradition that I stopped doing for a while so I have to ensure I don't accidentally miss that since if I wake up too late, which will probably be the case if I do fall asleep, then I won't be able to do what I wanted to do.

Yeah as a true rotter, rotting becomes less fun the more it ruins your life and the more used to it you get, I’m looking for a job too hopefully we both get in

 

[not__cel]

Precisely, I just said this to him. It's fun the first few weeks but after that, it's definitely no fun. Especially if it's going on for months. And then imagine that for a decade. That's where I'm at.

Hopefully you get to where you need to be man, I’m rooting for you you can do it

 

[Gengar]

you can't rot and have a cash flow as an adult at the same time, unless you became a sigma entrepreneur millionare at 21 and you suddenly decided to ldar at 30

It's definitely a possibility, but you have to be either mentally unstable or you have to be physically handicapped. Since I'm neither (yeah ok, I lied, I'm definitely mentally ill because I have OCD -- but here they are talking about stuff like schizophrenia and other crazy shit), I can't do that. But it's not like I want to do that, I know guys who do that and they're in their late 30s and 40s and they're all schizomaxxed, that's no way to live. It's better to have a job, go to school, etc, than doing this. I can tell from experience.

 

[Methylphenidate]

It's definitely a possibility, but you have to be either mentally unstable or you have to be physically handicapped. Since I'm neither (yeah ok, I lied, I'm definitely mentally ill because I have OCD -- but here they are talking about stuff like schizophrenia and other crazy shit), I can't do that. But it's not like I want to do that, I know guys who do that and they're in their late 30s and 40s and they're all schizomaxxed, that's no way to live. It's better to have a job, go to school, etc, than doing this. I can tell from experience.

Alright guess I'll study and get a job normiemax then

 

[Gengar]

Yeah as a true rotter, rotting becomes less fun the more it ruins your life and the more used to it you get, I’m looking for a job too hopefully we both get in

It definitely ruins your life, in fact, it even ruins your social skills. I used to be very NT but now I'm pretty much aspie. I hope you get the job you're looking for! Sadly, I don't have a university degree nor do I have work experience, which are the two most important factors here, so it's going to be more difficult for me. I'll probably end up with some shitty job I don't like doing, but that's probably gonna be better than doing nothing at all. We'll see. Definitely keep me updated!

 

[Gengar]

Alright guess I'll study and get a job normiemax then

I wish I had done this. If I had my university degree in my early 20s, I would just rot constantly until I have no other choice but to apply for the job I want to have and then work that job. Instead, I'm going to have to go to college for like, four years (if I don't drop out, at least) before I finally get to be in that position, but even then I'll be screwed kinda due to my age and lack of experience. The normie way is better, tbh.

 

[Gengar]

Hopefully you get to where you need to be man, I’m rooting for you you can do it

Time will tell! Thank you. Same goes for you, of course! And if you ever need to chat you can always send me a PM.

 

[Methylphenidate]

I wish I had done this. If I had my university degree in my early 20s, I would just rot constantly until I have no other choice but to apply for the job I want to have and then work that job. Instead, I'm going to have to go to college for like, four years (if I don't drop out, at least) before I finally get to be in that position, but even then I'll be screwed kinda due to my age and lack of experience. The normie way is better, tbh.

Man, im 16 rn, I really want to stop logging into this site as a whole and focus on studying n sheit but im just addicted. Like very addicted. Pretty sure im on here for atleast 7-8 hours a day. Anything I can do to stop?

 

[not__cel]

It definitely ruins your life, in fact, it even ruins your social skills. I used to be very NT but now I'm pretty much aspie. I hope you get the job you're looking for! Sadly, I don't have a university degree nor do I have work experience, which are the two most important factors here, so it's going to be more difficult for me. I'll probably end up with some shitty job I don't like doing, but that's probably gonna be better than doing nothing at all. We'll see. Definitely keep me updated!

Online college is an option though not a good one, yeah it ruins a lot of things the pipeline is quick and sad, some of my family members lives have been drained and ruined from it.

