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Deleted member 44
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Copy and pasted from incels.is to give an idea of how SEA is like if you are bottom of the bottom, but still white.
Description of incel
First Impression of Philippines
Later impressions (getting frustrated)
Ascension
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Description of incel
lol at a few parts being his choice, like bad smell.I'm a 28yo, hugless, kissless, complimentless virgin. Bullied throughout my life. No friends. No social media.
Ugly as fuck.....super small frame, balding, underbite, heavy asymmetries, crooked nose, crooked teeth, off midline, glasses, narrow jaw, eye ptotis, cystic acne, terrible acne scars, small dick, scarred lips, hairy as fuck, unibrow, speech problems, ears crazy big, bad smell and no social skills whatsoever.
First Impression of Philippines
The "broke mirror" part made it sound like a larp, but he did provide a tinder conversation in another thread as proof he was there. The mirror part is still bullshit of course.So here are my first impressions on Manila:
1) I see many white men in the residence I'm staying
2) Many 50 and 60yo and a couple of 70yo white men with very young philippina girls
3) I seem to get no interest at all from the girls when I walk by despite the fact I'm white
4) I'm so socially awkward that I caught many philippino guys laughing about me behind my back
I think that if you come here you'll probably get laid, as I said I saw some 70yo american men with 18yo pinay girls on their arm. I'm not getting laid because I'm the ugliest piece of shit you have ever saw in your life, guaranteed. I'm so ugly I'm a crime for humanity. My reflection is so ugly that some years ago I even broke a mirror without touching it in the high school I went to when I looked at it and got bullied for years because of it.
Back in the West I saw small child crying upon seeing me so you can understand how subhuman I look, I'm not just average ugly.
If you are just average ugly, a classic 3-3,5/10 in the West you'll probably get laid without many problems here in Manila. If you are a freak of nature, an abomination of ugliness like me it's difficult.
My goal now has switched from banging a girl, to at least kiss one since I'm a 28yo kissless hugless, complimentless virgin.
Later impressions (getting frustrated)
he also posted a couple threads asking how to have sex, how to find the hole, how to kiss, etc because he was so self conscious of his lack of experience.It's fucking shitty in here.
Apart the city that is a complete shithole and unsafe, let's talk about the girls.
Sure, it's true that white people here are appreciated but it's absolutely not enough to fuck girls.
You'll get tons of matches, hundreds of them, but converting them to actual lays is pretty darn difficult.
They all say they want a LTR and you being white won't change their mind, they will not fuck you just because you're white, forget that. But it's true that if you stay here long term, no matter how ugly you're, you can get one of them for sure. Problem is, most of us are only going to stay here for a week or two and these bitches won't fuck you.
Met other white guys in my residence and told me the same things, actually they told me it's getting more difficult with each passing year.
Most white men here for only a week don't go with "normal" girls, but they go with prostitutes paying 50-60€
I honestly regret coming here, it's absolutely not the paradise people described. I think I contacted more than 100 girls and pretty much all convo went the same way....they reply with monosyllable answers, are ugly on average and completely not interested on casual sex.
I thought that by coming here I could find the sluttiness of american bitches with the advantage of being white. But I was so wrong. The missing piece is that these girls all want a relationship and stop replying when you hint you want casual sex or try to speed up a bit the things
Ascension
So I'm not anymore a 28yo virgin.
I lost it to a true monster beast, she was 46yo, 4ft6, fat as fuck, ugly as hell, with some rotten teeth, with bald spots and scars. Not to mention greasy hair and stinky. Looked like a drug addicts, actually she probably was considering she was from Tondo, the true slum of Manila.
That was my only option because I'm a mentalcel and felt lower than all other girls and couldn't do it otherwise.
I'm not exaggerating when I say 90% of the forum wouldn't have even touch with gloves on, and 99% wouldn't have kissed here.
So we met at the mall for a late lunch and when I saw her she was even uglier than in the pics, to the point where people actually turned. I was actually ashamed to walk with her.
But the worse things had to come yet.
We sat at a restaurant who had tables really close together, and the waitress gave us a table right next to a 60yo american man who was eating lunch alone and was a total jerk because when he saw the beast started to laugh between himself, and then, even after he finished his lunch, kept staying there to eavesdrop the conversation and have some laughs. Felt so bad.
Anyway after we ate lunch I had a quick tour of the mall with her but I kept seeing people laughing at me for walking with a beast like that so I proposed her to go to my condo with the excuse it was hot and in my room I had air condition.
I proposed to watch a movie and she accepted. Now, here, I was a genius because I chose the right movie: Baywatch....so many sexual reference in that movie.
Problem was that she sat in the sofa in the living room instead of the bed in the bedroom so had to find an excuse to move there. I told her I saw someone spying from the other apartment (JFL) and I faked being creeped out by it and proposed to move to my bedroom (couldn't find a better excuse). She accepted.
So we watched the movie and I kept her close to me caressing her thigh and her arm. As soon as the movie started to show asses or talking about it I jumped into the opportunity and touched her ass saying "you too have a good ass, don't you?" (she didn't, she was ugly as fuck).
After a while I tried to move my hand permanently to her ass but she opposed it, tried again later but she kept resisting it.
But everytime I did that I gained some space closed to her pussy.
After a while I had my hand permanently on her ass and tried to go under her clothes....I was met with some resistance.
We kept seeing a movie (we were halfway through it) where I exploited a moment and put her on top of me and from there it was on. Undressed her, kissed her and then took off my pants. She sucked it. Then I put on a condom and fucked her doggystyle and with her on top for a while.
I then let her suck again and jizzed on her.
After that i didn't even want round 2, told her I needed to work and accompanied her to the hall where she went away to her apartment in the slum of Manila.
As for the feelings, I feel much lighter, a pussy feel like a fleshlight but sex is better because you also feel the body. But I expected something more. Keep in mind she was a monster. Actually I'm still a bit traumatized by that beast, hope not to have some nightmares tonight. Tomorrow will go with a normal escort to ease my feeling.
If you have questions, just ask