Got a massive anxiety attack because I remembered my past

[DivineBeing]

All the nights out alone in clubs or bars. 0 friends 0 lays.

All the nights I rotted in my room.

Everyone else had fun and made friends.

The whole week just got ruined GO FUCK YOURSELVES YOU FUCKING SUBHUMANS WHY AM I SO FUCKING DEFORMED!!!!!!!

How the fuck do you even rationalise this without coming to the conclusion I'm a complete and utter subhuman and there's nothing I can do?

 

[stevielake]

I used to be suicidal even attempted to OD twice.

No joke, have you tried smoking weed? It's a great cope and calms my anxiety.

 

[thickdickdaddy27]

just go on tinder man if u can't get laid now thru tinder just looksmaxx more until u can

 

[DivineBeing]

just go on tinder man if u can't get laid now thru tinder just looksmaxx more until u can

NO I don't look like that anymore.

I fucking lost all my hair I'm NW2 and look like a fucking subhuman now. No longer do I get a dopamine rush looking in the mirror.

My posture is completely fucked up as well.

I can't get laid on Tinder until my HT and fixing my FUCKED UP POSTURE

 

[Deleted member 6305]

Go out get drunk

 

[DivineBeing]

Go out get drunk

Getting drunk makes me into more of a paranoid mess.

I'm fucking scared to go outside past 8pm because I remember every single fucking night I was alone outside and normies had fun this shit burned into my disgusting photo memory brain.