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You gotta appreciate the girls keeping it civil and just letting you go. The worst is when a girl lets you chase her and you go out with her again only for her to start belittling and humiliating you. I had this happen twice in a row and it was traumatic.
Not being attracted to a guy is normal but dehumanizing, breakinng his confidence while simultaneously manipulating him into obsessing over you is twisted. I curse my luck for these experiences but this is life at the end of the day. Suffering is sadly part of the game.
Bad things just happen. I try to embrace how fucked up i am and use it to my advantage. The people in the military were right when they told me that the peace of mind that i clinge onto is a childish illusion. Im too far gone anyway.
Not being attracted to a guy is normal but dehumanizing, breakinng his confidence while simultaneously manipulating him into obsessing over you is twisted. I curse my luck for these experiences but this is life at the end of the day. Suffering is sadly part of the game.
Bad things just happen. I try to embrace how fucked up i am and use it to my advantage. The people in the military were right when they told me that the peace of mind that i clinge onto is a childish illusion. Im too far gone anyway.