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So she showed mad interest when we met first
And for me i've never seen woman as beautiful as her i had no choice but diving deep into her.
She always told me we are couple and put me on her wallpaper and shit,
I always said i love her and i like her so much, how beautiful she is etc too. (Failo, never do this shit)
We were not dating in that moment but we were so exclusive to each other whenever we met.
But she was always ghosting me for day or 2 days, and i knew she had time to text me.
But then i figured out she made out with the other guy for 2 nights in a row.(didnt fuck)
It drove me crazy and i felt dead inside.
We talked about it for about 4 hours.
and she said she is so sorry, and she wants to start it over again.
I said yes and forgived her.
I asked her a lot of things. First of all why she doesnt reply my text, she said it was because she was busy for work, and her feelings were not that strong, and didnt know mine was that strong.
And secondary why she did that, she just gave me lame excuses. She was drunk and people put them together, and she felt disgusted in the morning lol
After she went home i drank with friends and i cried a lot. I acted as if it was all okay in front of her but i guess i was not.
Day after i talked with the guy who told me that she cheated, and more questions were driving me crazy. I was not okay and i asked her again. This time she was kinda different, she seem annoyed by the fact that i was asking for 2 days in a row, but 2 days.. isn't it approval when somebody you like more than anyone cheated?
This time she changed attitued and was like, we were not actually dating, i didnt like you that much and i thought you were just playing, you were always drunk blabla most of what she said were just gaslighting lol.
She said if i want to stop talking to her it is okay cuz she doesnt want to hurt me more.
So i asked her if she wants it, she said yes.
So we got in relationship in the worst way
And then after we part, she starts ghosting me again. Takes 2 days to reply and i know she is online and have time after punching out from the work too.
I finally met her on weekend and asked her if you dont want it tell me cuz you seem like you dont even want to talk to me. She said she was busy, and she still likes me lol
I always wanted to meet her on weekdays but she was always ghosting so i couldnt even ask out. I was just wondering why she is doing it. It legit made me go insane.
And few days ago she said she isnt ready for the relationship since she just broke up with her ex,
and i need to much attention, and i am too depressed despite she is not that affectionate person..
But i feel like they are all excuses and somehow she lost her interest for some reason. Maybe i annoyed her by confronting her about cheating for 2 days, not 1day? Lol.
And who in the world would not be depressed and anxious when 'girlfriend' takes minimum 2 days to reply, and cheat? Lmao
She knew what she was doing, but acted like it is all my fault and it is me being so needy. Gaslighting again. ghosting in relationship is not acceptable at all conventionally.
i was asking for at least a scrap of effort.
I still cant figure out what the fucking shit happened and i still cant get over her.
I couldve had several one night stands but im not attracted to any other girl now. I dont know how long this will last.
I think my failo was, being too attached to the girl so easily, and gave too much compliments, showing having depression, coming off needy.
But most of all i think she was literally the worst kind of girl you can ever meet.
Devil in the form of a whore
Sorry its actually quite hard to write down this painful story so i'm sorry my writing skill is fucked up here
And for me i've never seen woman as beautiful as her i had no choice but diving deep into her.
She always told me we are couple and put me on her wallpaper and shit,
I always said i love her and i like her so much, how beautiful she is etc too. (Failo, never do this shit)
We were not dating in that moment but we were so exclusive to each other whenever we met.
But she was always ghosting me for day or 2 days, and i knew she had time to text me.
But then i figured out she made out with the other guy for 2 nights in a row.(didnt fuck)
It drove me crazy and i felt dead inside.
We talked about it for about 4 hours.
and she said she is so sorry, and she wants to start it over again.
I said yes and forgived her.
I asked her a lot of things. First of all why she doesnt reply my text, she said it was because she was busy for work, and her feelings were not that strong, and didnt know mine was that strong.
And secondary why she did that, she just gave me lame excuses. She was drunk and people put them together, and she felt disgusted in the morning lol
After she went home i drank with friends and i cried a lot. I acted as if it was all okay in front of her but i guess i was not.
Day after i talked with the guy who told me that she cheated, and more questions were driving me crazy. I was not okay and i asked her again. This time she was kinda different, she seem annoyed by the fact that i was asking for 2 days in a row, but 2 days.. isn't it approval when somebody you like more than anyone cheated?
This time she changed attitued and was like, we were not actually dating, i didnt like you that much and i thought you were just playing, you were always drunk blabla most of what she said were just gaslighting lol.
She said if i want to stop talking to her it is okay cuz she doesnt want to hurt me more.
So i asked her if she wants it, she said yes.
So we got in relationship in the worst way
And then after we part, she starts ghosting me again. Takes 2 days to reply and i know she is online and have time after punching out from the work too.
I finally met her on weekend and asked her if you dont want it tell me cuz you seem like you dont even want to talk to me. She said she was busy, and she still likes me lol
I always wanted to meet her on weekdays but she was always ghosting so i couldnt even ask out. I was just wondering why she is doing it. It legit made me go insane.
And few days ago she said she isnt ready for the relationship since she just broke up with her ex,
and i need to much attention, and i am too depressed despite she is not that affectionate person..
But i feel like they are all excuses and somehow she lost her interest for some reason. Maybe i annoyed her by confronting her about cheating for 2 days, not 1day? Lol.
And who in the world would not be depressed and anxious when 'girlfriend' takes minimum 2 days to reply, and cheat? Lmao
She knew what she was doing, but acted like it is all my fault and it is me being so needy. Gaslighting again. ghosting in relationship is not acceptable at all conventionally.
i was asking for at least a scrap of effort.
I still cant figure out what the fucking shit happened and i still cant get over her.
I couldve had several one night stands but im not attracted to any other girl now. I dont know how long this will last.
I think my failo was, being too attached to the girl so easily, and gave too much compliments, showing having depression, coming off needy.
But most of all i think she was literally the worst kind of girl you can ever meet.
Devil in the form of a whore
Sorry its actually quite hard to write down this painful story so i'm sorry my writing skill is fucked up here
