Genuinly dont know how i didnt rope as a teen

[pope]

wtf even kept me going. Life was shit even shittier than now yet I didn't want to ldar, makes me kind of want to throw up when I think back

 

[emomaxx]

you didnt have this forum

 

[pope]

you didnt have this forum

I had 4chan and was incel kind of. I guess my psycho mom was exciting enough to make life a bit interesting

 

[emomaxx]

I had 4chan and was incel kind of. I guess my psycho mom was exciting enough to make life a bit interesting

4chan and kind of a incel in the same sentence

 

[gunrenaissance]

I had 4chan and was incel kind of. I guess my psycho mom was exciting enough to make life a bit interesting

do u slay now bro?
if not then dnr

 

[pope]

do u slay now bro?
if not then dnr

I guess yeah I used to shortly before the present but I descended

 

[Elegant]

I had a 3 year long period between ages of 14 and 17 and life was absolute torture, like completely unbearable and I also wonder how I went through that without killing myself, I get shivers even thinking about the feeling I had in my guts before sleep at that time. Funny thing is that it was completely not affected by looks, I couldve been Strijd and I would have still went through the same horror, just a bad hand after bad hand, life is pretty good now tho.

 

[pope]

I had a 3 year long period between ages of 14 and 17 and life was absolute torture, like completely unbearable and I also wonder how I went through that without killing myself, I get shivers even thinking about the feeling I had in my guts before sleep at that time. Funny thing is that it was completely not affected by looks, I couldve been Strijd and I would have still went through the same horror, just a bad hand after bad hand, life is pretty good now tho.

Was it parents ?

 

[Elegant]

Was it parents ?

well kinda, many other things as well, close people to me passing, moving around, health issues, i think giving up hope at that time genuinely brought me more peace than believing it will get better and other classic bluepill, really glad I found forums at that time so that I could realize that its over and that its not my fault (and basically anybody's fault)

 

[pope]

well kinda, many other things as well, close people to me passing, moving around, health issues, i think giving up hope at that time genuinely brought me more peace than believing it will get better and other classic bluepill, really glad I found forums at that time so that I could realize that its over and that its not my fault (and basically anybody's fault)

Yeah bluepill shit is suifuel especially if the ending isn't so good