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Society hates me
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I don’t really understand what I’m doing wrong. I don’t really think God is real. But some people are so convinced of it that I’m just not sure of it anymore.
Jerking off is the only way I can actually feel some sort of intimacy and love. Any sort of sexual fulfillment at all. Why does God have to torture me for this? Why does my entire life have to be hell on earth as punishment just because I masturbate. I can’t help but wonder if All the problems in my life is because I can’t stop jerking off.
If God is real I think he just wants to torture me. I hate this all so much.
I can’t cope anymore. I just want a peaceful life. But I can’t even go to church anymore without being mogged and bullied to shit
Jerking off is the only way I can actually feel some sort of intimacy and love. Any sort of sexual fulfillment at all. Why does God have to torture me for this? Why does my entire life have to be hell on earth as punishment just because I masturbate. I can’t help but wonder if All the problems in my life is because I can’t stop jerking off.
If God is real I think he just wants to torture me. I hate this all so much.
I can’t cope anymore. I just want a peaceful life. But I can’t even go to church anymore without being mogged and bullied to shit