tirasgo
Quitting my job to focus on sex
- Joined
- Nov 13, 2023
- Posts
- 18
- Reputation
- 51
So some two days ago I was standing at a bus terminal here at my city, smoking cigs and waiting for my friend to arrive so that we could catch an uber and go drink alcohol and redbull and smoke.
While I was waiting, this vcute green-eyed MTB approached me and asked me if she could borrow a cigarette to which I promptly answered "of course" and got my pack of cigs out of my pocket to give her. I asked her "do you smoke cigs from this brand" and she said "oh I smoke anything" and kept making strong eye contact with me so I took out 2 cigs to give her
Now the most shocking part, and this had NEVER happened to me before: whilst I was taking out the cigs from the pack she was like "2 of them? are you sure?" and kept looking at with this sassy expression so I was like "yes sure
". So ALL OF A SUDDEN she said "well, if you want to take me to your house that works too"
I was so taken aback by that I didn't know how the fuck to react, so I just said "well I wish, but now I'm going out to meet with a friend" but I started stuttering so it sounded more like unintelligible gibberish so she said "what?" And I just said "nothing, forget it".
She then looked at me like I was both retarded and gay and just went to sit on the curb some 10 meters away from me. I don't even know if the smoked the fucking thing. I kept standing there like a fucking retard and my friend went past me without seeing me so I just called him on my phone to play it cool and then got the fuck out of there
I've been remembering that moment every single hour that passed since it happened and I am obviously very furious with myself, as I could have easily slayed that foid. All I had to say was "I have an event right now but surely we could arrange that at another time" and gotten her number. Hell, if I asked if I could get a kiss I am certain she'd kiss me right then and there. In my defense, I was taken completely off guard. Still if I wasn't so AUTISTIC that wouldn't have happened
At least now I realize that I prolly look better than I thought after getting in shape, thought I was wearing a cap to hide my receding hairline and I was wearing lifts in my shoes (heightfrauding). Still, my bodycount could be 1 number higher right now if I wasn't so AUTISTIC
Anyways I just wanted to vent so thx for you attention to this matter.
While I was waiting, this vcute green-eyed MTB approached me and asked me if she could borrow a cigarette to which I promptly answered "of course" and got my pack of cigs out of my pocket to give her. I asked her "do you smoke cigs from this brand" and she said "oh I smoke anything" and kept making strong eye contact with me so I took out 2 cigs to give her
Now the most shocking part, and this had NEVER happened to me before: whilst I was taking out the cigs from the pack she was like "2 of them? are you sure?" and kept looking at with this sassy expression so I was like "yes sure
". So ALL OF A SUDDEN she said "well, if you want to take me to your house that works too"I was so taken aback by that I didn't know how the fuck to react, so I just said "well I wish, but now I'm going out to meet with a friend" but I started stuttering so it sounded more like unintelligible gibberish so she said "what?" And I just said "nothing, forget it".
She then looked at me like I was both retarded and gay and just went to sit on the curb some 10 meters away from me. I don't even know if the smoked the fucking thing. I kept standing there like a fucking retard and my friend went past me without seeing me so I just called him on my phone to play it cool and then got the fuck out of there
I've been remembering that moment every single hour that passed since it happened and I am obviously very furious with myself, as I could have easily slayed that foid. All I had to say was "I have an event right now but surely we could arrange that at another time" and gotten her number. Hell, if I asked if I could get a kiss I am certain she'd kiss me right then and there. In my defense, I was taken completely off guard. Still if I wasn't so AUTISTIC that wouldn't have happened
At least now I realize that I prolly look better than I thought after getting in shape, thought I was wearing a cap to hide my receding hairline and I was wearing lifts in my shoes (heightfrauding). Still, my bodycount could be 1 number higher right now if I wasn't so AUTISTIC
Anyways I just wanted to vent so thx for you attention to this matter.
