Catawampus
Rubs me
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I won't ever be viewed as objectively attractive or be known as "that good looking guy." I have come to terms with the fact that I was mutilated at birth. Maybe foregen in the future will help with that, but for now I have admitted defeat. I have coped hard for 3 years now. My brain is tired. I have accepted my state in life as being average. We cant all have 99th percentile genetics. For there to be beautiful people, there have to be ugly ones. That's where I come in. I was never destined for greatness, just mediocrity. Lets face it, I will never get surgeries. The best I can do is softmaxxing. I'm not coping now, this is the opposite of cope. I see my life exactly as it is. No more. No less. I have come to peace with it. I am 1 in 7.5 billion individual souls. I have no right to a better life than anyone else. Life is not fair. It was never meant to be. It is determined purely on the whims of fate. It truly just is what it is