As a kid my mom told me “don’t go on the internet too long it’ll rot your brain” now Roy has a new meaning, escaping it and or coexisting with it is the goal

 

[not__cel]

Man, im 16 rn, I really want to stop logging into this site as a whole and focus on studying n sheit but im just addicted. Like very addicted. Pretty sure im on here for atleast 7-8 hours a day. Anything I can do to stop?

Block the site with an app, and try to do other things, I’m sure this won’t help if you have no will power but if you can decide to use something else it’ll be helpful for you

 

[Gengar]

Man, im 16 rn, I really want to stop logging into this site as a while and focus on studying n sheit but im just addicted. Like very addicted. Pretty sure im on here for atleast 7-8 hours a day. Anything I can do to stop?

Dang, at your age you shouldn't be posting here much, or on any other forum. When I was 16, I was hanging out a lot with my friends, only on forums for an hour max if I was bored and that was the end of that. You may notice some days I don't show up at all, that's because I don't access the forum, instead I just watch tv or something, and not touch my phone at all. I think that's the best way to stop being on this site for too long.

 

[Gengar]

Online college is an option though not a good one, yeah it ruins a lot of things the pipeline is quick and sad, some of my family members lives have been drained and ruined from it.

As a kid my mom told me “don’t go on the internet too long it’ll rot your brain” now Roy has a new meaning, escaping it and or coexisting with it is the goal

I'm already going to college, but it's not online, it's part-time. I know that online college isn't the way to go because it gives you too much freedom and I cannot be trusted with that, I'd just procrastinate a lot and not get any shit done whatsoever. At least with part-time college, you go to classes once a week and you're somewhat more motivated. Although I skipped this week's classes because of my sleeping schedule. Sad to hear about your family members' lives being drained and ruined, by the way.

 

[Methylphenidate]

Block the site with an app, and try to do other things, I’m sure this won’t help if you have no will power but if you can decide to use something else it’ll be helpful for you

Dang, at your age you shouldn't be posting here much, or on any other forum. When I was 16, I was hanging out a lot with my friends, only on forums for an hour max if I was bored and that was the end of that. You may notice some days I don't show up at all, that's because I don't access the forum, instead I just watch tv or something, and not touch my phone at all. I think that's the best way to stop being on this site for too long.

I've tried the "just do it" method of just keeping my phone away, disabling google n stuff but after like 20-30 minutes of being conscious of existing in my body, and doing boring shit like studying on top of that, just makes me want to escape and I keep going back to it.

And @Gengar I don't have a TV for now (not any financial issue or anything) but before I joined this forum I was rotting on YouTube for like 9-10 hours a day. Im addicted to escapism. I can't even eat food without reading something or being on my phone. Ffs I can't even shower without my phone. Anyways, I'll try again though, to stop. Not like I have any other option since one day I'll regret all ts anyways.

 

[not__cel]

I'm already going to college, but it's not online, it's part-time. I know that online college isn't the way to go because it gives you too much freedom and I cannot be trusted with that, I'd just procrastinate a lot and not get any shit done whatsoever. At least with part-time college, you go to classes once a week and you're somewhat more motivated. Although I skipped this week's classes because of my sleeping schedule. Sad to hear about your family members' lives being drained and ruined, by the way.

Glad to know that you’re taking a step in the right direction, just know what you’re doing right now is really beneficial to your future self, good job man keep it up

 

[Gengar]

I've tried the "just do it" method of just keeping my phone away, disabling google n stuff but after like 20-30 minutes of being conscious of existing in my body, and doing boring shit like studying on top of that, just makes me want to escape and I keep going back to it.

And @Gengar I don't have a TV for now (not any financial issue or anything) but before I joined this forum I was rotting on YouTube for like 9-10 hours a day. Im addicted to escapism. I can't even eat food without reading something or being on my phone. Ffs I can't even shower without my phone. Anyways, I'll try again though, to stop. Not like I have any other option since one day I'll regret all ts anyways.

