Going from fucking a HTB every night to a LTB is genuinely the worst experience ever

[song_2]

I dated a HTB (looksmatch) for about 5 months until she was diagnosed with terminal cancer sadly. There was an age gap, she was older and didn't want to have me see her suffer and live with that for the rest of my life

I was crushed because I loved her so much but I'm also terrified of being single for some irrational reason so I tried to find a new girl quickly and just get over it

Now I'm dating a LTB with a way less interesting personality. It's completely fine and we have an okay time together, but she's way more into it than I am just bc I'm out of her league and everything. All I can think of tho is my last relationship and just how much I miss my woman. I would never wish this kind of downgrade on anyone because it really fucks with your head

The worst part is at the end of Summer I'll probably have to break up with my current girl and that will just about kill her because she's so head over heels and maybe suspects I am too. She tells me she's still in disbelief that I chose her after a month of dating but doesn't realize my standards are non-existent and I was just choosing the first mentally stable girl who gave me some attention. God damn it I'm a fucking piece of shit. Kms

 

[lordgandy2000]

 

[VohnnyBoy]

4/10 larp

 

[truthhurts]

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The harmony between them, just beautiful

 

[song_2]

4/10 larp

Ik it sounds fake but I swear this is actually my life and I'm fucking pissed

 

[song_2]

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Literally me