Going to OD on kratom tonight

[SurgerySoon]

Last January I tried kratom (Red Bali strain) for the first time ever and love the way it made me feel. For the last few weeks I've gotten to the point where I take it almost every night if I don't have to wake up early the next morning. Tonight I'm going to OD by taking more than I've ever taken before. Don't know what will happen and don't really care

 

[Butthurt Dweller]

Im gonna OD on paprika pray for my soul brothas

 

[Ritalincel]

Ugh...

 

[Vermilioncore]

OD on Red Bull

 

[FatJattMofo]

gonna OD on milk lads wish me luck

 

[Deleted member 1464]

Enjoy waking up in hospital with 30 iq and being a retard the rest of your life

 

[Ritalincel]

 

[SurgerySoon]

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Enjoy waking up in hospital with 30 iq and being a retard the rest of your life

It would probably lead to a more fulfilling lifestyle than I've lived during the first 32 yrs of my life

BTW @Goblin who's the model in your avi?

 

[CupOfCoffee]

What's the point lol. Use it when it'll help you

 

[SurgerySoon]

Im gonna OD on paprika pray for my soul brothas

It won't be anywhere near the fun of what I'm going to experience

What's the point lol. Use it when it'll help you

It's the only thing that makes me feel good and I want to see what happens when I take 5x as much

 

[Ritalincel]

OD on Red Bull

 

[SurgerySoon]

OD on Red Bull

Red Bull is nasty, I never understood how/why people like it

 

[Ritalincel]

 

[Deleted member 1464]

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[SurgerySoon]

Which of you bitches is jealous



@PrettyBoyMaxxing you tried this?

 

[SurgerySoon]

Dosing in about 1.5 hrs

 

[Deleted member 2846]

Which of you bitches is jealous



@PrettyBoyMaxxing you tried this?

no i haven’t and are u planning to OD to death or...

 

[SurgerySoon]

no i haven’t and are u planning to OD to death or...

IDK going to see what happens

 

[Deleted member 2846]

IDK going to see what happens

why

 

[SurgerySoon]

why

Come on dude, I'm almost 32, a lifelong incel, aging rapidly, and in debt. I mean at this point, who gives a fuck

 

[Ritalincel]

Ugh...

 

[SurgerySoon]

Last week I took a little bit more than I usually do and woke up suddenly from what felt like it must have been a coma-like state of sleep. TBH I would be ok with it if I unconsciously drifted off into that same state of being and simply never woke up from it

 

[wellthatsucks]

Just wait till taban at least, kinda pointless to give up now

 

[SurgerySoon]

Just wait till taban at least, kinda pointless to give up now

No, it's not worth spending the money. It won't make a difference. My age is too significant of a factor at this point for it to make a meaningful difference in my life. Maybe 5+ years ago it would have, but not now

 

[Deleted member 2846]

Come on dude, I'm almost 32, a lifelong incel, aging rapidly, and in debt. I mean at this point, who gives a fuck

yeah but you still have hope and shit. you were so determined like just like last week. fuck it, just to another place like south america or asia and live there

 

[SurgerySoon]

yeah but you still have hope and shit. you were so determined like just like last week. fuck it, just to another place like south america or asia and live there

Who wants to own up to the fact that they had to spend thousands of dollars moving to a different country in order to get chicks? I mean how can people actually live with themselves when they pull that shit. Think about what it says about the individual

 

[Deleted member 2846]

Who wants to own up to the fact that they had to spend thousands of dollars moving to a different country in order to get chicks? I mean how can people actually live with themselves when they pull that shit. Think about what it says about the individual

ur obviously in a depression funk. i can tell jfl, it doesn’t matter what they say or think. pussy is pussy. no one needs to know u got all the work done anyways. and sex is the main motivation for life anyways and ppl will go to the extremes to get it

 

[wellthatsucks]

No, it's not worth spending the money. It won't make a difference. My age is too significant of a factor at this point for it to make a meaningful difference in my life. Maybe 5+ years ago it would have, but not now

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I still don't know why you would give up when you have an actual chance to ascend

 

[SurgerySoon]

ur obviously in a depression funk. i can tell jfl, it doesn’t matter what they say or think. pussy is pussy. no one needs to know u got all the work done anyways. and sex is the main motivation for life anyways and ppl will go to the extremes to get it

Dude I'm not moving to another country to get laid. That is just sad and pathetic. The fact is I let too many years go by without doing something about my situation and now it's too late. I guess if it had been that important to me I would've taken action sooner