You sound like you have a phone addiction, and being on this site is just a manifestation of your phone addiction. My brother is the same way, he's constantly on his phone no matter what he's doing. The only time he isn't on his phone is when he's gaming.

 

[Gengar]

Glad to know that you’re taking a step in the right direction, just know what you’re doing right now is really beneficial to your future self, good job man keep it up

Thank you my friend. I was on the verge of dropping out again, though and I may still drop out if I don't have any way to advance into the next year, but I'll focus on finding a job. I have to do something, you know? I can't rot and not do anything worthwhile at all. Even if it's making a bit of money, it's better than doing nothing, and my social skills can benefit from it (I lost most of my social skills due to rotting).

 

[Methylphenidate]

You sound like you have a phone addiction, and being on this site is just a manifestation of your phone addiction. My brother is the same way, he's constantly on his phone no matter what he's doing. The only time he isn't on his phone is when he's gaming.

I used to have a video game addiction (on my phone) but I quit video games and switched to YouTube at 11. Video games were much better

I wouldn't say it's just phone addiction, it's also loneliness, since im alone at home, I just want to feel connected all the time. Plus escapism.

 

[not__cel]

Thank you my friend. I was on the verge of dropping out again, though and I may still drop out if I don't have any way to advance into the next year, but I'll focus on finding a job. I have to do something, you know? I can't rot and not do anything worthwhile at all. Even if it's making a bit of money, it's better than doing nothing, and my social skills can benefit from it (I lost most of my social skills due to rotting).

If you need a way to study/cheat use ai, do anything just don’t give up, becoming a low income wagie is worse than a high-mid income wagie

You’re in the right direction just don’t give up and reward yourself, maybe get a snack to reward yourself for doing all of this, you don’t know how much this will make your future self thank you

 

[Gengar]

I used to have a video game addiction (on my phone) but I quit video games and switched to YouTube at 11. Video games were much better

I wouldn't say it's just phone addiction, it's also loneliness, since im alone at home, I just want to feel connected all the time. Plus escapism.

In my brother's case, he's married and still on his phone, but not when he's with his wife. So I think in his case it's still a phone addiction. I think using escapism to deal with loneliness is normal. That's why I watch tv shows or movies, so I can forget about life for a while.

 

[Gengar]

If you need a way to study/cheat use ai, do anything just don’t give up, becoming a low income wagie is worse than a high-mid income wagie

You’re in the right direction just don’t give up and reward yourself, maybe get a snack to reward yourself for doing all of this, you don’t know how much this will make your future self thank you

I think I'm definitely going to be a low income wagie, because I don't ever plan on working full time. I just wanna work part-time. I've rotted so much I can never get used to a 9-5 system, 5x a week kind of thing. Had I never rotted I would have been able to, but now it's joever haha. What about you, you wanna work five times a week?

 

[Methylphenidate]

In my brother's case, he's married and still on his phone, but not when he's with his wife. So I think in his case it's still a phone addiction. I think using escapism to deal with loneliness is normal. That's why I watch tv shows or movies, so I can forget about life for a while.

I watch shows when im not on my phone (on some other phone)

relatable, the last part

 

[Gengar]

I watch shows when im not on my phone (on some other phone)

relatable, the last part

At 16 you shouldn't be able to relate bhai. What kinda shows do you watch?

 

[not__cel]

I think I'm definitely going to be a low income wagie, because I don't ever plan on working full time. I just wanna work part-time. I've rotted so much I can never get used to a 9-5 system, 5x a week kind of thing. Had I never rotted I would have been able to, but now it's joever haha. What about you, you wanna work five times a week?

