SharpOrange
lifelong KHHV oldcel
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date 21 sept 2025
getting rejected romantically is now making me submissive and cuck fetishes. Let me explain: I was always lonely, but in deep, I really desire a female form. And to achieve this goal of mine—of having sex and having a gf I followed the cliche blueprint advice, as in, go to the gym and put yourself out there. I did the gym successfully, and now I have the body some guys say they want to be like me in the gym. But I did not get the desired results in terms of improving my romantic life. I am still lonely and miserable as I was, just with bigger muscles, and it doesn’t fix anything 'cause I was never unfit to begin with. And I get constantly rejected by women. It is now starting to give me a humiliation fetish that I get off to now.
I feel women are in control, and they own me, and I perform like a jester to entertain them in front of them just to keep them interested in conversation with me. I feel humiliated like a circus clown, but I still do this 'cause I want female. Now I have started to fix in this slot of being a submissive male who is in control of the female, and I am starting to accept my position as a submissive, humiliated object.
I feel like a cuck, tbh. Now I can’t do anything in this no amount of positive talk or what the forced positivity feeds me. I can see the results with my eyes, and I am disheartened, to say the least. I feel really ashamed of being me. It feels like I was born to be ashamed of myself and humiliated, but I tried escaping it by trying to improve myself. But I am in the same place. I feel like the universe is laughing at me.
i do everything in my life if women like it or not
i thought i should get a full chest tattoo if girls like i don't.
but if tomorrow women say they like fat obese man i will become obese and fat.
if women say they like men with one leg i will cut my one leg.
if they like blind man i will destroy my eyesight.
i am so desperate i am willing to live like homeless in metro if i can get sex or girl at least for once in my life.
absolutely brutal loneliness no way should i just get a hooker at this point i don't want to but what option i have.
pls tell me u all are just discussing fantasy coz i can't imagine kissing anyone no human ever kissed me.
what sin i have done i think i never done any sin.
what is point of life as me.
why me
why
and now the gym has destroyed my hands i can't even jerk off. havnt jerked off in last 3 months or so.
Feels like I missed out on life I’ve never even kissed a girl. Is it all over for me? When will Yamraj come? No Cupid in sight.
i think i love the gender female so much that i can't see women as human or what is that supposed to mean coz i don't see male as a human too i see them as utilities or a means to a end random ass man i don't see him as anything he is either useful to me or be dead i really don't care.
but i love the gender female so much that i love anything walking female any women i don't see them as human too idk coz i am same as men but women are just so beautiful they take my heart away i can just stand hours upon hours to stare at female face or body i really don't care about the person or human behind it or her personality she can be a murder, criminal or homeless anything i really don't care just be a female that is why i love it coz i love the gender not the person.
my homies who are men and have great personality but i don't want to do anything with them see a plumber is also a human but to me it is a tool or guy who fix the plumber stuff nothing more than that.
I desire a female body I want a piece of warm flesh with tits and vagina
getting rejected romantically is now making me submissive and cuck fetishes. Let me explain: I was always lonely, but in deep, I really desire a female form. And to achieve this goal of mine—of having sex and having a gf I followed the cliche blueprint advice, as in, go to the gym and put yourself out there. I did the gym successfully, and now I have the body some guys say they want to be like me in the gym. But I did not get the desired results in terms of improving my romantic life. I am still lonely and miserable as I was, just with bigger muscles, and it doesn’t fix anything 'cause I was never unfit to begin with. And I get constantly rejected by women. It is now starting to give me a humiliation fetish that I get off to now.
I feel women are in control, and they own me, and I perform like a jester to entertain them in front of them just to keep them interested in conversation with me. I feel humiliated like a circus clown, but I still do this 'cause I want female. Now I have started to fix in this slot of being a submissive male who is in control of the female, and I am starting to accept my position as a submissive, humiliated object.
I feel like a cuck, tbh. Now I can’t do anything in this no amount of positive talk or what the forced positivity feeds me. I can see the results with my eyes, and I am disheartened, to say the least. I feel really ashamed of being me. It feels like I was born to be ashamed of myself and humiliated, but I tried escaping it by trying to improve myself. But I am in the same place. I feel like the universe is laughing at me.
i do everything in my life if women like it or not
i thought i should get a full chest tattoo if girls like i don't.
but if tomorrow women say they like fat obese man i will become obese and fat.
if women say they like men with one leg i will cut my one leg.
if they like blind man i will destroy my eyesight.
i am so desperate i am willing to live like homeless in metro if i can get sex or girl at least for once in my life.
absolutely brutal loneliness no way should i just get a hooker at this point i don't want to but what option i have.
pls tell me u all are just discussing fantasy coz i can't imagine kissing anyone no human ever kissed me.
what sin i have done i think i never done any sin.
what is point of life as me.
why me
why
and now the gym has destroyed my hands i can't even jerk off. havnt jerked off in last 3 months or so.
Feels like I missed out on life I’ve never even kissed a girl. Is it all over for me? When will Yamraj come? No Cupid in sight.
i think i love the gender female so much that i can't see women as human or what is that supposed to mean coz i don't see male as a human too i see them as utilities or a means to a end random ass man i don't see him as anything he is either useful to me or be dead i really don't care.
but i love the gender female so much that i love anything walking female any women i don't see them as human too idk coz i am same as men but women are just so beautiful they take my heart away i can just stand hours upon hours to stare at female face or body i really don't care about the person or human behind it or her personality she can be a murder, criminal or homeless anything i really don't care just be a female that is why i love it coz i love the gender not the person.
my homies who are men and have great personality but i don't want to do anything with them see a plumber is also a human but to me it is a tool or guy who fix the plumber stuff nothing more than that.
I desire a female body I want a piece of warm flesh with tits and vagina
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