2 wall orbital Decompression
Eyelid retraction
Infraorbital implants
Fat grafting for hooding
Thicker brows
Contacts

I still don't know why you would give up when you have an actual chance to ascend

The problem is my age. It doesn't matter if I get all that shit done (I already have infraorbital implants btw) and all the procedures turn out to be a huge success, I will still be a guy who is noticeably older than the age bracket that is attractive to females who aren't looking for a betabuxx. There are plenty of guys even in my own city who are significantly hotter than I could ever become through surgery AND who are a decade younger than me

 

[Deleted member 2846]

Dude I'm not moving to another country to get laid. That is just sad and pathetic. The fact is I let too many years go by without doing something about my situation and now it's too late. I guess if it had been that important to me I would've taken action sooner

it’s really not tbh. who the fuck said you had to get women in ur home country for life jfl. travel the world, fuck girls. ur opposing these boundaries on urself. i would def travel around europe and asia and fuck girls tbh. it sounds like a lot of fun.

 

[SurgerySoon]

it’s really not tbh. who the fuck said you had to get women in ur home country for life jfl. travel the world, fuck girls. ur opposing these boundaries on urself. i would def travel around europe and asia and fuck girls tbh. it sounds like a lot of fun.

Yeah but what does it say about the individual person if he has to fly to another continent to get laid? Think about that

Also I can't really work in my career in most other countries unless I want to take a huge pay cut. Just not interested in uprooting my life to move to a different country just to get pussy

 

[turkproducer]

2 wall orbital Decompression
Eyelid retraction
Infraorbital implants
Fat grafting for hooding
Thicker brows
Contacts

I still don't know why you would give up when you have an actual chance to ascend

is that OP??

 

[Ritalincel]

 

[wellthatsucks]

is that OP??

Yes

 

[turkproducer]

Yes

lol he doesn’t even look incel, he clearly is not NT.

srs OP even with ur bug eyes you’re above average.

 

[Bewusst]

Kratom is crap. Gave me nothing but a horrible headache for three days after each time I tried it, with no effects whatsoever. Rather smoke some weed.

 

[SurgerySoon]

lol he doesn’t even look incel, he clearly is not NT.

srs OP even with ur bug eyes you’re above average.

In my area that is not an attractive face, simple as that. Also, I always wanted to be highly above average, not just simply above average.

BTW that is a pre-surgery photo of me from last yr

Kratom is crap. Gave me nothing but a horrible headache for three days after each time I tried it, with no effects whatsoever. Rather smoke some weed.

Really? I guess everyone gets different effects from it. For me it feels sort of like a euphoric opiate buzz

 

[turkproducer]

In my area that is not an attractive face, simple as that. Also, I always wanted to be highly above average, not just simply above average.

BTW that is a pre-surgery photo of me from last yr


Really? I guess everyone gets different effects from it. For me it feels sort of like a euphoric opiate buzz

I want to be 6’5 it’s not gonna happen. You can’t have everything, but yeah you are not incel tier

 

[SurgerySoon]

I want to be 6’5 it’s not gonna happen. You can’t have everything, but yeah you are not incel tier

I don't care if other people have chosen to accept that they won't be able to get what they want. The fact is, I'm not willing to accept having such a low looksmaxxing ceiling and also at age 32 it's too late for me to benefit from improving my looks anyways, even if I did have a higher ceiling

 

[wellthatsucks]

I don't care if other people have chosen to accept that they won't be able to get what they want. The fact is, I'm not willing to accept having such a low looksmaxxing ceiling and also at age 32 it's too late for me to benefit from improving my looks anyways, even if I did have a higher ceiling

Is being 30+ really that bad?

 

[SurgerySoon]

Is being 30+ really that bad?

Yes, it's another criteria that attractive females use to disqualify you in favor of other males who are still in their 20s. Even if you don't look old old, everyone can just tell you don't have that same attractive "something" that other guys have, regardless of how good the rest of your face looks
Btw @wellthatsucks don't you agree with what I said about not wanting to have such a low looksmaxxing ceiling?

 

[StoicNihilist]

Why don't you try ODing on cilantro instead?

Jk... if you really want to know how, refer to my suicide manuel:
https://incels.is/threads/nsfw-gore...se-all-hope-here-is-my-suicide-manuel.114967/

I don't condone suicide, but hey. We've probably all had these thoughts before.

