jacxb
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there's this blonde girl at my gym who i just started seeing around recently (she's friends with other girls at my gym) and sometimes id see her and usually i wouldnt pay attention to her maybe once or twice it looked like i was smiling at her when i was talking to my asian friend who makes me super autistic sometimes (another story) but recently like a week ago we were right next to each other on a exercise and we made heavy eye contact (we would sometimes make so before but it wouldnt be like this time)
then recently i started thinking about her and shit then yesterday she was at the gym i was going to ask for her snap but it was super busy and i got nervous + had alot of cortisol in my system bc some retard i barley know started punching me so i almost fought him but shit was spiked from that plus stress from other things in life and we were again near same exercises (same day) and i was geeking out trying not to be more nervous then i already was legit trying not to self soothing behaviour and im like to her excuse me and she just didnt hear me with hear headphones in jfl and she left but she also was looking at me through out the time she was there (kinda a side note )
today I saw her when i was walking to the gym and she was wearing a gym fit regular top plus those grey leggings that teens would wear on TikTok some times and i was going to say something but she was walking giga fast and she ended up infront of me and im like fuck it whatever ill just say something to her at the gym she goes in there for like one minute says hi to her friends i see her dancing we look at each other i think idk kinda fuzzy then im putting my shit in my locker and she walks right by me and we make eye contact for a sec should have said something here but it happened so fast then she just fucking leaves the gym opposite way of where we direction she went to the gym
is it over her dressing like that + any advice
kind of realized to myself on the way home that i should just focus on the ascension instead of girls but i prioritized her and now its just over im pretty sure
then recently i started thinking about her and shit then yesterday she was at the gym i was going to ask for her snap but it was super busy and i got nervous + had alot of cortisol in my system bc some retard i barley know started punching me so i almost fought him but shit was spiked from that plus stress from other things in life and we were again near same exercises (same day) and i was geeking out trying not to be more nervous then i already was legit trying not to self soothing behaviour and im like to her excuse me and she just didnt hear me with hear headphones in jfl and she left but she also was looking at me through out the time she was there (kinda a side note )
today I saw her when i was walking to the gym and she was wearing a gym fit regular top plus those grey leggings that teens would wear on TikTok some times and i was going to say something but she was walking giga fast and she ended up infront of me and im like fuck it whatever ill just say something to her at the gym she goes in there for like one minute says hi to her friends i see her dancing we look at each other i think idk kinda fuzzy then im putting my shit in my locker and she walks right by me and we make eye contact for a sec should have said something here but it happened so fast then she just fucking leaves the gym opposite way of where we direction she went to the gym
is it over her dressing like that + any advice
kind of realized to myself on the way home that i should just focus on the ascension instead of girls but i prioritized her and now its just over im pretty sure

