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in the beginning of the schoolyear I saw this really pretty girl sit in front of me in class, but she always turns around to talk to her friend so I’m always staring at her
I still like her now (summer before 11 year) cuz she’s even prettier now than at the beginning of the year, smth about her naturally long eyelashes I like. Plus she seems very feminine and nurturing to her friends, but ik she likes to goof around and have. fun to.
Anyways i asked her for her number on an excuse of a group project we had to do together. I thought she was actually into me. We texted a bit. It was going well. But I fucked up and called her a fucking faggot and a bunch of other bad stupid shit because I messed up and sent her the message intended for the boys gc
. I tried to fix it but I did too much damage.
(she ghosted me) I basically scared her off before I got her comfortable enough w me to make those types of jokes.
Later found out that my 6’4 asiane htn friend also has a fat crush on her. (Im 5’4 mixed mtn) he likes her so much he has all of his other friends keeping an eye on her to make sure she doesn’t talk to other guys. he always fixes his hair and makes jokes when he’s around (he’s actually attractive, a rare chang)
Only thing is my Asian friend is scared of going up to her cuz his mom is strict about girls, he’s a big trump supporter and the girl is Mexican/doesn’t like trump. She’s disgusted by my Asian homie for his beliefs n shit so that’s a plus to me. Hes also a pussy w a big ego who’s afraid of rejection. I’ve heard her openly dismiss him whenever his name is brought up in a convo. Brutal.
Worst part, she’s always around this one subhuman (5’11, the only reason I think height pill and personality pill exists) horrible acne super scrawny and looks more like an incel then I do.
But she’s always laughing w the sub bcuz he’s smart n she’s into smart guys or sum dumb shit idk
sucks knowing I’ll never get a chance to talk to her again cus she’s super nice to look at, 5’2 latina, phenomenal hair genetics, exceptional eye area, wide hips and small waist, glowy tan skin, tan, big lips, rounded hairline, pretty hands, doesnt dress like a whore, no past relationships w any guys.
But idk her friendship w the subhuman makes me genuinely believe that not all girls go for looks. The sub is obviously friends with her bc she’s very attractive. But the sub also looks borderline gay idk how to describe it. But walking the halls with her boosts his aura, idk why shes friends with him. she actively talks to him first and laughs with him and acts all girly. She’s really ignoring my 6’4 asian friend for liking trump, my mtn self for calling her a few slurs, and interacts w the subhuman because he’s smart and a makes her laugh????? Am I really that bad of a person? Is personality that important to girls?? A sub 4 has a htb after him??? Ignores mtn w a better face then the sub and 6’4 htn bc of personality? Does personality matter that much?
Also now that I think about it I think I’m just chopped bc I’ve heard her interact w her friends and she has the same type of humor as me so I don’t know. For now I’m stuck looking at her face from afar.
I still like her now (summer before 11 year) cuz she’s even prettier now than at the beginning of the year, smth about her naturally long eyelashes I like. Plus she seems very feminine and nurturing to her friends, but ik she likes to goof around and have. fun to.
Anyways i asked her for her number on an excuse of a group project we had to do together. I thought she was actually into me. We texted a bit. It was going well. But I fucked up and called her a fucking faggot and a bunch of other bad stupid shit because I messed up and sent her the message intended for the boys gc
. I tried to fix it but I did too much damage.(she ghosted me) I basically scared her off before I got her comfortable enough w me to make those types of jokes.
Later found out that my 6’4 asiane htn friend also has a fat crush on her. (Im 5’4 mixed mtn) he likes her so much he has all of his other friends keeping an eye on her to make sure she doesn’t talk to other guys. he always fixes his hair and makes jokes when he’s around (he’s actually attractive, a rare chang)
Only thing is my Asian friend is scared of going up to her cuz his mom is strict about girls, he’s a big trump supporter and the girl is Mexican/doesn’t like trump. She’s disgusted by my Asian homie for his beliefs n shit so that’s a plus to me. Hes also a pussy w a big ego who’s afraid of rejection. I’ve heard her openly dismiss him whenever his name is brought up in a convo. Brutal.
Worst part, she’s always around this one subhuman (5’11, the only reason I think height pill and personality pill exists) horrible acne super scrawny and looks more like an incel then I do.
But she’s always laughing w the sub bcuz he’s smart n she’s into smart guys or sum dumb shit idk
sucks knowing I’ll never get a chance to talk to her again cus she’s super nice to look at, 5’2 latina, phenomenal hair genetics, exceptional eye area, wide hips and small waist, glowy tan skin, tan, big lips, rounded hairline, pretty hands, doesnt dress like a whore, no past relationships w any guys.
But idk her friendship w the subhuman makes me genuinely believe that not all girls go for looks. The sub is obviously friends with her bc she’s very attractive. But the sub also looks borderline gay idk how to describe it. But walking the halls with her boosts his aura, idk why shes friends with him. she actively talks to him first and laughs with him and acts all girly. She’s really ignoring my 6’4 asian friend for liking trump, my mtn self for calling her a few slurs, and interacts w the subhuman because he’s smart and a makes her laugh????? Am I really that bad of a person? Is personality that important to girls?? A sub 4 has a htb after him??? Ignores mtn w a better face then the sub and 6’4 htn bc of personality? Does personality matter that much?
Also now that I think about it I think I’m just chopped bc I’ve heard her interact w her friends and she has the same type of humor as me so I don’t know. For now I’m stuck looking at her face from afar.