Bro there’s no other option than working 9-5 until I can afford to stop, I want to reinvest and franchise a twin peaks in my state but I don’t have 3 million so I have to save and by it together with some pals

My goal isn’t 9-5 wagie but it’s what I’ll have to do for a couple years just to buy what’s needed in middle america

 

[Gengar]

Bro there’s no other option than working 9-5 until I can afford to stop, I want to reinvest and franchise a twin peaks in my state but I don’t have 3 million so I have to save and by it together with some pals

My goal isn’t 9-5 wagie but it’s what I’ll have to do for a couple years just to buy what’s needed in middle america

Wait, are you THAT guy? I remember talking to you about that! Way back. Good to hear you're still following up with that dream. :3

 

[Methylphenidate]

At 16 you shouldn't be able to relate bhai. What kinda shows do you watch?

Rn im watching this detective show called Adrian Monk, it's pretty old, but its entertaining

 

[Gengar]

Rn im watching this detective show called Adrian Monk, it's pretty old, but its entertaining

Oh, you mean Monk. My brother watched that years ago. I never did but doesn't he have OCD/germophobia? I have the same mental illness.

 

[Methylphenidate]

Oh, you mean Monk. My brother watched that years ago. I never did but doesn't he have OCD/germophobia? I have the same mental illness.

Yeah. The guys name is adrian monk so I thought the show would be called that. My dumb ahh dnrd the name it seems.

And wow, that must suck tbh... Is there actually no cure for it?

 

[Gengar]

Yeah. The guys name is adrian monk so I thought the show would be called that. My dumb ahh dnrd the name it seems.

And wow, that must suck tbh... Is there actually no cure for it?

Hahah nah you're not dumb, my friend. Well, you were about 50% right anyway... so there's that haha. And uh, no, sadly there's no cure for OCD. There's therapy but no cure exists. I guess in a way, I'm non-NT myself.

 

[Methylphenidate]

Hahah nah you're not dumb, my friend. Well, you were about 50% right anyway... so there's that haha. And uh, no, sadly there's no cure for OCD. There's therapy but no cure exists. I guess in a way, I'm non-NT myself.

As long as it doesn't affect your social life, I guess you'd be NT...

 

[Mhel4]

I was definitely sad earlier today, mirin your EQ. It's 7:17 AM here and I wonder if I should sleep or not... I may pull another all-nighter, because I need to fix my sleeping schedule. It's really bad. Anyway, thanks for asking and checking up on me, bless you. How are you, friend?

didnt read the whole thread but gl with sleep

 

[Gengar]

As long as it doesn't affect your social life, I guess you'd be NT...

It used to affect me heavily. I would ritually shower everytime after coming home from outside and after that, I'd refuse to get out. So often, my friends would get angry when I refused to hang out with them simply because I had already showered and I didn't want to go through that again. I didn't want to go through that because I would shower 3 times in a row. And now I just showered today after not showering for 2 months.

 

[Gengar]

didnt read the whole thread but gl with sleep

Haha that's okay, and thank you! I'm not sure if I'm gonna sleep today. It's now 8:04 AM.

 

[Cigarette]

Nigger

 

[Methylphenidate]

It used to affect me heavily. I would ritually shower everytime after coming home from outside and after that, I'd refuse to get out. So often, my friends would get angry when I refused to hang out with them simply because I had already showered and I didn't want to go through that again. I didn't want to go through that because I would shower 3 times in a row. And now I just showered today after not showering for 2 months.

I think you cured yourself tbh I can't even go a day without a shower, I'd smell like cum otherwise

 

[Gengar]

I think you cured yourself tbh I can't even go a day without a shower, I'd smell like cum otherwise

Hahahah. Well I still have OCD, it will never fully go away. I still have my rituals and whatnot. And well you are a teenager with raging hormones, I guess they're responsible for the smell. Oddly enough I don't smell, if I do smell it's just my clothes because I keep wearing it for weeks.

 

[TuniaLTN]

Wholesome thread!

 

[Gengar]

Wholesome thread!

Bless @not__cel & @Methylphenidate.

 

[Methylphenidate]

it's just my clothes because I keep wearing it for weeks.

You're probably less germophobic than me bruv

Even the underwear? (No homo)

 

[Gengar]

You're probably less germophobic than me bruv

Even the underwear? (No homo)

That's why it's OCD, because it's so weird, rather than straight up germophobia.

And yes.