 

[wellthatsucks]

Yes, it's another criteria that attractive females use to disqualify you in favor of other males who are still in their 20s. Even if you don't look old old, everyone can just tell you don't have that same attractive "something" that other guys have, regardless of how good the rest of your face looks
Btw @wellthatsucks don't you agree with what I said about not wanting to have such a low looksmaxxing ceiling?

I'm on the same boat as you pretty much

Idc about relationships, I have unrealistic standards for people (in general) and most of the time I wish I was alone at home, so yeah the only goal in my life to look striking and receive validation. I'm going to have to spend roughly 40k eur on that which is going to take some time (even illegally) and by the time I get that the agepill creeps in. It's just very hard to cheat your genetics. Will I have a good time coping after expiring? Right now I'm not suicidal but I really wouldn't mind if I got cancer, so I guess I'm doing okay coping with my hobbies

But for you this is all you ever wanted since a young age and being denied it, it's reasonable to have those thoughts. If I were you though I'd definitely do that one last surgery with taban, I still have a hard believing girls have very little attraction once you reach your 30s.

 

[SurgerySoon]

I'm on the same boat as you pretty much

Idc about relationships, I have unrealistic standards for people (in general) and most of the time I wish I was alone at home, so yeah the only goal in my life to look striking and receive validation. I'm going to have to spend roughly 40k eur on that which is going to take some time (even illegally) and by the time I get that the agepill creeps in. It's just very hard to cheat your genetics. Will I have a good time coping after expiring? Right now I'm not suicidal but I really wouldn't mind if I got cancer, so I guess I'm doing okay coping with my hobbies

But for you this is all you ever wanted since a young age and being denied it, it's reasonable to have those thoughts. If I were you though I'd definitely do that one last surgery with taban, I still have a hard believing girls have very little attraction once you reach your 30s.

It's just not the issue of being 30+ itself -- it's the issue of being 30+ AND still not being as attractive as the natural-born Chads in their early/mid-20s who also have obvious, apparent youth working in their favor. The only way to still remain highly attractive to girls as a 30+ male is to be highly above-average attractive so as to compensate for the issue of being old. So in my case, the problem is that even if I undergo every possible plastic surgery procedure ever devised, I still won't be as attractive as the natural Chads in their 20s, AND I'll still have the issue of being noticeably older-looking.

So that's the issue for guys like myself: the two detractors (age and lack of Chad-tier attractiveness) are both present, which means that one of them obviously isn't able to compensate for the other one.

 

[wellthatsucks]

It's just not the issue of being 30+ itself -- it's the issue of being 30+ AND still not being as attractive as the natural-born Chads in their early/mid-20s who also have obvious, apparent youth working in their favor. The only way to still remain highly attractive to girls as a 30+ male is to be highly above-average attractive so as to compensate for the issue of being old. So in my case, the problem is that even if I undergo every possible plastic surgery procedure ever devised, I still won't be as attractive as the natural Chads in their 20s, AND I'll still have the issue of being noticeably older-looking.

So that's the issue for guys like myself: the two detractors (age and lack of Chad-tier attractiveness) are both present, which means that one of them obviously isn't able to compensate for the other one.

I remember you making a thread when you went to Boston for Dr y and took pics of the chads

They really weren't so high tier as you describe them to be. Sure they were classically good looking, but nothing out of the realm of where you couldn't be able to compete with them with additional successful surgeries

 

[Deleted member 3373]

do it you coward faggot

 

[SurgerySoon]

I remember you making a thread when you went to Boston for Dr y and took pics of the chads

They really weren't so high tier as you describe them to be. Sure they were classically good looking, but nothing out of the realm of where you couldn't be able to compete with them with additional successful surgeries

Thanks, but it's WAY more competitive than that in the city I live in. See below:

https://looksmax.org/threads/aging-sucks.58876/post-1050192

do it you coward faggot

I did, I just feel sick rn

 

[Deleted member 3043]

No, it's not worth spending the money. It won't make a difference. My age is too significant of a factor at this point for it to make a meaningful difference in my life. Maybe 5+ years ago it would have, but not now

ok calm down i'm gona be very honest with you, except your eye area you'r fairly above average for your age. you' r a mentalcel

 

[Deleted member 2486]

uhmmm.... this thread

 

[Drugs]

Not a good idea. I really don't think this will kill you and you might end up disabled by the end of it. Do not take any more seriously