gooning always make me so red and inflammated the next day after

[FiendFiend]

for fuck sake gooned again i need to quit this.

It is 100% the culprit behind my inflammation and ive tested before. Its just super fucking hard to quit. I dont have like any other major reason to quit corn other than this shit.

It also burns calories for me. I know its mentally frying me, and theres a chance my meat wont get hard when im with a foid. Im starting my nofap journey again.

Its just that I dont have shit else to do. My PC is dog shit so i cant vidyamax so im just watching fucking xqc react to criminal interrogations jfl. I dont want to waste money for my california trip. I know Im gonna spend like 1k there already. Its just when it pops up in my head i cant get it out. Im not thinking about porn 24/7 its just atleast once a day it will eventually cross my mind if i see a foid in an ad or some shit.

Im waking up super fucking early too so I dont even get to talk to NA friends who are in school most of the time. Gooning is my guilty pleasure that I need to cut out asap. Not even for anyone else but for my own sanity. I want to fucking feel something again. Why the fuck is nofap so fucking diffucult. Like cutting out food is literally easier than not fucking gooning.

Fuck thsi shit man Im gonna stop gooning pls mtoivate me

 

[FiendFiend]

Gooning is probably what fent feels like, just absolutely fucking decimating urself mentally for the sake, making yourself basically super fucking tired, immobile, and a zombie just to feel something. They are very correlated.

WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE SO HARD.

I HAVE GYMMAXXED BEFORE, I HAVE DONE BOXING BEFORE, I HAVE EVEN WENT OUT BEFORE, I HAVE EVEN EARNT MONEY BEFORE,

but yet gooning still fucking styas no matter how much times I tried and how much days I went on nofap. I always fucking relapsed over and over again. Im so fucking annoyed.

 

[übermog]

stop rotting and youll stop gooning, trust, ull only watch porn if uve been rotting if u fill ur life with things, you wont even think about porn

 

[JeanneDArcAlter]

Your anus gets inflammated because you finger your anus while jerking off?