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Context:
On one of my nights out way earlier in the year I ended up pulling a girl (by pulling i mean nothing beyond kissing and touching) which was solely due to the coke I will admit but after like leaving her to talk to my friends for a bit i turned round and saw her tonguing another nigga that was apparently her bf, didnt bother me but was brutal seeing female nature irl. Regardless I was low inhib enough to ask another girl for her snap as we were leaving. She said yes and started holding me n shit - more into me than I was into her at the time too. One of the first things her friend said when she saw her hold my arm was 'hes too short for you' shit pierced my like a knife, was water since Im already fully aware of my manletism and at the time i wasnt frauding as hard as I am now - shit still haunts me to this day. She said she dgaf and still liked me or some shit. Anyway when I said I wanted to leave she was sad about it and told me not to go etc I left her my jacket and told her we could arrange a date so I could get it back.
Cut to like 5 days later I end up meeting with her before the date or anything on another night out and I leave the club to take her and her friends home (brutal i was desginated driver so i couldnt even get that drunk and only did coke), anyway I dropped all her friends off and we went into the woods in and kissed in my car whilst listening to music before I took her home, movie type shit was awesome. Next time I saw her was for the date, I megadoses furosemide, got a haircut and new fit, paid like 300 euros total for our date - took her to an aquarium then restaurant and let her drive my car for a while even though she didnt have a license, she pulled into a secluded side road and wanted me to take things further but me being the non nt retard I was I said something along the lines 'you wanna fuck', after we were kissing n shit, she clearly wanted me to make a move but I didnt realise it. She then larped about how she was SA'd and is still a virgin, I should probably have fingered her cus she said no to the sex but that 'we could do other stuff' which I had no idea what she meant cus im retarded. Was a good date on paper but 3 things happened that were suifuel in hindsight.
1. She saw that I was looking for condoms when I opened my phone next to her.
2. I trauma dumped on her
3. I saw a snap she took of me and sent to my friend that made me want to rope.
Anyway I dropped her home and she sent the 'really enjoyed today' shit iirc correctly, we then proceed to snap each other for a few weeks and I asked her to go on another date like 4 times each time she made an excuse so I just asked her what she wanted and she said 'its not you its me' 'i didnt feel a connection' etc. Me being autistic I wanted to know what I did wrong as so I just started asking her if I was too nice or too short etc, not because I wanted I still wanted her but because I wanted to know what i genuinely did wrong for future reference but tbh theres nothing I could have changed, being chad is the only answer in reality. So I ened the convo with 'yeah its calm you dont have to like me lol' then ghosted and never spoke again.
We then saw each other a few months later at a bar but I just ignored her, then her friends saw me at another club, and finally she then saw me at the train station as I was going home from a clinic after getting filler. She then messaged my gook foid friend about how shes changed and regrets how things ended etc. Now 2-3months later she messages me today asking 'how are you doing x' , from what my foid friends told me, she wants to get back together.
But tbh idk what to do, its so cucked if i get back with a girl that rejected me after she couldnt find a better replacement or chad that would show interest in her so she settle with the guy that did. Getting back with her would be so cucked its crazy how much of my dignity I would lose.
On the other hand... she is a virgin and I havent had sex with anyone that wasnt paid for, and Im a thirsty nigga. I want the xp to reach prestige master at sex and its cheaper than escorts
What do I do?
idk who to tag tbh
@HarrierDuBois need philosphical dostoyevski take
@5.5psl
@Gonthar
@Iasacrko (only tagging because you understand foids our age, else I wouldnt faggot)
Other people should probably be tagged but im too lazy
Context:
On one of my nights out way earlier in the year I ended up pulling a girl (by pulling i mean nothing beyond kissing and touching) which was solely due to the coke I will admit but after like leaving her to talk to my friends for a bit i turned round and saw her tonguing another nigga that was apparently her bf, didnt bother me but was brutal seeing female nature irl. Regardless I was low inhib enough to ask another girl for her snap as we were leaving. She said yes and started holding me n shit - more into me than I was into her at the time too. One of the first things her friend said when she saw her hold my arm was 'hes too short for you' shit pierced my like a knife, was water since Im already fully aware of my manletism and at the time i wasnt frauding as hard as I am now - shit still haunts me to this day. She said she dgaf and still liked me or some shit. Anyway when I said I wanted to leave she was sad about it and told me not to go etc I left her my jacket and told her we could arrange a date so I could get it back.
Cut to like 5 days later I end up meeting with her before the date or anything on another night out and I leave the club to take her and her friends home (brutal i was desginated driver so i couldnt even get that drunk and only did coke), anyway I dropped all her friends off and we went into the woods in and kissed in my car whilst listening to music before I took her home, movie type shit was awesome. Next time I saw her was for the date, I megadoses furosemide, got a haircut and new fit, paid like 300 euros total for our date - took her to an aquarium then restaurant and let her drive my car for a while even though she didnt have a license, she pulled into a secluded side road and wanted me to take things further but me being the non nt retard I was I said something along the lines 'you wanna fuck', after we were kissing n shit, she clearly wanted me to make a move but I didnt realise it. She then larped about how she was SA'd and is still a virgin, I should probably have fingered her cus she said no to the sex but that 'we could do other stuff' which I had no idea what she meant cus im retarded. Was a good date on paper but 3 things happened that were suifuel in hindsight.
1. She saw that I was looking for condoms when I opened my phone next to her.
2. I trauma dumped on her
3. I saw a snap she took of me and sent to my friend that made me want to rope.
Anyway I dropped her home and she sent the 'really enjoyed today' shit iirc correctly, we then proceed to snap each other for a few weeks and I asked her to go on another date like 4 times each time she made an excuse so I just asked her what she wanted and she said 'its not you its me' 'i didnt feel a connection' etc. Me being autistic I wanted to know what I did wrong as so I just started asking her if I was too nice or too short etc, not because I wanted I still wanted her but because I wanted to know what i genuinely did wrong for future reference but tbh theres nothing I could have changed, being chad is the only answer in reality. So I ened the convo with 'yeah its calm you dont have to like me lol' then ghosted and never spoke again.
We then saw each other a few months later at a bar but I just ignored her, then her friends saw me at another club, and finally she then saw me at the train station as I was going home from a clinic after getting filler. She then messaged my gook foid friend about how shes changed and regrets how things ended etc. Now 2-3months later she messages me today asking 'how are you doing x' , from what my foid friends told me, she wants to get back together.
But tbh idk what to do, its so cucked if i get back with a girl that rejected me after she couldnt find a better replacement or chad that would show interest in her so she settle with the guy that did. Getting back with her would be so cucked its crazy how much of my dignity I would lose.
On the other hand... she is a virgin and I havent had sex with anyone that wasnt paid for, and Im a thirsty nigga. I want the xp to reach prestige master at sex and its cheaper than escorts
What do I do?
idk who to tag tbh
@HarrierDuBois need philosphical dostoyevski take
@5.5psl
@Gonthar
@Iasacrko (only tagging because you understand foids our age, else I wouldnt faggot)
Other people should probably be tagged but im too lazy