I know. But it's sad that im reduced to a lump of flesh decaying my life away. People had a lot of hope for me as a child and now they've given up.
Hey lay down and just try to get through it yk. Prioritize yourself man rn
most happiest day in fr0sts life
he likes revelling in being sad lol.
theres more to life than piping MTBs btw
Water emotional connection is needed as well
not even that lol most incels wouldnt fuck their looksmatch
I cant cope anymore I made an honest effort to improve myself and it yielded nothing. Moreover im genetically useless everything i will ever do will amount to nothing. I cant be happy in coping anymore its just the reality of someone in my genetic standing some people are below others and Im below most even you.
I am genetically predisposed to depression both my parents have clinical depression my father had it so bad he killed himself. Point being that no matter how much I try it will always be there. It's only further amplified by my apparent uselessness and lack of any skill in anything whatsoever
Sex is the last thing on my mind. My medication makes it so that I can't even get hard i don't care about women anymore.
Cope they probably wouldn’t date but they would fuck their looksmatch
Brutal
thats a lie. Even im guilty of this. Nigga I was like only 2 weeks into my job and ive been saying "muh nothings changing i just work and its not much different im still loser blablabla" like bro. Shit doesnt change overnight. Ok ur genetically useless pinpoint why nigga.
if u know its cuz ur ugly what is all ur flaws, nigga u can make a post and @ me in it, take a back camera photo and list everything u dont like and see what we can change brah.
meds r good, just dont take them to feel happy. u wont. take them to lower inhib, if u realise something is off, u feel a bit weird in ur stomach, it helps. But dont rely on it to get u out of bed or do shit for u, thats not what meds r for.
ok so u realised that its parental and genetical. My family has a history of suicide and alcoholism. Its an opportunity to end the cycle and u realize ur only sad cuz ur just genetically predisposed to it. When u realise thats the case then u realize the emotions are fake lol
What's the point man. Im stupid having an iq of 90 im autistic and have adhd my bones are recessed and my jaw is weak. No matter how hard I work I will never be able to get a good paying high performance job I will never own a house or be able to do anything complicated the most I can hope for is working a manual labor job that I hate just so I can pay ends meet. I cant get a girlfriend because im ugly and not charming and I can't get one by betabuxx. Im not trying to be cynical and if you hsve insight on anything else worth living for im willing to hear it but from the looks of it, its over.
