Moneymaxxed
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For the past 12 years or so, I've been chasing $ and women hard. Constantly scheming up new ways to make a lot quickly, sometimes failing, sometimes doing ok, and once or twice hitting home runs. Always moving from city to city, meeting new people, forming new networks, running through more and more girls and figuring out the best ways to get them.
At first I just worked really hard and slept with women from bars and clubs (only had 0.3% success rate lol). This was very inefficient but relatively fulfilling. Then I banged tons of prostitutes, gold diggers, and other degenerate women that make money off their looks, especially after I had financial means. Generally speaking, they are uneducated, with narcissistic personality disorder and other nasty issues. They tend to be lazy as well. Even the classy runway models with graduate degrees generally have personality disorders. Women that gravitate towards rich guys are the most hypergamous women in the world and make your life a living hell when you date them (unless you're chad, then it's not as bad of course). It's always a bittersweet experience for me, almost never positive in the end either.
The guys in my life similarly, are often dishonest sharks and scumbags because I meet them at nightclubs or etc. Basically I've lived a lifestyle where I can't trust anyone because everyone is a piece of shit. It looks good on the outside, and when your dick is inside a gigastacy and you creampie her it all seems worth it. But maybe I'm just a drug addict hitting a dopamine button like a rat in a cage dying because it keeps snorting cocaine instead of eating... (I never did drugs regularly or much at all but its a good metaphor tbqhngl)
Now Coronavirus has forced an end to my lifestyle, at least for now. I was going insane for about 1-2 weeks and each time I'd start feeling better/accepting it, the situation got worse. Finally the market just bounced and I also got some massive tax benefits from the CARES act. I also realized I can spend way less money and still be mostly happy which was a good cope. BTW Corona lowers wealth inequality so it's good for NEETs and other broke people. As long as they can still find a way to earn $.
I lost a huge amount of wealth and also lost some relationships in business that I needed to sustain the type of income I was making. If you are familiar with finance and retirement at all, you'll understand that a huge drop in future expected cashflow and a simultaneous big drop in net worth means you can't spend shit anymore. It's now logistically impossible to meet women too, or go out and spend anything even if I wanted. Maybe this is my opportunity to be normal and fulfilled instead of endlessly jogging on a hedonic treadmill.
I'm thinking if I just spend conservatively I won't have to worry about chasing dollars anymore, just live off passive returns and some small income from an easy side hustle. On top of this, I can now go for stacylite/becky+ women that have normal personalities instead of gold diggers. It's cope, but it may be factually better for wellbeing to stop trying to climb constantly. I've been prioritizing money for so long and it has definitely hurt my enjoyment of life at times.
I'd probably be better off never betabuxxing/paying, meditating every day, focus on being GL+healthy, spend more time around family and normies that are less competitive+have values and are more honest/less degenerate. In a more normal city where everyone has a productive job that adds to society, instead of being some promoter or other useless superficial thing.
If I had low/normie standards for women, I could get what I wanted now. But the problem is I can't accept below about a 5PSL. Literally my dick just won't get hard. Also I like to be treated well by people. So the key to being able to do this is to looksmaxx. Without looks, the NT attractive PSL6 women aren't going for you. Lots of money + PSL 3 gets you the mentally unstable Stacies that ruin your life. Being PSL6 with decent money gets you access to the quality women.
It's fucked up how the bones in your face affect the quality of woman (personality wise) that you can access. But it's the truth. More neurotic women tend to care less about looks. More NT women just date their looksmatch or better. Looksmaxxing also makes picking up women fun because you can succeed 5% of the time instead of 0.5%... crucial so you don't give up and fail.
At first I just worked really hard and slept with women from bars and clubs (only had 0.3% success rate lol). This was very inefficient but relatively fulfilling. Then I banged tons of prostitutes, gold diggers, and other degenerate women that make money off their looks, especially after I had financial means. Generally speaking, they are uneducated, with narcissistic personality disorder and other nasty issues. They tend to be lazy as well. Even the classy runway models with graduate degrees generally have personality disorders. Women that gravitate towards rich guys are the most hypergamous women in the world and make your life a living hell when you date them (unless you're chad, then it's not as bad of course). It's always a bittersweet experience for me, almost never positive in the end either.
The guys in my life similarly, are often dishonest sharks and scumbags because I meet them at nightclubs or etc. Basically I've lived a lifestyle where I can't trust anyone because everyone is a piece of shit. It looks good on the outside, and when your dick is inside a gigastacy and you creampie her it all seems worth it. But maybe I'm just a drug addict hitting a dopamine button like a rat in a cage dying because it keeps snorting cocaine instead of eating... (I never did drugs regularly or much at all but its a good metaphor tbqhngl)
Now Coronavirus has forced an end to my lifestyle, at least for now. I was going insane for about 1-2 weeks and each time I'd start feeling better/accepting it, the situation got worse. Finally the market just bounced and I also got some massive tax benefits from the CARES act. I also realized I can spend way less money and still be mostly happy which was a good cope. BTW Corona lowers wealth inequality so it's good for NEETs and other broke people. As long as they can still find a way to earn $.
I lost a huge amount of wealth and also lost some relationships in business that I needed to sustain the type of income I was making. If you are familiar with finance and retirement at all, you'll understand that a huge drop in future expected cashflow and a simultaneous big drop in net worth means you can't spend shit anymore. It's now logistically impossible to meet women too, or go out and spend anything even if I wanted. Maybe this is my opportunity to be normal and fulfilled instead of endlessly jogging on a hedonic treadmill.
I'm thinking if I just spend conservatively I won't have to worry about chasing dollars anymore, just live off passive returns and some small income from an easy side hustle. On top of this, I can now go for stacylite/becky+ women that have normal personalities instead of gold diggers. It's cope, but it may be factually better for wellbeing to stop trying to climb constantly. I've been prioritizing money for so long and it has definitely hurt my enjoyment of life at times.
I'd probably be better off never betabuxxing/paying, meditating every day, focus on being GL+healthy, spend more time around family and normies that are less competitive+have values and are more honest/less degenerate. In a more normal city where everyone has a productive job that adds to society, instead of being some promoter or other useless superficial thing.
If I had low/normie standards for women, I could get what I wanted now. But the problem is I can't accept below about a 5PSL. Literally my dick just won't get hard. Also I like to be treated well by people. So the key to being able to do this is to looksmaxx. Without looks, the NT attractive PSL6 women aren't going for you. Lots of money + PSL 3 gets you the mentally unstable Stacies that ruin your life. Being PSL6 with decent money gets you access to the quality women.
It's fucked up how the bones in your face affect the quality of woman (personality wise) that you can access. But it's the truth. More neurotic women tend to care less about looks. More NT women just date their looksmatch or better. Looksmaxxing also makes picking up women fun because you can succeed 5% of the time instead of 0.5%... crucial so you don't give up and fail.
you must be truly retarded if you can’t get pussy at this point
