ihearvoices
faustian spirit prevails
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Fuck, i undressed myslef and looked in the mirror, why the fuck am i so ugly?
Visited a lot of places that reminded me that I used to mog I used to mog s*** ton. I remember foids trying thier best to get in my vicinity. I took pleasure from rejecting them and laughing at them, i am narcissistic evil creature.
And yes, they want to sleep w you even if you don't know their name, so fking annoying.
I realized I never really was a Christian, i wnsted to fuck some girls the minute i saw themm i am not a decent person deep down.
And i am not schizo ofc.
Something changed in me at areound 14 years old, and it slowly worsened itself. I felt alright, but now, the pain is unbearable.
I was capable of feeling love, but not anymore.
I feel like drug addict, chasing happiness at any cost.
Yes, jerking off is bad, but getting pussy is good. Every man should have some. The thing is deep down i do everything to get it, i am just trying to hide it from me.
Maybe that ugly jew - Sigmund Freud was right, after 20 my mental health worsened a lot, maybe because the lack of sex.
Anyway, i was predetermined to rule the world, but foids stole it from me.
Visited a lot of places that reminded me that I used to mog I used to mog s*** ton. I remember foids trying thier best to get in my vicinity. I took pleasure from rejecting them and laughing at them, i am narcissistic evil creature.
And yes, they want to sleep w you even if you don't know their name, so fking annoying.
I realized I never really was a Christian, i wnsted to fuck some girls the minute i saw themm i am not a decent person deep down.
And i am not schizo ofc.
Something changed in me at areound 14 years old, and it slowly worsened itself. I felt alright, but now, the pain is unbearable.
I was capable of feeling love, but not anymore.
I feel like drug addict, chasing happiness at any cost.
Yes, jerking off is bad, but getting pussy is good. Every man should have some. The thing is deep down i do everything to get it, i am just trying to hide it from me.
Maybe that ugly jew - Sigmund Freud was right, after 20 my mental health worsened a lot, maybe because the lack of sex.
Anyway, i was predetermined to rule the world, but foids stole it from me.
