
911MrSuicidal
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Okay so last year I finally lost my virginity as I’ve always been scared of intimacy. In fact the first time I kissed a girl I had a mental breakdown because intimacy and affection has always made me uncomfortable, I think it’s the vulnerability or something, I dunno. Anyways, the girl I lost my virginity to was htb and was really nice. My mates have been pressuring me to lose my v-card and to stop being a pussy, there was no way I would initiate so luckily she did. It just wasn’t nearly as good as I thought it would be, I couldn’t even finish and we were going at it for ages. We ended up fucking 4 times and tried multiple positions. The only time however that I actually nutted was when I took a Cialis that my mate gave me, even then it took ages. She was attractive and my whole family was going on about how pretty she was. I ended up breaking things off because I just wasn’t feeling it. I was was more upset than her though and I was actually sobbing when I met up with her to break up with her, funny enough she wasn’t even that upset. However she did tell me I have time to change my mind and she actually ended up working at my favourite cafe that I used to frequent nearly every day to study, kinda stalkerish lol. But here’s the thing, I can nut in a minute when Gooning but I can’t even finish during sex. What’s wrong with me???